~Chapter 126~
They say when something is too absurd, you lose all wordsâand that was exactly right.
âŚHow could anyone be this shameless?
The relief Iâd felt moments ago vanished, leaving only question marks in my head.
Hah. Maybe I should at least be thankfulâhe cleared my head of useless thoughts.
â Hah-hah! Donât mention it.
That wasnât a compliment!
I had no idea where to even begin pointing out the problems.
But then a shadow fell over me, and I quickly closed my eyes.
I could faintly hear Idetteâs voice. If it really was her, she was probably asking how I was.
I felt something supporting me, but the more distorted her voice grew, the less it sounded human.
â Adventurers exploring the unknown always feel fear.
That was when Arkan began speaking softly.
â I am the adventurerâs guideâtheir compass.
His words steadied me enough to force my eyes open.
Idetteâs face was broken into fragments, no longer even resembling a personâ
âŚat least, not to me.
Behind her, Penny was running toward me, her face just as distorted.
This is insane.
Yet it seemed I was the only one seeing things this way. Otherwise, their faces would have looked strange to them too.
âI-Iâm fine. You two go on ahead.â
I managed to speak and slipped away, almost fleeing. I thought I was walking slowly, but my breath came short after only a few steps.
Their footsteps behind me echoed like a swarm of buzzing bees.
I didnât want them to realize I was afraid of them.
Itâs me. Iâm the one whoâs strange.
âŚBut what exactly was wrong?
Because I wanted to stay by Ricardoâs sideâwas that what was strangling me now?
I desperately tried to reason it out, but only bitter self-reproach came back.
Then Arkan, as if reading my mind, spoke again.
â All I can do is show the adventurer the path. And at the end, thereâs a good chance the answer you seek will be there.
âŚI donât even know the answer myself. Would walking the path change anything?
â May I ask you one question?
My stomach churned, and I stopped in my tracks.
ââŚWhat is it?â
â If an adventurer on a voyage encounters a giant monster, what do you think they feel?
I donât know⌠scared?
â Correct!
â They donât blame themselves for starting the adventure. And my advice is always the same:
His voice carried a hint of laughter.
â Fear is natural. So instead, blame the monster that was living there all along!
â Then, once youâve done that, you can think calmly and move forward. Facing it head-on is the only way to overcome.
âŚUnexpectedly useful advice.
Just as I thought that, Arkan continued without giving me a chance to breathe.
â So, have you finished blaming yet?
âI havenât even startedâŚâ
â Great! Iâll wait then!
I rubbed my face with my hand in disbelief. In that instant, he asked again:
â And now, my lady?
ââŚ.â
â Ah, so youâve finished! Then let me give you the next piece of advice.
Normally, his one-sided chatter would make me sigh, but this time, I only nodded silently.
Just hearing Arkan speak like normal made me feel calmer.
And yes⌠it actually helped.
â Your condition will not improve.
âŚUgh.
ââŚThanks.â
â No thanks needed. Itâs my duty!
â There was a time when I lost sight of your path. I judged it was because your goal was too uncertain.
ââŚ.â
â Ah, but it wasnât without reason! Iâm an excellent guide, after all.
ââŚJust get to the point.â
â Yes, yes. Someone has entered the library.
At that, my brows furrowed.
â Please, soften your expressionâŚ
âNo, Iâm not angry. Iâm just concentrating.â
â Ahem. After checking, it seems that person tampered with the timeline. The flow of time has slowed down compared to the rules.
For a moment, I thought I misheard.
Slowed down? What does that meanâŚ
â In other words, the world youâre seeing is moving slower than your own time. A time difference has formed.
ââŚ!â
â Since you follow the rules of time from where you originally lived, itâs only natural.
My head spun.
This was worseâfar worseâthan I imagined.
Praying it was just a dream, I bit my inner cheek hard. But nothing changed.
Maybe Arkan noticed my confusion, because he added,
â Donât expect that youâll be able to help with whatâs coming.
He must mean Ricardoâs situation.
â If you do, youâll lose the name of Bianca. More and more people will begin to feel youâre ânot of this world.â
âŚSo thatâs it.
The reason Ricardo and Idette can still see me normally is because they recognize me as part of this world.
But if I act against the flow of time, suspicion will grow.
â But this isnât the point you should focus on!
His tone was almost congratulatory.
â All worlds flow at the same speed along the timeline. But if one flows differently, what happens then?
At that, one possibility struck me.
It could connect with the world I came from.
Which meantâI might be able to go home.
The moment I grasped his meaning, Arkanâs cheerful voice rang with approval.
Clap, clap!
â Congratulations! Youâve accidentally found a shortcut.
â This must be what people call âa miracle of Godâ! A blessing discovered by chance, worthy of such a name.
âŚTo call this luck?
But I couldnât deny it. The old me would have said the same thingâthat the god who threw me into this world had finally come to their senses.
I stared at my toes, then spoke carefully.
ââŚBut isnât this not the path you wanted?â
Arkan had asked me to change the records. To go to the library.
Sure enough, he chuckled softly, as if seeing through me.
â Shouldnât that be a question you ask yourself, my lady?
ââŚYeah. Youâre right.â
Maybe I was asking myself.
Whether I truly wouldnât regret it.
Blankly, I blinked, then let out a laugh.
âIs there another path besides the shortcut?â
â For example, what kind of path?
âThe long way around. Even if it takes much longer, thatâs fine.â
Arkanâs voice lit up.
â Thatâs not what a perfect guide should say! But for an adventurer, no experience could be better.
â Youâll see sights youâd miss on a shortcut. I promise youâll enjoy it, my lady.
Afraid Iâd change my mind, his words tumbled out in a rush.
âYou donât have to convince me. I wonât change my mind.â
â I know, I know.
His cheerful voice buzzed in my ears.
This has never happened before.
Just as that thought passed, the voice that had only ever existed inside my head suddenly rang in my earsâas if he were right beside me.
And thenâ
Crash!
The fractured world around me shattered completely.