Chapter: 34
Jealousy of Kishin
Two days later.
Karen, who had gone out saying she had something to do, came back in less than thirty minutes and made a big fuss.
âMiss, Miss! I found out about Lord Dernick and Lord Kishin!â
Just then, Merran was looking out the window.
As Karen approached, she noticed another guard standing at the front gate with flowers. No doubt they were flowers Kishin had sent to Classie again.
âLord Kishin only ever sends flowers and letters. He has no sense at all.â
Karen grumbled for Merranâs sake, sounding pouty for no reason.
âMust be that he has a flower field and printing shop at home or something!â
Merran closed the curtains with a loud whoosh and turned around.
âEnough of that. Tell meâwhat did you find out? You got back really fast. You didnât just get the gist of things, right?â
âOf course not. I found out quickly because those two are already quite famous, Miss.â
âFamous?â
âMaybe not their faces, but people know their names well enough.â
Curious, Merran quickly sat down on the sofa.
Karen set down the basket still hooked over her arm and sat opposite her, ready to share her findings.
âLord Kishin is a prodigy who received his family title directly from His Majesty at the youngest age ever.â
âCome to think of it, I think I heard something like that back in my hometown.â
âYes, his father holds a marquis title tied to his territory. So eventually, Lord Kishin will have two titles. His prospects are quite good.â
âThen how come someone like him doesnât have a fiancĂŠe yet? Donât tell me thereâs something wrong with him?â
âHeâs so obsessed with work that he apparently has no interest in social life. Because of his looks and position, a fair number of people showed interest, but whatever he did, they all ended up backing off, trembling. They say he has a really awful personality.â
Merran recalled Kishinâs cold, lifeless eyes as he looked down at her and nodded in agreement.
âHe did seem unpleasant. Auntâs taste is weird.â
âBut heâs good-looking.â
âWhat about Lord Dernick? Whatâs he like?â
âOh, that goes without saying. Heâs the most eligible bachelor in the Empire. Heâs the only son of the Grand Duke of Siwil, and also the only unmarried man in the Imperial family.
Apparently, His Majesty cherishes him greatly ever since one of his two nephews passed away. On top of that, if Duke Grail ends up without an heir, Lord Dernick might inherit that estate too. Itâs huge!â
Merran smiled smugly, as if she were being praised herself.
But her expression stiffened at Karenâs next words.
âBut in terms of personal character, people seem to prefer Lord Kishin, Miss. I mean⌠not that heâs said to be nice or anything, but there are far worse rumors about Lord DernickâŚâ
Merran cut her off sharply.
âWhat people say doesnât matter. The Lord Dernick I met was a good person. Thatâs all that matters. Who cares what people who donât even know him personally say?â
Since Merran defended Dernick, Karen didnât bring up anything worse.
Still, she was reluctant to let Kishin go unappreciated, and glanced over at the curtain-covered window.
âIt would be nice if you could have both, Miss.â
* * *
Merran and Karen werenât the only ones who disliked the letters exchanged between Classie and Kishin.
âTch⌠so annoying.â
Dernick also shuddered when he entered Kishinâs office and saw his friend smiling as he read yet another letter.
Roughly rubbing his own arm, he asked,
âJust how many letters do you and the Miss Weapons Dealer exchange in a day? Why is it that every time I see you, youâre reading a letter from Miss Classie?â
Kishin didnât answer. He merely glanced at Dernick before continuing to read the letter.
âWhat does it say? Let me see too.â
When Dernick lunged like a bull, Kishin finally folded the letter and tucked it inside his coat.
âThis is really unpleasant to watch!â
Dernick snapped irritably and sat on the edge of Kishinâs desk.
Kishin frowned and pushed Dernick away.
âIf you just didnât care, it wouldnât even bother you whether Iâm reading a letter from Lady Classie or not.â
Dernick pointed a finger at him in disbelief.
âIâm not choosing to care, it just gets on my nerves. The stationery she uses is all bubblegum pink or chick yellow!â
ââŚâŚâ
âIf itâs not from Lady Classie, you wouldnât be walking around with pastel pink and bright yellow envelopes in your front pocket!â
This time, Kishin had no response and just fidgeted with his cold coffee cup.
Dernick crossed his arms and turned his head as if sulking.
âIf those letters are so precious, you could at least let me read one.â
âThey are precious.â
âHow ridiculous. Letters you exchange multiple times a day? They must be as common as dirt!â
âWe exchange them once a day.â
Kishinâs calm reply made Dernickâs expression twist even more.
âSo you just carry the same letter around all day and read it over and over again?â
As Kishin silently took a sip of his coffee, Dernick looked visibly hurt.
âThis is why they say thereâs no point in raising a friend. The moment they get a lover, they just toss their friend aside.â
âRaising? Iâm older than you by a year. And Lady Classie and I arenât lovers. Not yet.â
âNot yet? So you will be soon, huh!â
Irritated, Dernick glanced over Kishinâs desk, and when even complaining wore him out, he finally got up.
