Chapter 62
A few days after I said, āI want to see Mother,ā Mariana came to me, saying she had something to report.
āWhat’s the matter, Mariana?ā
Mariana, Lucy, and Rose exchanged glances and smiled before speaking.
āWhen we told the Duke exactly what you said the other day, my lady, he granted permission.ā
āPermission? For what?ā
āYouāre allowed to meet Duchess Flora!ā
Lucy looked as happy as if it were her own good news.
āYou told Father that I said I wanted to see Mother?ā
Oh no. Even if Father promised he wouldnāt dismiss me anymore, he might think Iām being selfish again.
Ugh! Why did they act on their own? We were finally starting to get along.
āThe Duke readily agreed. It seems that the Duchess has been having more good days lately.ā
Still, what if Motherās condition worsens after seeing me? Her image of me is finally starting to improveāI donāt want to go back to square one!
āI donāt want to see Mother. Itās fine even if I donāt.ā
The three of them looked at each other.
āā¦My lady.ā
āā¦Lady Flora also wishes to see you.ā
āIām fine!ā
āMy lady, youāre still a child. You donāt have to hold yourself back.ā
I was happy that they cared so much about me, but I decided to just accept their feelings.
āIf thatās what you wish, my lady⦠please tell us if you change your mind.ā
āOkay. Thank you.ā
They didnāt look entirely convinced, but they seemed to understand.
A little while later, Father and I spent some time together in the garden.
Bit by bit, Iād been spending more time with him since that day.
Kyaa!! Today there are so many sweets lined up againāall my favorites!!
Before, I couldnāt wait to get away from Father, but now, I really enjoy being with him.
We chatted about small, ordinary things.
āBy the way,ā Father said, āone of your maids made a request recently.ā
Eh? Could it be about Mother?
āShe said that Tiana misses her mother. Itās trueāyou and Ellie havenāt had a chance to see Flora since she moved to the detached house.ā
I knew it.
But even my sister hasnāt seen Mother.
āFlora said she wants to see how much youāve both grown. How about visiting her together, you and Ellie?ā
Does he know that I refused to see her? Is that why heās suggesting I go with my sister?
Still⦠going with my sister might not be so bad.
We havenāt gone out together since the tea party with Ivy.
āDo you think Mother really wants to see me? Iām worried her health might get worse if she does.ā
When I said that, I thought I saw a flicker of sadness in Fatherās expression.
āTiana, you must feel guilty toward Flora. But thereās no need to worry so much. How about meeting her once to see for yourself?ā
That must be Fatherās clumsy way of being considerate.
If it gets too hard, I can always leave early.
āā¦Iād like to go with my sister.ā
āUnderstood. Iāll arrange a time that suits Flora.ā
And so, it was decidedā
I would go see Mother the day after tomorrow.