Prolouge 01
The shame of the Earl of Lawrence.
A source of misery that should never have been conceived.
Evelyn, as everyone called her, is dead.
The curse of Louise, the Countâs hostess, who murdered her mother, Marcella, the Countâs maid, and left her for dead.
âIt must have beenâŠâ
She wonders if sheâs really back in the past.
Her dizzying vision finally stabilizes.
Finally opening her eyes, Evelyn looked around her, sagging like a corpse whose soul had been drained.
Silver hair in the mirror, light green eyes.
The room was barely big enough for a bed, the wallpaper faded and moldy and cracking in spots.
âIf onlyâŠâ
She was lying in the countâs old bedroom, where she had lived until she was twenty, in early spring.
ââŠwhere did it go wrong?â
Born out of wedlock, Evelyn had suffered covert abuse and been treated like a taboo.
It wasnât until Louise realized she had healing powers that she began to be treated as a human being, if only on the surface.
The shame of the Earl of Lawrence.
                                          Chapter  01
A source of misery that should never have been conceived.
Evelyn, as everyone called her, is dead.
The curse of Louise, the Countâs hostess, who murdered her mother, Marcella, the Countâs maid, and left her for dead.
âIt must have beenâŠâ
She wonders if sheâs really back in the past.
Her dizzying vision finally stabilizes.
Finally opening her eyes, Evelyn looked around her, sagging like a corpse whose soul had been drained.
Silver hair in the mirror, light green eyes.
The room was barely big enough for a bed, the wallpaper faded and moldy and cracking in spots.
âIf onlyâŠâ
She was lying in the countâs old bedroom, where she had lived until she was twenty, in early spring.
ââŠwhere did it go wrong?â
Born out of wedlock, Evelyn had suffered covert abuse and been treated like a taboo.
It wasnât until Louise realized she had healing powers that she began to be treated as a human being, if only on the surface.
The cat dying while giving birth to her kittens was the final straw.
Her motherâs admonition that she shouldnât reveal her healing powers at any cost echoed in her ears, but her misfortune had already begun.
âIf the familyâs finances are strained, we will not be able to pay for Dadalâs treatment under Marcella. You do realize how much it costs to prolong a personâs life with the saintâs protection, donât you?â
Louiseâs smile as she said this, holding Evelynâs hand tightly in hers, was sinister and creepy, like that of a snake with its mouth wide open.
âWhat a boon you would be to your father if you could make money out of your meager abilities. If our family is well off, Marcella will live.â
But Louiseâs greedy desires soon shattered like broken glass.
Evelynâs healing powers, which had saved the lives of dying cats, for some reason had no effect on humans.
But when a gate opened near the capital and demons began to appear, the healerâs value skyrocketed. Wounds inflicted by demons could not be healed by medicine.
Louise, who had been looking forward to using Evelyn to make a big profit, was furious.
âWorthless wench, do your best to do what you can for the grace that has been bestowed upon you, if thatâs what it takes!â
Grace.
A father who never paid her any attention during her birth and upbringing.
Evelyn owed no gratitude to her stepmother and her daughter, who abused and ridiculed her for being an illegitimate child.
Her suffering did not end there.
âIt seems that even when the sky falls, there is a way to rise, for someone is willing to buy your worthlessness.â
âViscount Fairfield has offered me a handsome dowry. Iâll be leaving in a few days, so stop arguing and start packing. Oh, I suppose thereâs nothing to pack.â
To become the plaything of an old man who had murdered four wives meant death.
Even knowing this, Evelyn was powerless to resist.
If she didnât listen to him, if the family didnât pay for her care, it would be too much.
If her presence could improve her condition, she thought, then it was all right.
Until she overheard Louiseâs conversation with a visitor to the Lawrence estate.
âI heard theyâre close to finalizing the refinement of the original spirit stone. Itâs a relief to think I wonât have to see that disgusting face anymore. She looks so much like her motherâŠâ
âA sacrifice that has been dead for three years. There is no good to be gained by dwelling on it, so let it go.â
âHow easy is that? Anyway, my mission is over.â
The conversation was unclear, but Evelyn knew instinctively.
Her mother was already dead, and sheâd been taken advantage of.






