Chapter 3. Daring to Be Married
âSaint?â
Belladonna was catching her breath at the dining room entrance when a maid saw her and looked up with a puzzled face.
Belladonna quickly put on a calm face and gave her a graceful smile.
âAh, Saint⌠The Pope is waiting for you.â
The maid, looking delighted, opened the dining room door for her.
Belladonna walked in slowly and looked at her adoptive father, the Pope, sitting at the table.
âBelladonna, youâre here,â he said in a low voice, holding his water glass.
Belladonna greeted him politely and sat down at the other end of the long table.
She reached for her cup, watching the Pope carefully, when his dignified voice came again.
âAh, please wait a little before eating. We have another guest joining us today.â
A guest?
Belladonnaâs blue eyes widened, but she nodded.
It wasnât rare for someone to join the Pope at meals. Belladonna was used to just eating quietly, half-listening to their talk.
âIâm hungryâŚâ
She looked longingly at the delicious food on the table.
Whoever the guest was, she hoped they would hurry up.
Knock knock.
There was a knock at the door.
Belladonna stood up to welcome the Popeâs guest, putting on her usual bright smile.
She expected a high-ranking noble visiting for politics.
Butâ
â…!â
A huge figure entered, and Belladonnaâs eyes grew wide.
The maid who opened the door blushed as the man walked in.
âSir Diete, welcome,â the Pope said, coming forward to shake his hand.
It was the same big man Belladonna had seen sleeping under the tree earlierâthe intruder!
âOh, noâŚâ
She couldnât take her eyes off him. He was much taller and stronger than most people, with black hair falling over his forehead and golden eyes shining dangerously.
A little while ago, heâd been in simple clothes, but now he was wearing a formal uniform for the Pope (though his buttons werenât all fastened).
âI greet you, Your Holiness,â he said in a deep, pleasant voice.
âBella?â
The Pope turned to Belladonna, who was still frozen.
She quickly forced a smile and bowed her head.
âAhh⌠I think Iâm in troubleâŚâ
The Pope laughed.
âThis is my only daughter, Belladonna. I think my daughter was dazzled by your looks, Sir Diete.â
The man looked straight at Belladonna with his bright golden eyes.
âI think Iâm the one who should be dazzled, not the Saint,â he said.
Belladonna felt herself drawn into his eyes and swallowed nervously.
âWh-what kind of look is thatâŚ?â
Trying to keep smiling, she felt cold sweat down her back.
The Pope laughed loudly and pointed to the table.
âCome, have a seat. The food will get cold.â
He led the man to his seat and then sat down on the other side.
Belladonna also sat, glancing at the man, feeling nervous.
âHe couldnât have heard my voice earlier⌠right? Right?â
Then the Pope said:
âAs you know, my daughter cannot speak.â
âAre you really going to say that right away, Father?â
Belladonna glanced nervously at the man next to her. He said nothing, just sipped his wine.
Suddenly, he looked away from her.
Belladonna, startled, quickly turned her own gaze.
The Pope went on:
âShe may have many shortcomings⌠But I hope you see her in a positive light.â
âWhat are you talking about? What is this conversation in front of me?â
Belladonna fiddled with her hands under the table, feeling anxious.
She reached for her water glassâher throat felt dry.
Then the man spoke in a low voice:
âActually, I made up my mind on my way here,â he said.
Both Belladonna and the Pope looked at him.
The man set down his wine glass.
âNo matter who I am, I canât marry someone Iâve never even seen before.â
âPffft!â
Belladonna spat out her water, soaking her dish and her dress.
âSaint! Are you all right?â the maid hurried to help, wiping Belladonnaâs clothes.
Face bright red, Belladonna nodded.
The Pope gave her a worried look.
But Belladonna could see the hint of scolding in his eyes.
She bit her lower lip, then quickly smiled again to show she was okay, even smiling at the maid to thank her.
âSorry for not warning you ahead of time,â the Pope said.
âYou tell me now, FatherâŚâ
The Pope looked away from her and turned to the big man.
âSo, should I take that as a refusal?â
Belladonna was relievedâif the man refused, she wouldnât have to marry this scary stranger.
âNo, I meant I was thinking that way on the way here.â
His voice was still relaxed, and somehow amused.
Belladonna squeezed her eyes shut. No way⌠right?
âSo, what do you meanâŚ?â the Pope asked.
The man smiled, turning to Belladonna.
âNow that Iâve met the Saint in person, I want to punch my old self for wanting to refuse.â
The Popeâs face started to brighten.
The man smiled handsomely at Belladonna.
The maids watching turned red and stared, but Belladonna couldnât even think about that.
His burning gaze was like a predator eyeing its prey.
He spoke slowly:
âIf you allow it, I would like to accept the marriage proposal.â
ââŚâ
âI dare to say I want to become your husband, Saint.â
Belladonna tried to force her lips into a smile.
She didnât know if her usual beautiful smile was working.
âI really donât think that guy was asleep under the tree earlierâŚâ
âBelladonna.â
After the guest left and they were alone, the Pope finally spoke.
Belladonna nodded quietly.
âEscallion Diete. He was born a commoner but became a war hero. Two years ago, the Emperor made him a duke and gave him land and huge wealth.â
âYou will marry that man.â
âYes, I heard earlierâŚâ
Belladonna looked down sadly. Marrying a man sheâd never met beforeâthis was all so sudden.
The Pope picked up his wine and clicked his tongue.
âThe Vaticanâs finances are a mess. Donations are down, and peopleâs interest isnât like it used to be.â
âIsnât that just because you waste money, FatherâŚ?â
Belladonna looked up with a worried face, hiding her true thoughts.
âThe temple needs change.â
âYou mean my marriage is the change?â
Her face showed her annoyance for a moment.
The Pope continued:
âDo you know why I picked that rude, low-born man as your husband, my beautiful and wise daughter?â
He grinned slyly and laughed to himself.
Belladonna stared at him with sunken eyes.
âDo people know the real side of the Pope they respect so much?â
âI plan to get a huge dowry from that country bumpkin who doesnât even know how to spend his own money. After you marry him, just last three months in his territory.â
A dowryâŚ? It was money the husbandâs family paid the wifeâs family, and for the Popeâs daughter, the amount would be enormous.
âAfter three months, weâll find an excuse and get you divorced. Weâll take the dowry and even get alimony.â
Belladonna frowned again.
âThree months, then divorce? What is this about?â
The Pope kept talking:
âDonât you think itâs a waste to send the only Saint of Astanya off as just some manâs wife? The nobles want you. And I need to use you more, too.â
He took another big gulp of wine.
The red liquid spilled from his lips, looking messy and disgusting.
âMy informant says donât worry about the divorce. If he gets angry and hits you, thatâs even better. It gives us more reasons.â
âA big dowry and alimony, and peopleâs sympathy for the poor Saint who was rejected by a bad husband. That will bring the Vatican back to glory!â
The Pope laughed at his own âbrilliantâ plan.
âIf this isnât being sold off, what isâŚ?â
Belladonna clenched her fists on her knees.
âHow did the real Saint survive this kind of lifeâŚ?â