Chapter 101
Several days had passed.
Henry arrived in Florian about a day later than plannedâroughly four days after Dante had come to see Riena late at night.
Henry met her not at Florianâs train station, but at the seaside where they had met so many times before.
A strange expression flickered across his face.
âI⌠Iâd like to talk for a moment.â
His voice sounded slightly strained.
Riena simply nodded. They stood together, facing the ocean.
Though he suggested talking, neither spoke first.
A strange, almost uncomfortable silence hung between them, echoing the odd expression Henry wore.
It was Henry who broke the silence.
âAt the farewell ceremony, I saw His Highness, the Grand Duke.â
Riena turned sharply, her eyes wide.
The farewell ceremony?
She looked at Henry, silently asking for explanation.
But Henry shook his head slightly and continued.
The detail itself wasnât important.
What mattered now wasâ
The Grand Duke⌠he knows.
ââŚDid His Highness say anything?â
Rienaâs gaze flickered nervously.
How could Henry know? Had sheâby chanceâthreatened him in that time?
âYou knew already, then.â
Henryâs faint smile betrayed that heâd read her thoughts clearly.
Even the smallest expressions on her face gave her away.
He clenched his fist briefly.
The Grand Duke was no match for him. Henry had known this all along, though he had played along for appearances.
Even if he didnât need to win, he wanted to protect herâRienaâfrom that man.
âI met Admiralâalong with my superior. I recently got promoted to captain, so I was told an immediate promotion wasnât possible⌠but I was offered a better post.â
Henry continued, though he doubted whether sheâd care.
From Rienaâs perspective, it must have seemed strange to suddenly shift from talking about the Grand Duke to his own military position.
âHe wants me to move immediately. Honestly, itâs less a suggestion than an order. Thatâs the military for you.â
He said it lightly, without much force.
After a brief pause, he added, with some effort:
ââŚI want to go with you.â
He didnât just continue speaking.
Henry looked at her directly.
Unlike Dante, whose questions were manipulative, Henry was honestly asking for her opinion.
Riena blinked slowly, trying to understand.
His calm, gentle voice continued.
Always considerate, he softened even more now, for her sake.
âEven if we arenât marriedâthough thatâs the planâwe could go together. Thereâs officer housing. Youâd have to leave in the morning, but we could come back in the evening, have dinner togetherâŚâ
The kindness in his words carried an undercurrent of urgency.
Hearing it all was almost overwhelming for Riena.
âHenry.â
She spoke softly, stopping him, shaking her head slowly.
âI canât. Henry⌠thatâs a lieâandââ
âI like you. I promised I would protect you.â
Henry spoke his truth without hesitation.
It hit her with a weight that was far from light.
âCome with me, Riena. Together⌠no one there will know you. You might never have to see the Grand Duke again. Thatâs what you wanted, right?â
It was true.
And it still was. ButâŚ
Biting her lip, Riena shook her head again.
âThank you. Truly⌠Iâm so grateful to you, and Iâm sorry. It must have been hard for you to help me at all, and yet you hid me, brought me here⌠gave me a chance at a new life. Iâm really thankful.â
It wasnât the same kind of sentiment as with Dante, but she genuinely appreciated everything Henry had done.
Slowly, she expressed her heavy gratitude toward him.
âBut, Henry⌠I like you, yes, but not in that way.â
ââŚ.â
âIâm grateful for your feelings, but Iâve never felt love for you. If I ever gave you the wrong impression, Iâm sorry.â
Her eyes, deep and steady as an old oak, met his.
No confusion, no hesitationâonly clarity and quiet resolve.
Henry opened his mouth briefly, then lowered his head.
He was almost as tall as Dante, maybe slightly taller.
So Riena, being shorter, could easily read his expression if she wishedâbut she didnât.
She knew it would be improper.
And she could already imagine the expression he would wear.
Henryâs hands trembled slightly.
Riena reached out slowly, gently taking one.
Even this gesture carried no romantic meaning.
Henry would have known.
Still, a faint warmth transferred through their joined hands.
Abandon him. Just as mercilessly as you did before.
Danteâs words from that late night echoed in her mind.
Mercilessly⌠as I was merciless to you.
It didnât make sense.
When had she ever abandoned him? If anything, it had been Dante who had tried to push her away.
Riena exhaled and blinked quickly.
The thought of Danteâs sharp, yellow eyesâso different from his words and actionsâreturned to her.
All those scattered emotions, mismatched from his actions and voice⌠yet in that moment, his eyes had looked genuinely hurt.
Even now, thinking positively of him made her laugh bitterly.
She raised her gaze slowly.
âŚAh. Yes. That look.
âWhy do you stay? Doesnât it hurt? Arenât you afraid?â
Riena couldnât answer.
The reason was obvious.
She reflected briefly on her own heart, reminded herself of her initial purpose.
And she thought clearly: there wasnât much time left.
She couldnât speak it aloud.
So she offered a smile instead.
It was her best effort.
ââŚI like it here. I know itâs improper toward you⌠but this place keeps me alive. Thatâs why I donât want to leave.â
She didnât cover it with lies.
Riena found comfort in the truth, easing her guilt just a little.
She hoped he could feel the same way.
âAnd I hope you donât feel guilty about me. I want you to be well, Henry.â
Her words were sincere.
And Henry felt every ounce of her heart.
He looked at her quietly.
Her resolve was firm enough that persuasion wouldnât work.
But she didnât look unsafe.
In fact, she seemed a little more at ease than before.
Henryâs first love had failed.
He had to accept that fact, however reluctantly.
Still⌠maybe he would ask one more time.
His expression suggested he was debating this silently.
Riena blinked and pressed her hand more firmly into his.
Henryâs eyes, jolted back to her, met hers again.
âThis is a good thing. Something to be happy about. The treatment you deserve, Henryââ
Riena hesitated, then offered a soft, genuine smile.
âThank you. I wonât forget it. Truly.â
She didnât apologize for not going with him, didnât promise to meet again.
She didnât want to lie to him.