Chapter 13
It was a scar from the shackles around her ankle, from her imprisonment in the Countâs dungeon.
As he peeled off the slipper, which was the size of his palm, she held out her hand in embarrassment.
âI-Iâll do it!â
The man in front of her is not the man he used to be, even if theyâve been together for years.
But if this kind of contact continued, it would be hard to hide the fact that she still loved him.
Evelyn fidgeted with her pharynx to hide her earlobes, which were burning like an earthquake.
âI donât think itâs polite to dare to put my dirty feet⌠on the grand dukeâs lap.â
She strained desperately to free her captured ankle.
âNever mind, it bothers me more to see you unbandaged than to have my lap dirty.â
But the giant hand wouldnât give her the slightest opening. Evelyn bit her lip, feeling as if her heart was being held by the icy grip.
Kalianâs eyes narrowed at her reaction.
âYou seem to be sensitive to stimuli. Iâm going to be gentle. The longer you hold on, the more painful it will be.â
He added, his voice emotionless as he slowly unwound the bandages and rewound them tightly, knotting them.
Then it was done.
âUgh.â
Her eyes widened at the delicate movement of his thick, long fingers.
ââŚWhy are you doing this?â
The strange warmth that slowly rose from her toes was the kind of sensation she had never felt before in her life.
It was like a rush of fresh energy coursing down her spine and filling her up to the tips of her hair.
Her breathing deepened and her mouth went dry, but she couldnât show him that she was agitated.
âHmmm, hmmm!â
She coughed and took a deep breath, her parched throat tickling uncontrollably.
The coolness was replaced by heat, and a cough poured out of her in an unstoppable stream.
She clamped her hand over her mouth.
âKolok, Kolok.â
âThere, youâre coughing.â
He emptied the cooled tea into a prepared bowl and poured her a cup of warm tea.
âJust good manners,â he thought.
The small gesture brought back memories of the past, and Evelyn felt tears well up in her eyes.
âYes, thank you, Kholok!â
After he accepted her offer, Evelyn laid around all day until dinner.
Whether it was from the strain or the aftermath of the curse, her body had no strength left in it.
When her maid found her groaning like a withered old tree, she summoned the famous councilor, but he shook his head, saying it was a fever of unknown origin.
Before dinner, she was bleeding profusely.
A cold sweat broke out and dampened her spine as she recalled her bloodstained palms and the taste of blood in her mouth.
âThe curse aura hasnât already spread to my entire body, has it?â
Her mind naturally flashed back to her death in her previous life. The sensation of her body and soul being torn apart was something she had to force herself to forget.
âNo, Iâll be fine.â
So much had changed in this life, it would be a simple matter of seeing the Archmage.
There was nothing to be anxious about, no reason to be.
âIâve calmed down now, go on with what you were saying.â
When she finally managed to control her cough and lifted her head, her gaze locked with his.
Kalian was looking at her with strange eyes.
âYou donât look well.â
A large, cool palm cupped Evelynâs face halfway across. There was a light sigh in his voice as he dabbed at her forehead.
âYouâre running a fever. Itâs late today, and youâll have to make arrangements to go out tomorrow. Thereâs a councilman I know.â
âIf there is a councilor, I went to see him a while ago, and I got some medicine.â
âAn enchanted body has a different structure than a normal body. If you leave your body in the hands of an ordinary councilor, youâll likely die without knowing the cause.â
When she gave him a sincere look of disbelief, Kalian said with a pathetic expression.
âYou donât even have basic knowledge of your own body.â
The words were sour, but Evelyn was grateful for them.
If he didnât care about her, he wouldnât be making these annoying suggestions.
In return, Evelyn pulled the corners of her lips into a smile.
He gave her a disinterested glance, then spoke.
âThen letâs get back to business.â
He finally let go of Evelynâs foot, which he had been holding, and looked at the contract.
In a nutshell, he could only see succession in trust, so Evelyn was under no obligation to give birth.
âAnd the child held in trust will, upon birth, be recognized as the rightful heir to the dukedom.â
It was a grave matter of family succession, and he had every right to say it.
âStill, I canât help but feel a twinge of regretâŚâ
That made her want to draw up the contract even more.
Kalian had changed. She was afraid that if she didnât put it in writing, he might change his mind at any moment.
âYes, I understand.â
His lips parted to give a model response, and Kalianâs expression hardened subtly.
âAnother way of saying this is that the child that takes up residence in your belly will not be recognized as Orpheusâs proper offspring.â
âI seeâŚ?â
She nodded wordlessly, and after a brief pause, her eyes narrowed in disbelief.
