âReflect on your behavior here.â
Denold gently pushed Ephelia into the attic and spoke in a soft voice.
âWhat⌠what am I supposed to reflect on?â
Ephelia couldnât understand what she had done wrong.
âMy goodness, you donât even know that?â
Denold clicked his tongue in disbelief. The attic was dark, while the hallway behind him was bright. The light cast his face in shadow, making her uncle look like a stranger.
âIâI donât want to be here. I donât like it.â
âYou think saying you donât like it will solve everything? Iâve thought this before, but you really are spoiled.â
âI want to go out, Uncle.â
Ephelia reached out her hand toward Denold. In the past, whenever she did that, he would sigh and say, âOh well, I canât resist you,â before smiling fondly and taking her hand. But this time, he didnât.
âYouâre still calling me Uncle. Youâd best not think of coming out until you understand what youâve done wrong. I wonât spoil you like your father did.â
Denold shoved Ephelia back inside as she tried to escape. She stumbled and fell hard on her backside, unable to resist an adultâs strength. Denold showed no hint of remorse for pushing down a small child.
Before Ephelia could get up, the door slammed shut with a thud. The light from the hallway vanished, and darkness swallowed the attic.
Iâm scared.
She was so terrified that she couldnât even feel the pain from her fall. Panicking, she ran to the door and pounded on it. The sound echoed hollowly through the empty attic, making her feel even lonelier and more afraid.
âUncle! Please open the door! I donât want to be here! Let me out!â
âYouâre still calling me Uncle? Seems you havenât learned yet.â
His footsteps receded down the hallway, and soon even that sound was gone. Silence fell.
âIâm sorry! Iâm sorry!â
Her uncle was her uncle. Her father was her father. Why did she have to call her uncle father? She didnât understand what she had done wrong, yet she had to beg for forgiveness. But no one opened the door.
The attic wasnât infested with bugs or rats, but it was cold and lifeless without warmth or light. White sheets covered unused furniture, making it look as though ghosts were standing around her.
Trembling in fear, Ephelia eventually cried herself to sleep. Some time later, a knock, knock woke her.
âUncle!â
But it wasnât him. A servant she didnât recognize opened the door.
âWhereâs my uncle?â
Ephelia knew every servant and maid in the ducal householdâmost had been there even before she was born. But in her confusion and fear, she didnât realize that this man was a stranger.
âThe Duke is busy.â
âFather came back?â
Epheliaâs eyes brightened. To her, the Duke was Father. She wanted to run into his arms and tell him everythingâthat her uncle had locked her up, that she was scared, that Hexie had told a terrible lie that made her cry. But the servant only looked at her with pity.
âMy lady, the current Duke is Lord Denold.â
Ephelia was speechless.
âThen⌠whereâs my father?â
âHavenât you been told? From now on, Lord Denold is your father.â
NoâŚ
She wanted to protest, but no words came out. Slowly, Ephelia began to realize the truthâif her real father, mother, and brothers were still alive, they would have come back for her long ago. Her uncle really had become the new Duke, and Hexie, the heir.
âThe Duke ordered me to bring your meal.â
At those words, Ephelia suddenly realized how hungry she was. She hadnât eaten in a long time.
âWhatâs this?â
The food on the tray was just coarse bread and thin soupâsomething even the servants of the ducal house would never be given.
âIf you donât want it, Iâll take it away.â
âN-no⌠Iâll eat.â
The servant set the tray down and left without another word. Ephelia forced herself to eat the tasteless food, though there wasnât nearly enough. The little girl remained trapped in that attic, tormented by hunger for days.
âIâm hungry.â
âThe Duke said this is all youâre to have.â
The servant said it coldly, even proudly, before shutting the door again.
Days later, Ephelia was finally brought out of the attic. The servant took her to her fatherâs officeâor rather, to what used to be her fatherâs office. Denold sat there now, as if he had always belonged in that chair.
âDo you understand your mistake now?â
His voice was gentle. Ephelia, timid and frail after her confinement, nodded faintly.
âYes.â
âAnd what was your mistake?â
âFor not⌠calling you Father.â
She had gone over it again and again while locked away, and though she didnât understand, it was the only thing that made sense.
âGood. Rememberâ Iâm your father now. Understood?â
âYes.â
âThen you may go back to your room.â
Relief flooded her. She bowed her head and turned to leave.
âWait. Donât you have something to say?â
âWhat?â
âWhen someone forgives you, you thank them. Havenât you been taught that? Or do I need to teach you again?â
âThank you.â
The threat was clearâdisobedience meant the attic again. Ephelia trembled as she whispered her thanks.
âGood. You may go.â
She turned to leave once more, but then hesitated.
âFathâ⌠Father.â
She almost said Uncle, but caught herself. Denold frowned, then gave a curt nod.
âWhat is it?â
âWhereâs my nanny?â
Ephelia had realized what was missing. Her nannyâthe daughter of her late motherâs nurseâhad cared for her since birth, loved her like family. Normally, she would have come to fetch her. But she hadnât appeared at all.
âShe quit.â
Ephelia didnât believe it. Her nanny would never abandon her. Even as a child, she sensed her uncle was lying.
âWhere is she? Whereâs my nanny?â
âI told you, she quit because she didnât want to care for you anymore.â
âThatâs not true! Bring her back! I want my nanny!â
Epheliaâs cry was desperate.
âYouâre being spoiled again.â
âI hate you, Uncle! Whereâs my nanny?!â
She tried to run, but the servants caught her at Denoldâs command. Her sobs were so pitiful that any kind person would have looked away. But her punishment was the sameâanother stretch in the dark attic, with only scraps of food.
Days later, after admitting her âfaultâ and thanking Denold again, she was allowed to return to her room.
Ephelia finally understoodâher nanny would never come back. Everything had changed. She was truly alone now.
The mansion, her room, and the halls were the same, but the people were all different. Her family was gone, and even the familiar servants had been dismissed and replaced. The butler had been demoted, and new servants from the viscountâs estate filled the house.
Though she was still the dukeâs daughter, she was treated as less than her cousin, Seluna. Little by little, Ephelia realized she was no longer part of this householdâjust an unwanted burden.
âFather⌠I miss you.â
She tried to remember her familyâs faces, but even the portraits that once lined the halls were gone, replaced by her uncleâs family. There wasnât a single trace of her real family left in the mansion.
They said the old portraits were stored in the warehouse, but Ephelia wasnât allowed to go there. When she asked to see them, she only received one cruel reply:
âForget them, Ephelia. Weâre your family now.â
She had been too young, too small, to understand or to protect anythingânot her parentsâ keepsakes, not their memory, not even herself.