Chapter 70…
To Run or Not to Run
What I Want to Do
When we go back a little in timeāthis was around when Masato Insei and the others were sharing information in front of the rooftop door.
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The classroom was filled with the chatter of students eating lunch, getting ready for their afternoon club activities.
What I could hear were conversations about where to hang out and what to do during summer break.
Even though I had no reason to be there, I was still in the classroom.
I didnāt want to stay there, but I didnāt feel like going home either.
Summer break.
Things I want to do.
Ever since I talked with Hirahara yesterday, Iād been thinking about what I really want to do.
But in the end, I just came back to javelin throwing.
Still, there was this question in meāāDo I really want to do it again?ā
Is it because I donāt want to see Rina or Souma again?
Because Iām afraid of getting injured again?
Or because I truly donāt want to do it anymore?
I didnāt know the reason, but I just couldnāt bring myself to act.
Still, there was no point in staying at school.
I definitely didnāt want to get caught by Rina or Souma and get into another fight.
I grabbed my almost-empty bag and left the classroom.
For now, Iāll just leave school.
Iāll walk around town like I always do.
Thinking that, I started walking down the corridor toward the shoe lockers.
And just as I reached the staircaseā
A scream echoed out.
My feet stopped without thinking.
ā¦Another monster.
Great. I really didnāt want to get involved again.
But this being the second time, I was already getting a little used to it.
Well, I had heard rumors for a while anyway.
For now, I just needed to avoid it and get home safely.
Thatās what I thoughtāuntil I heard voices this time.
āAnother monster appeared on campus!ā
āTwo days in a row! Whatās going on, Tamura-sensei!?ā
āInsei is already fighting it!ā
āIsnāt it wrong to make a student fight in the first place!?ā
āThatās not Tamura-senseiās decisionāitās the chairmanāsā¦ā
Then I heard a sigh.
That was probably a conversation between teachers.
ā¦but it has nothing to do with me.
I should just go home.
I was about to start walking again toward the shoe lockers when I heard a girl shout:
āSensei! The person who was attacked yesterday is injured and canāt run away!ā
āWhere!?ā
āThis way!ā
After that, their voices and footsteps faded away.
The person attacked yesterdayā¦
Injuredā¦
ā¦It must be Rina.
So she really was hurt yesterday when she protected me.
The next moment, I was already running.
Not toward the shoe lockersā
but toward the direction of those fading voices.
Halfway down, I looked out the stairwell windowā
And as I expected, Rina was cornered by the same giant scorpion from yesterday.
ā¦At this rate, Rinaās in danger.
I knew that.
But I didnāt want to deal with monsters anymore.
Besides, Hirahara and Insei were here. There was no need for me to go.
But⦠really?
My friend is being attacked by a monsterā
and Iām just going to stand here and watch?
Rina got hurt yesterday just to protect me.
And Iām going to do nothing?
What is it that I want to do?
ā…Ugh, damn it!!!ā
I bolted down the stairs and started running again.
For some reason, I grabbed a broom that was leaning against the wall, throwing my bag aside.
Then I shoved past the cluster of teachers near the school entrance and dashed outside.
Rina was pinned against the wall by the giant scorpion.
Its tail was already aimed at her.
There were three people in armor nearby, but they were each fighting different monstersānone of them would make it in time.
I kicked the ground harder.
Pleaseāmake it in time.
Make it.
Make it!!!
I swung the broom down hard at the scorpionās tail just as it came down toward Rina.
The monster flinched and retreated a step, seemingly startled.
I stepped in front of Rina, between her and the monster.
Behind me, I heard her shocked voiceā
āSuzuhoā¦!? Whyā¦?ā
āā¦Just like Souma said, I kept running away. When I got injured at such an important time, I thought the three years Iād worked for were wasted. And after that, I started to hate everything.
Then I lost all motivation to come to school. Even when I did, you and Souma hardly talked to me, so I thought I really had nothing leftāthat we werenāt friends anymore.
But yesterday, you still protected me. Even got hurt doing it. So now, itās my turn to protect you.
I want to talk with you properly again. Thatās what I want to do right now!ā
Without taking my eyes off the giant scorpion, I poured out everything I felt.
Thinking about it, regretting it, sulking about itānone of that changes anything.
If I want to move forward, I have to act.
And if people really canāt die until they fulfill their purposeā
Then if I still have one, I wonāt die here.
And if I do die here, then maybe saving Rina was my purpose all along.
ā¦That wouldnāt be so bad either.
Because either way, moving forward means doing something.
The giant scorpion advanced again.
Its tail swung down once more.
I raised the broom to block it.
But this time, it dodgedā
And in a swift motion, it snatched the broom away with its tail.
The broom spun uselessly through the air.
Then the tail came down again.
This time, I knewāI couldnāt block it.
But if I dodged, Rina would be hit.
So I instinctively raised both arms to cover my head.
A sharp pain shot through my left hand.
Then agony spread through my entire body.
A strangled scream escaped my mouth.
The world spun.
Everything hurt.
It hurt so much that my body felt strange.
Rina was shouting somethingā
But I couldnāt understand her words.
And just as the blue sky filled my vision, my world went dark.






