Chapter 15:
âThis isnât the kind of story we should be telling.â
It was a cherished memoryâbut also a painful one. Especially for Ephelia, whose family had vanished in an instant.
âConversations with adults must be boring for you. Why donât the two of you go and talk for a bit?â
âIâm fine, Your Majesty.â
âYou are Regiosâs fiancĂŠe, are you not? You should be by the Crown Princeâs side at an occasion like this. Ah, the music has begunâwhy donât you two share a dance?â
It sounded like an invitation, but it was practically a command. Regiosâs expression froze, and Seluneâs eyes sharpened. Selune looked at Ephelia with eyes filled with envy and jealousy.
âNow that I think about it, Lady Selune must be bored. It wouldâve been nice if Hailen were hereâbut where could he have gone?â
âNâno, Your Majesty.â
Selune flinched and hurriedly offered polite words. Even just from the way the Emperor addressed them, anyone could see that his affection for Ephelia had nothing to do with his relationship with the Duke and Duchess.
The adopted daughter, Ephelia, was âour Ephelia.â
The Dukeâs real daughter, Selune, was merely âLady Selune,â the polite title used in society.
Regios gave a cold smile and extended his hand toward Ephelia. She could tell that he wasnât happy about it. He didnât like herâno, it was closer to dislike.
âTake my hand, Lady Mirium.â
She placed her gloved hand on his. She knew that he despised thisâknew that even through the layers of gloves, he found the touch repulsive.
And yet, her heart still fluttered. Perhaps that was exactly why he disliked her even more.
âYou two look wonderful together.â
âThen, please excuse us.â
âGo on.â
She placed her hand on the Crown Princeâs and walked with him toward the center of the ballroom. Behind them, she could sense the Duke and Duchess chatting cheerfully with the Emperor and Empress, but she paid them no mind.
All her thoughts were focused on the Crown Prince beside her.
Just holding his hand made her heart race.
Even knowing that his kindness wasnât sincereâshe didnât care.
Was this fate?
Did she love him simply because destiny decreed it so?
Led by his hand, they reached the center of the hall. His hand rested at her waist. At his subtle signal, new music began to play. She followed his lead into the dance.
There was a time when dancing with him had been pure joy.
When they were very young, they had practiced dancing together just like thisâawkward steps, holding hands, laughing whenever they stepped on each otherâs feet.
Now their movements were graceful, elegant, and perfect.
But they no longer smiled at each other as they once did.
Ephelia was the daughter of one of only three ducal families in the Empire, and the Crown Princeâs childhood friend.
Everyone said it was a fated, blessed union.
Everyoneâexcept the Crown Prince himself.
The faint scent from him, the rigid curve of his lips, the beauty in his eyesâit all made her heart tremble.
She didnât want this moment to end, but the song soon faded.
âIâm thirsty.â
âIâll bring you something to drink.â
âNo, Iâll go myself. Would you like something?â
âJust water, please.â
As soon as the Crown Prince stepped away, whispers rippled through the crowd.
âDo you really think itâs fate?â
âThey say the mark appeared.â
âStill, if Lady Mirium truly were His Highnessâs destined one, he wouldnât be so cold to her.â
âI must admit, I have my doubts too.â
They hid their words behind fans, so she couldnât tell exactly who said whatâbut they werenât wrong.
Ephelia lowered her head and gripped the hem of her dress tightly.
She could have lashed out.
But if she caused a scene, the Emperor would surely hear of it. Those who gossiped might be punished or disciplinedâbut so too would Regios, for being the cause of the rumors.
Then suddenly, the whispering stopped.
A tall glass of water appeared before her. She looked upâRegios was standing there.
She had loved him since they were children. Truly loved him.
He had been radiantâlike an angel. Being with him made her happy.
Even before the mark of destiny appeared, she had wished he would be her fated one.
That wish had come trueâbut why did it hurt so much?
âTake it.â
Ephelia unclenched her hand from her fan and accepted the glass.
âThank you, Your Highness.â
Regios stared at her faint smileâhis gaze far too cold for someone looking at his destined partner.
