Chapter 37
We pushed forward with only the bare minimum of rest.
We passed along narrow cliffside paths and ran across snowy fields for quite some time.
Even though all I did was sit quietly in his arms on horseback, I quickly grew exhausted.
My head hurt, and I felt nauseated.
Despite gasping for breath, I couldnât fight off the sudden drowsiness and nodded off, leaning against Calliasâs chest.
Callias shook me gently to wake me.
âChloe, are you out of breath?â
I forced my heavy eyelids open and looked up at him with difficulty.
âHuhâŚ? Why?â
âYouâre breathing hard.â
âAm IâŚ?â
My breath caught, making it hard to speak. Only then did I realize I was panting.
âOh⌠I guess I am.â
âDo you have a headache? Nausea, perhaps?â
âA littleâŚ? I think Iâm getting⌠haah⌠motion sickness again.â
At those words, Calliasâs expression turned serious.
He suddenly brought the horse to a stop.
âWe need to take a break.â
âWhy?â
âIt looks like youâre experiencing symptoms of altitude sickness. Itâs common when reaching high elevations.â
âIâm fineâŚ! I can bear it.â
It didnât seem like a big dealâjust a bit of a headache and shortness of breath.
But Callias didnât take it lightly. He insisted the group come to a halt.
âLooks like someoneâs here to greet us.â
He pointed to a nearby hill.
Someone was waving in our direction.
âYour Majesty! Youâve returned!â
A boy with striking featuresâskin as dark as melted chocolate, deep black hair, and sparkling dark eyesâcalled out brightly.
He dashed down the hill as if sliding on air.
In his hand was a rope tied to a black lamb, which leapt and bounded behind him across the grass, careful to step only on spots where the snow had melted. It looked surprisingly clever.
âBihar. Take it slow.â
Callias waved back at the boy.
Then he explained who the boy was.
âBihar is a child of the Uttar tribe. Theyâre nomads. There are many nomadic tribes living around Ronhaim.â
Bihar ignored the request to slow down and ran straight up to us.
âYou always seem to be the one to greet me when I return to Ronhaim, Bihar.â
The boy beamed with pride.
âWe set up camp here this morning! Lady Rassa urged the chief to prepare for your arrival tonight!â
Callias whispered in my ear.
âRassa is an elder and a prophet of the Uttar tribe. Seems she knew weâd be stopping here tonight.â
Then, perhaps noticing the way Bihar called him âYour Majesty,â Callias added:
âMany of the nomads still havenât accepted that Ronhaim is now under Arentalâs rule, so they continue to call me âking.â Please understandâthey struggle with accepting change.â
He turned to Bihar and asked,
âDid Rassa not tell you who I would be bringing with me?â
âShe did! She said youâd come with someone incredibly beautiful!â
Biharâs eyes sparkled as he looked at me nestled in Calliasâs arms.
âShe said she would bring flowers and prosperity to Ronhaim!â
I felt strange hearing that. It was the kind of compliment usually given to newlywed brides, but stillâ
âFlowers and prosperityâŚâ
Callias looked down at Bihar and said in a stern voice,
âThis lady is a princess of Arental.â
âWh-whatâŚ?â
The light in Biharâs sparkling eyes faded in an instant.
It was clear he couldnât believe that the woman their prophet had spoken ofâCalliasâs bride, praised for bringing beauty and abundanceâwas an Arental princess.
I could clearly see the wariness creeping over the boyâs face.
It wasnât hard to guess how deeply this region resented Arentalâhis expression said it all.
Callias had probably revealed my identity in front of me and my maids so that Bihar wouldnât end up in trouble for a careless remark.
âTo call the governor of Arental a king in front of a princessâhow insolent. Apologize at once.â
Calliasâs cold tone made Bihar go pale. He dropped to the ground in a full bow and pleaded for forgiveness.