âWhy does that mean anything to you?â
âBecause, like I said, not just anyone can conceive a half-man-half-demon seed.â
Her face turned white, and she unconsciously wrapped a protective hand around her lower belly.
âSo youâre saying that any child that sprouts in this belly will be considered the product of debauchery, of lusting after others.â
The atmosphere, which had begun to loosen, tightened again and turned cold.
He glanced away from her hand on his lower stomach and slowly leaned back against the backrest.
âYou think itâs an unreasonable clause?â
âYes, I would like you to modify it.â
Evelyn protested softly as she watched Kalian lower his eyes to hers.
His brow furrowed in surprise at her answer, but then he nodded in agreement.
âThen weâll add a clause about spousal infidelity.â
His voice was as calm as ever, but there was a hint of discomfort in the way he picked up his cigar case.
âThereâs no harm in the Grand Duchess having a mistress.â
Thunderclapâs hair stood on end at the coldness in his voice.
He must have misinterpreted her reaction.
Not wanting to leave any room for misunderstanding, Evelyn calmly replied, her expression tense.
âI said it was an unreasonable clause because it doesnât take into account the variable of exceptions.â
Nodding at her words, he took a hard puff on the cigar he held out.
âIf thatâs what youâre talking about, then I donât have anything to worry about.â
âYou mean there wonât be any variables?â
âOf course. Thereâs no precedent for an untrusted woman having a Protectorâs child.â
Evelyn knew the story.
In the distant past, the House of Orpheus had had a child born with the Guardianâs mark.
Cailus Van Orpheus.
The first Guardian, who loved his wife so much that he ignored his oracle to awaken and watch over her.
His neglect of his duty to cleanse the dungeons led to the slaughter of many people by demons and the devastation of the continent.
âHe fled with his wife,â Kalian added in a low voice.
âFleeing with his wife, he ended the chaos by taking his own life.â
From here, Evelyn was lost.
âWhy? If he had run off with his wife, at least his own life would have been happy.â
âBecause he couldnât protect the one he loved to the end.â
Evelynâs jaw clenched and she straightened up.
She turned her gaze out the darkened window, as if she had nothing more to say.
Then, with a face that seemed to contain an indescribable emotion, he stubbed out the cigar that had been removed from his mouth.
He looked both sad and angry.
Feeling a little awkward in the subdued atmosphere, Evelyn stared at his sideways face, searching for the right words.
âI didnât realize you had a story.â
His lips curled up in a half-smile at the sight of her sharp jawline.
He turned his head from the window to look at Evelyn.
Feeling a little embarrassed, she lifted her gaze and saw his out-of-focus gold eyes staring back at her.
His eyes were always deep and lustrous.
As she stared into those mesmerizingly beautiful eyes without speaking, Kalianâs gaze hardened, and he spoke with a meaningful two.
âDonât worry, no matter what happens, I will not repeat the tragedies of the past.â
* * *
The next morning.
The carriage of House Orpheus turned off Redfield Avenue and headed into the heart of the capital city of Marden.
Silence fell between the two as the carriage slowly picked up speed, the vastness of the land swiftly passing by.
Evelynâs eyes were glued to the window, reflecting on the events of yesterday.
âThe Trust seemed to be under a great deal of pressure.â
In her past life, she had been aware of the Trust, but not as blindly as she was now.
Of course, the trust wasnât made until after her death, so she donât know what happened afterward, butâŚ
In any case, in her past life, she never really thought much about the child.
Her original body was weak, and sheâd never gotten pregnant despite the many times sheâd mated with him.
That didnât mean she wanted to have his child now, not by a long shot.
The last thing she wanted was to have a child that would be unwelcome, especially given her own impoverished childhood.
While she was lost in thought, the carriage finally stopped at the mouth of a narrow alley.
âIs this our destination?â
The coachman opened the door, and the man who had alighted earlier held out his hand to Evelyn.
âThe carriage canât go in from here. Walk a bit, even if itâs hard.â
Evelyn stared down at the hand outstretched toward her.
The sight of it always made her heart sink.
Just remembering the warmth of those big hands, the way they had touched her, made her breath catch in her throat.
âIâm just doing what I have to do, so bear with me, even if you donât like it.â
When she didnât take his hand, just stared at him, his brow furrowed as if heâd misunderstood her reaction.
Stunned, Evelyn hurried to take his hand. The tendons on the back of her hand stood out under the sleeves of her blue uniform.
âThank you.â
For a moment, Evelynâs heart pounded so hard she could feel the pain.
She expected him to release her hand immediately.
âThe path is rough, so youâll have to be careful not to fall. If youâre not sure of your footing, donât follow me, but stand beside me.â
He slipped his own finger between her slender fingers.