âLetâs go to the terrace.â
âShouldnât you return to His Majesty?â
âIf I do, heâll just send me away again. Iâd rather stay here.â
She took his offered hand and walked with him toward the terrace.
She didnât need to listen to know what kind of talk was now happening behind those fans again.
Once the terrace doors closed, the music and chatter grew distant.
âDonât listen to those things.â
âPardon?â
âYouâre my fiancĂŠe. You donât need to hear such nonsense.â
If Regios had said just one word in her defense, those gossiping ladies would have been unable to attend any gatherings for a while.
But even though he clearly had heard them, he said nothing.
He knew silence would only weaken her standing furtherâand yet he said nothing.
âIâm sorry. I didnât handle myself properlyâŚâ
âEnough.â
He cut her off mid-sentence, as though even her voice annoyed him.
He leaned against the terrace railing. Ephelia glanced at him cautiously, afraid that even her gaze might displease him.
She knew he didnât love herâbut she didnât want to be hated.
No, more preciselyâshe didnât want to be hated any more than she already was.
But as time passed, his dislike for her only seemed to deepen.
The beautiful night sky stretched behind him.
She couldnât tell if his beauty made her heart ache because of destinyâor because of love.
Ephelia loved the Crown Prince who despised her.
The faint music and chatter from the ballroom drifted out, but between them hung only a suffocating silence.
When had it become so painful to be alone with him?
Did this silence not bother him at all?
She could hardly breathe from the ache in her chest.
âIâm sorry⌠for causing trouble.â
âIs âIâm sorryâ a habit of yours now?â
âSâsorry, I meanânoâŚâ
âEnough.â
He looked at her with weary disdain. There was only one thing she could say.
âPlease, go and talk with the others. You must be busy.â
He was the Crown Prince.
So many people wanted his attention.
Even though this silence and awkwardness made her heart ache, she still wanted to be with himâbut he must have found it uncomfortable.
âIâll tell His Majesty that I was tired and wanted to rest alone.â
âAre you sure?â
A flicker of pity crossed his faceâmixed with irritation.
He disliked her, but still felt guilty for her constant, timid consideration.
âOf course. Itâs fine.â
âThen⌠see you later.â
âYes.â
Regios walked away. She couldnât tear her eyes from his back.
How did we end up like this, RegiosâŚ
Then she saw Selune move up beside him. Ephelia smiled bitterly.
Did destiny truly exist?
And if it didâwas one truly obliged to marry their fated one?
Ephelia didnât know.
But it was something Regios himself sometimes wondered, too.
If only Selune had been his fated match insteadâ
then maybe he wouldnât have rejected and pushed Ephelia away like this.
If only fate hadnât bound them together.
âWhat are you doing out here alone, Crown Princess-to-be?â
Startled by the sudden voice, Ephelia looked around.
There was no one in sightâit was a balcony, after all.
She was surprised, but not frightenedâthe voice was familiar.
âHailen? Where are you?â
âLook down.â
When she leaned over the railing, she saw Hailen poking his head out from the balcony below.
âDo you have to greet me so formally too?â
Hailen was Regiosâs younger brotherâthe Empireâs second princeâand Epheliaâs childhood friend.
Both brothers had once been close with her brothers as well.
âHaha.â
His handsome face was lit with playful mischief.
âMove aside a little. Iâm coming up.â
When Ephelia stepped back, Hailen vaulted easily onto the wall, gripped the edge, and climbed up onto her balcony in one smooth motion.
âWhy are you out here alone? Did you send my brother away?â
ââŚYou saw?â
âMm. Unfortunately, I was on the balcony right below.â
âWhat were you doing down there? You didnât even attend the ball.â
âEh, avoiding Father and Motherâs nagging.
âBe more mature,â âact your age,â âbe more like your brother,ââyou know the usual.â
Hailen grimaced exaggeratedly.
âMaybe you should try being a bit more like that.â
âEphelia, not you too!â
Her soft laugh bubbled out.
Finallyâshe felt like she could breathe again.