Chapter 08…
Where Jealousy Leads
After leaving the sweets shop and walking for a while, I tried to pull my hand away, butâ
âHey, were you jealous?â
He asked me in a sweet, spoiled tone completely different from the way heâd talked with Yua.
On top of that, he was holding my hand firmly so I couldnât escape.
ââŚHuh?â
âI mean, didnât you get jealous seeing me talking so happily with Yua?â
Still holding my hand tightly, he peered up at my face from below.
ââŚHuh? Wait, Ruka, donât tell me you did that just to make me jealousâŚ?â
When I asked, Ruka grinned and nodded eagerly.
ââŚPrivate Ruka has the mind of an elementary schooler, huh?â
ââŚWhat?â
âLook, Iâve said this so many times alreadyâI donât like you as a romantic partner. Got it? Thatâs why I donât get jealous.â
âAre you⌠saying that for realâŚ?â
For just a moment, the strength in Rukaâs grip on my hand loosened.
âIâm serious. Itâs been, what, about a month? Iâve been saying this the whole time, havenât I?â
When I said that a bit sharply, Ruka fell silent.
âAnd besides, that girl Yuaâdonât you think itâs unfair to her? She must have worked up the courage to call out to you. And then you just left her hanging like that? I think thatâs the lowest. Instead of getting jealous, I think I might have actually started to dislike you a littleâŚâ
I realized right away that Iâd gone too far.
But it was already too late.
And for some reason, I couldnât stop myself.
âI mean, for someone with such a good body, youâre weak at arm wrestling, and when I get mad and hit you, it actually landsâŚâ
âThatâs just because Risa-chan, youâre a black belt in aikido and karateâŚâ
âI like guys who are handsome, perfect, and strong enough to protect me if something happens. Thatâs the type I fall for. Which is completely different from you, Ruka.â
I didnât know why words that hurt Ruka so much kept spilling out one after another, but before I realized it, I had said them all.