Chapter 29
Joint Sword Dance (2)
Lying blankly on the cold ground with my eyes closed, the words Kallio had said before the sword dance slowly resurfaced.
âYou just need to hold the sword and swing it a few times the way I taught you.â
âIf you manage just that, Iâll give you a very rare gemstone you like.â
âHow rare are we talkingâŚ?â
It sounded suspicious that he would give a gemstone just for performing a sword dance, but I had asked him anyway.
Then Kallio answered like this.
âWould it be enough if it were a gemstone that only exists in the Empire?â
âDoes a gemstone like that even exist?â
âIf you donât believe me, we can even write a contract.â
It definitely wasnât because I wanted the gemstone.
Kallio had gone that far, and there was no real reason to avoid participating in an official event, so I reluctantly joined the sword dance practice.
As a result of all that grueling effort swinging a sword, all that remained were my throbbing hands.
Just as I was wondering if I could get away with not getting up like this, Kallio woke me.
âPeople are watching right now, you know?â
Kallio, who supposedly never listened to his teachers as a child, seemed strict when it came to swords.
He slowly approached me and before I knew it, he was looking down at me.
The jawline I looked up at from below was as firm as a blade, and his golden eyes carried a faintly cold light as they gazed at me.
âThere arenât that many people watching, and this is still just practice.â
âLetâs at least change the formation a bit before I embarrass myself in front of a crowd.â
âYour movements themselves arenât bad.â
âYou seem to have memorized all the steps too.â
âItâs just that you donât have enough strength in your body, so you keep losing your grip on the sword.â
âThatâs exactly why we donât have to do this right now.â
âWe can do it after some time has passedâŚâ
At the time, Iâd told myself I was doing the sword dance because of the gemstoneâno, because I had to attend an official event as the Empress.
But every time I clashed swords with Kallio, my body flinched, and strength kept draining out of me.
The memory of holding a dagger on our first night overlapped with the present, bringing those fearful emotions back with it.
If we kept practicing the sword dance, I felt like Kallio would notice something was wrong.
So I didnât want to continue.
But unexpectedly, Kallio pushed his opinion firmly.
ââŚWhy are you so insistent on holding the sword dance ceremony?â
âBecause I donât want another woman standing by my side instead of you.â
ââŚâŚWhat?â
âRight now, people are being considerate toward you because of the rumors about me.â
âBut as time passes, those rumors will fade.â
The rumors he meant were probably the ones saying that women who married Kallio died without surviving the first night.
I wondered why he was bringing that up now, but his next words made me understand.
âWhen that happens, the ministers will try to bring in their daughters, even if only as concubines.â
âYour support base isnât solid.â
That was true.
The Empire needed imperial heirs to continue the Emperorâs line.
If I didnât bear a child, people would want to see the Emperorâs offspring through another woman.
So His Majesty Kallio wanted to strengthen my reputation as Empress because he didnât want to take in more concubines, didnât he?
âBut isnât that just Kallioâs own desire?â
If I were an ordinary Empress, I probably would have followed Kallioâs reasoning.
The more people supported me, the less likely it would be for concubinesâmy competitorsâto be brought in.
âBut I donât need to worry about that, do I?â
I was planning to run away soon anyway.
Why should I care about any of that?
From the start, I was cautious about forming a support base.
If my faction grew in the wrong way, it could make it harder to escape the palace.
Meanwhile, Kallio crossed his arms and twitched his eyebrows.
He even frowned slightly, as if my reaction displeased him.
âIs it hard to understand what Iâm saying?â
âSimply put, if another woman attaches herself to me, your position could shrinkââ
âBut why does that matter?â
ââŚâŚHuh?â
Kallioâs eyebrows furrowed even more deeply.
If another woman clung to Kallio, wouldnât that actually benefit me?
I could just escape while his attention was dividedâ.
Thud.
Kallio, who had been speaking calmly until a moment ago, picked up his sword.
âUghâŚ!â
He then stabbed the sword into the ground near my feet.