âI came to say goodbye, but now I just feel worse. Iâm leaving. Keep reading your precious letter!â
At the word âgoodbye,â Kishin finally turned his attention to Dernick.
Of course, they could say goodbye any day, but coming all the way to his office just to say it wasnât something Dernick normally did.
âWhere are you going?â
âI have to go to Greengall City for Princess Sazeâs matter. Wonât be seeing you for a while. Could be months.â
Apparently feeling genuinely upset, Dernick gave no further explanation and stormed out â not even bothering to close the door properly.
Kishin stared at the half-shut door and sighed. But then, he frowned when the name of the city caught his attention.
âGreengall City?â
He pulled out the letter he had been reading earlier and unfolded it again.
As expected, the city was mentioned at the bottom of the letter.
âIâm going back to my family home for the New Year. But since itâs in Greengall City, the carriage ride alone takes almost a month. Iâm worried someone might accidentally see the letter if it gets lost in transit, so please donât send me any until I return. Iâll write first when Iâm back.â
Kishinâs mood darkened.
Both Dernick and Classie were heading to Greengall City â and during the same period, no less.
And Dernick had once courted Classie, hadnât he?
Of course, it wasnât because heâd fallen in love. It had been a strategic move, thinking sheâd be an ideal partner in a political marriage â but courtship was still courtship.
ââŚThis is bothering me.â
* * *
Meanwhile
Anna was carrying freshly baked, piping hot pumpkin cake when she noticed Classie sitting at the dining table.
Classie was slumped in her seat with an expression as if half her soul had been sucked out.
âMy lady? Why do you look so down?â
Anna asked in confusion.
For the past two days, it had been Merran in that kind of state â while Classie had been full of energy.
Every time she opened her mouth, all she did was sing âKishin, Kishin,â so Anna even dreamed of ghosts.
This morning, after sending a letter to Kishin, how happy Classie had been.
Merran was so upset by the sight that she said sheâd eat lunch in her room.
But now, after just a short time cooking, to see Classie looking so drainedâit was more puzzling than worrying.
Classie answered in a weak voice.
âItâs because of Lord KishinâŚâ
âWhat about Lord Kishin? You were so excited to send the letter this morning! Did you two fight already?â
Classie stared at the steam rising from the yellow cake and finally spoke.
âThings are going too well with Lord Kishin, and itâs making me anxious.â
âWhat? Why?â
âIâve never had things go this smoothly with anyone before.â
âBecause of the bad rumors and Merran always getting in the way.â
Anna shook her head, half-disbelieving, half-amused.
âThatâs nonsense. If itâs going well, thatâs a good thing.â
âDonât you get food poisoning from eating cake for no reason? Iâve always been single, and now suddenly things are going well with someone as amazing as Lord Kishinâitâs too strange.â
Anna clicked her tongue. Classie usually had high self-esteem, but when it came to marriage, she would become oddly deflated. Such a wonderful lady, too.
âItâs because youâre someone like you that things are going well with Lord Kishin. You two look great together.â
Classie realized Anna misunderstood her. She wasnât feeling this way because she thought she was inferior to Kishin.
It was just that being dumped so many times had become a habitânow that things were finally going well, she was suddenly scared.
But knowing that Anna probably wouldnât understand even if she explained it, Classie decided not to say more.
âYeah. Thanks.â
âAnna must be worried seeing me like this. I should go mope in my room instead.â
Classie stood from her chair. But as she was about to leave the dining room through the arched doorway, the butler approached quickly.
âYoung lady, a guard has brought a reply.â
âAlready? I only just sent the letter!â
Anna chimed in from the side.
âRight? You usually only exchange one letter a day.â
Classie and Annaâs expressions hardened simultaneously.
Hadnât Classie just been complaining about how things were going too well and it scared her? And now Kishin was suddenly sending multiple letters? That couldnât be good.
âYoung ladyâŚâ
âSigh.â
Classie let out a sigh and walked to the door. Negative thoughts flooded her mind.
What if Lord Kishin says heâs glad the misunderstanding was cleared up, but he no longer wants to pursue anything with me?
What if he says exchanging letters every day is tiring and he wants to stop?
What if he heard the rumors about me⌠and decides we canât be together?
As she walked, thinking about all the worst possibilities, Classie strangely felt more at ease.
It was familiar, this kind of situation. Even though she hated it, it was oddly comforting. Even if it meant being rejected again.
With her spirits completely down, Classie stepped outside the doorâand nearly fainted.
âLord Kishin!â
Kishin himself was standing at the door.
Frozen in shock, she watched him offer an awkward smile.
âI thought it wasnât right to keep sending my subordinates on personal errands⌠so I came by myself.â
Classie gave him a practical suggestion.
âIn that case, you could just send someone from your own household.â
Kishinâs smile grew even more awkward.
Seeing this, Classie wondered if she had said something wrong and quickly closed her mouth.
After hesitating a moment, Kishin finally said,
âTruthfully⌠I came because I wanted to see you.â
â!â