âI-Iâm sorry! I was ignorant! I didnât know it was wrong!â
It hurt to see Bihar, who had been smiling like a spring bud moments before, now trembling in fear.
It doesnât matter to me what the nomads call Callias.
But my maids were spies from Kabala. They might take this as evidence of rebellion and report it.
Kabala seemed eager to find a justification to cut off Calliasâs headâso it would be best not to give them any.
Instead of stopping Callias, I gently changed the subject.
âBihar, the black lamb behind you is adorable. Is it yours?â
With his face still pressed to the ground, Bihar looked up at me awkwardly with just his eyes.
Callias nudged him.
âHer Highness asked you a question.â
Flustered, the boy hurried to respond.
âAh! I was raising this lamb, but Lady Rassa said the kingâah, I meanâŚâ
Seeing the boy about to cry, Callias calmly offered the correct title:
âMarquis Rodrian.â
âYes! Right, Marquis Rodrian. She told me to bring it to you, since youâd need a guideâŚâ
As the boy stammered, Callias explained more clearly.
âShe sent it as a gift to serve as a guide.â
âA guide?â
âFrom here onward, the road is riddled with hidden ice paths called crevasses. It means âcracks of death.ââ
âCracks of death?â
âTheyâre deep fissures caused by splitting glaciersâso deep that some have no visible bottom. If you fall in, you never come out. Theyâre usually covered by snow, and they constantly shiftâappearing and disappearingâso even locals fear them.â
It was a chilling thought.
We were already struggling, and now there was an even more treacherous path ahead.
Callias, noticing the shadow on my face, tried to reassure me by pointing to the black lamb.
âThe mountain goats raised by the Uttar tribe are clever. They can detect hidden crevasses beneath the snow. Thatâs probably why Rassa gifted us this oneâfor our safety.â
âThatâs very thoughtful.â
Callias murmured almost to himself,
âShe usually sends old, experienced goats⌠but this time, itâs a young one. I wonder what that means.â
âHmm? What was that?â
âOh, nothing.â
He smiled faintly and then said to Bihar,
âTake us to Rassa, Bihar. Our group will need a place to rest for the night.â
Bihar nodded uncertainly, glancing my way.
Callias followed him on horseback.
The boy climbed the hill with surprising agility, his legs slim but sturdy.
Callias whispered to me,
âNomads have a tradition of warmly welcoming any traveler seeking rest.â
He seemed quite proud as he introduced me to the Uttar tribeâhis people.
Soon, we reached the top of the hill.
And just beyond, a stunning turquoise lake appeared as if by magic.
Its color shimmered so vividly that it looked like the valley was filled with giant gemstones.
âWowâŚâ
Everything weâd passed so far had been breathtaking, but this view was truly beyond words.
âThis lake was formed from melted glaciers. Its color changes several times a dayâitâs quite mystical.â
âThe color changes?â
âYes. Depending on the height of the sun, it turns turquoise, deep blue, or even jade green.â
At that moment, I felt sorry for my past selfâwho had lived confined within the capital.
Of course, it was tragic to have been killed by my own half-brother in my past life⌠but even more disheartening was never having known that such a vast and wondrous world existed.
People praise the opulent Arental palace as the most beautiful place on earth.
But to me, the natural splendor of Ronhaim was far more beautifulâbeyond comparison.
My heart swelled like rising bread dough, and I felt like I might cry. What should I call this overwhelming feeling?
Excited, I wrapped my arms around Calliasâs neck.
âThank you.â
The words came out naturally.
âFor what?â he asked.
âJust⌠for everything. All of it.â
My nose tingled. My eyes turned red.
He wouldnât know.
That in just a few days of following him to the North, Iâd seen and learned more than I had in decades across both this life and the last.
That Iâd gained more through him than from everything I had ever been taught in the imperial palace.
That during the time Iâd spent with him, the hollow emptiness Iâd always carried in my heart had finally begun to feel full.
It was the first time I had ever felt this kind of contentment in my soul.