At the threatening gesture, my whole body trembled.
âW-what are you doing?!â
âIt matters to me.â
ââŚâŚâ
âI donât like the idea of bringing another woman into my palace besides you.â
âYouâll be my only wife.â
Kallio pulled the sword back out of the ground.
The sunlight reflected off the blade and briefly illuminated his golden eyes.
Those eyes, shining like a ferocious beastâs, were chilling beyond words.
âIf you donât want to die, itâd be better for you to put in a little effort too.â
This wasnât for pleasure, either.
Murmuring softly, he tightened his grip on the sword with a smile.
âNo, you donât even need to try that hard.â
âYou did well on the first night, didnât you?â
âStruggling desperately to survive.â
âWhat are youââ
I had been afraid just moments ago, but now Kallio had stepped on a landmine.
My body, which had been so tense I could barely move, rose on its own as heat surged through me.
But Kallio, skilled with the sword, pointed his blade at my chin first.
âBack at the grave, didnât you mutter something like a spell?â
âWhat are you trying to say?â
âIf I kill someone for pleasure or interest, the curse of that death will turn back on me⌠right?â
Step, step.
Shing.
The blade nearly brushed my cheek, but in the end, it didnât touch me.
âSo I was wondering.â
âIf I donât kill someone, but only push them to the brink of death, does the curse still apply?â
âY-youâŚ!â
My hand gripping the sword trembled violently.
No matter how I tried to cling to hope, one thing was certain.
With my current sword skills, even if Kallio let his guard down, I wouldnât be able to reach even the tip of his chin.
âAt least on the first night, he didnât know me well, so I could counterattack.â
As I ground my teeth, Kallioâs smile curved even more sharply.
âAh.â
âI like that expression, Radi.â
ââŚâŚâ
âIt feels like youâve finally made up your mind.â
The more I looked at his bright, sunlike smile, the more infuriated I became.
âSo letâs practice.â
âNo matter how many days it takes, Iâll make sure you at least look the part for the sword dance.â
Facing Kallio, I clenched the sword hilt tightly.
Even if it took days, my desire to see this bastard flustered overcame my fear.
***
For several days, aside from eating and sleeping, I spent nearly all my time practicing the sword dance with this man, Kallio.
On the first day, I barely managed to swing the sword within the given time.
On the second day, I could at least mimic slashing motions.
From the third day onward, maybe because I kept repeating similar movements, I could see where he would strike from.
Rather than processing it consciously, it felt like my body was slowly getting used to moving.
âBut before possessing this body, Iâd never even held a sword.â
If that was the case, then perhapsâŚ
Whoosh!
Clang!
It happened again just now.
The moment Kallio planted his foot and kicked off the ground, I could âseeâ his sword slow down ever so slightly.
It was truly exceptional dynamic vision.
I had used my eyes a lot while training with Kallio, but the growth was far too rapid to be explained by effort alone.
This was likely not my original ability, but the physical capability of the body I had possessed.
I didnât know whether it came from the original bodyâs father or mother, but I felt like thanking those parents whose faces Iâd never seen.
Clangâ!
In an instant, the trajectory of the sword bent sharply and rushed toward me.
Sparks flew from the collision of our blades, briefly obscuring my vision.
âYou should be focusing on me.â
As the sparks cleared, Kallioâs eyes came into view.
His gleaming golden eyes curved like a crescent moon.
Before I could continue my thoughts about the original body, Kallio pressed the attack again.
Focus on me during this sparring session.
Though he didnât say it out loud, it felt as though that was exactly what he meant.
Whooshâ!
ââŚItâs working!â
Kallio slashed sharply, cutting through the wind.
The light spilling from the blue-tinged metal rushed toward me as if it would devour me whole.
Like a beast opening its jaws and roughly swallowing its prey.
But even within that fierce movement, there was an opening.
For example, his left side, the arm that didnât hold the sword.
âThere!â
Aiming for that gap, I thrust my sword forward.