Chapter 14
Rumors in high society traveled faster than feetâfaster, even, than horses carrying riders at full gallop, and they inflated far quicker than any balloon.
âA Dangerous Encounter Between Marquis Gueran Wilbred and the Demure Lady of House Bellion!â
âWilbred Marital Discord: Is the Scandal Finally Here?â
âMarriage on the Brink: Affair or Disaster?â
Roselyn could only let out a wry chuckle as she skimmed the various headlines from the morning papers.
Apparently, the staff at Pluieure Boutique had seen the news too; a letter arrived from them first thing that morning, insisting they had never breathed a word about anything.
Roselyn hadnât really suspected Pluieure anyway. It was just that thereâd been a lot of people out on the street that dayâand among them, surely someone was quick to gossip.
The real fuel for these sensational headlines, though, was likely the dozens of dresses that had arrived the day before. Delivering that many required a massive carriage, and of course, plenty of people must have witnessed the spectacle.
A carriage from the suddenly fashionable Pluieure Boutique, pulling up to none other than the Bellion ducal estateâand Roselyn Bellion, who had been seen visiting the boutique in secret with Gueran Wilbred just a week earlier.
All of it combined into the perfect recipe for scandalous rumors.
And now, thanks to the commotion, sheâd received an invitation to a formal dinnerâspecifically because of all this.
…Unbelievable.
That day, her temper had gotten the best of her and sheâd just thrown money around at the boutique without a second thought.
She hadnât expected things to spiral this far.
Then again, maybe itâs for the best, Roselyn mused.
Being engaged to the Imperial family, a scandalous rumor like this would make it much easier to find an excuse to call things off.
âI had something to say, anyway,â she murmured, her expression weary.
That side must be having trouble, too, she thought, recalling how Gueran seemed to be making a real effort to reconcile with the Marchioness.
Not that itâs any of my concern.
Feeling oddly more cheerful, Roselyn made her way toward the garden, where the formal dinner would be held.
By the time she left her secluded room and strolled out into the garden, most of the guests had already arrived.
Heads turned as she entered, eyes settling on her.
âGood afternoon, Your Grace. Thank you for the invitation,â Roselyn greeted politely, straightening her back after a graceful bow.
The Duke of Bellion glanced briefly at her blue-tinged dress before nodding in acknowledgment.
âTake a seat.â
There was a new face at the table todayâa man with striking hair, silver streaked with black, and heterochromatic eyes just like the Dukeâs. The piercings in his ear and his roguish appearance left no doubt as to his identity, even if he hadnât been introduced.
It was only the second time Roselyn had actually seen him.
The infamous delinquent who hardly ever comes home⊠This is unexpected.
Ian Bellion, the notorious second son of the Bellion family.
âWhatâs this? You donât look quite as gloomy today,â came a brash, teasing voice.
Roselyn glanced at Ian, then took her seat without replying.
He was the sort of man who made you wonder how someone like him could possibly have been born into the Bellion family. A genius at mischief, sharper than anyone when it came to pranksâa grown man with the heart of a reckless child. A notorious drunk. An utter troublemaker.
There was no shortage of colorful descriptions for Ian Bellion.
In some ways, he was strikingly similar to Roselyn herself.
And, in the end, he died.
He hadnât escaped the royal purge. Around that time, Ian Bellion had gotten wrapped up in a particularly messy incident. Aegis had been away, the Duke was hardly ever lucid due to illness, and everything had fallen apart.
Roselynâs gaze drifted from Ian, to her father, then to the Duke, and finally to Aegis, seated beside him.
Now that Carmelâs been driven out, things should be safer.
When her eyes met the Dukeâs, she gave him a small, habitual smile. The Duke hesitated, then cleared his throat awkwardly.
âWell, letâs eat.â
Roselyn inwardly winced at the Dukeâs sense of styleâtoday, heâd chosen a flamboyant suit patterned with bright flowers.
The meal began in silence.
Or rather, it had been quietâuntil halfway through the meal, when Roselynâs father, Cherti Bellion, suddenly broke the silence.
âIâm against this,â he declared abruptly.
Roselyn, whoâd just finished eating and was lightly wetting her lips with wine, looked up in surprise.
Cherti was staring at her with a gloomy, shadowed expression, his jeweled earring swaying slightly.
âWhat on earth do you lack that youâd go meeting a married man!â he blurted out.
ââŠ.â
Roselynâs eyes narrowed just a little.
âIn any case, I disapprove. Soââ
âThereâs nothing going on between me and Gueran,â she interjected calmly.
âGueran?â Cherti repeated, his voice trembling ever so slightly as he latched onto her words.
âMarquis Gueran. We just happened to become acquainted, thatâs allâitâs nothing like the rumors,â Roselyn explained, her tone even.
âGueran is a man whose true intentions are impossible to read. I have no idea what youâre thinking, getting involved with someone like him. If you had any senseââ
Roselyn raised a hand, gently cutting him off, her exhaustion showing.
âThereâs nothing between me and Marquis Gueran, Father,â she repeated, a bit more firmly.
ââŠWhat?â
Chertiâs eyes widened and trembled at her curt reply, as if stung.
Roselynâs gaze grew sharper under his probing look.
âYou donât have to keep reminding me of your opinion, Father. Thereâs no need to send any more letters or flowers, either.â
After more than two weeks of endless flower deliveries, Roselyn had finally reached her limit and decided to speak honestly.
Cherti froze, as if turned to stone.
ââŠWhat do you mean by that?â
âIâm talking about the notes youâve been sending,â Roselyn replied, her face drawn with fatigue.
She didnât know what he meant to accomplish by it, but the daily barrage of flowersâand, more than that, the short notes attachedâhad become unbearable.
Notes that read, âThese are just common flowers,â âThey were cheap,â or âPicked them up on the way.â Every message was tinged with a cold indifference.
To make matters worse, Roselyn didnât even like strong scents, and every bouquet he sent was overwhelmingly fragrant. The first time sheâd been unable to throw them out and left them in her room, sheâd wondered if it was some kind of torture.
âI know Iâm not the daughter youâd hoped for. I know Iâm not worthy of those giftsâor of anything more from you,â she said, her voice quiet but steady.
It had always been this way.
Her father never loved her. That was one fact that never changed, no matter the world.
In every instance, he was endlessly indifferent, and if she ever made a request, heâd set his jaw and refuse her coldlyâsometimes even going so far as to forbid her from coming near him.
There had been a time when she wished, just once, that he would hold her. But every time she tried to approach, he would look at her in horror and distance himself.
So Roselyn had learned to give up.
Just because the world had changed, she felt no desire to chase some fairytale reconciliation.
After all, just as her father had erased her from his heart long ago, she had long since erased him from hers.
So Roselyn decided to make her position clearâsomething sheâd never been able to say before, simply because she could never even get close enough to her father.
âYou may not believe me, but I truly am grateful that you raised me this far, Father.â
She meant it.
For an illegitimate child to be cared for at allâshe knew that was more than most would have done.
âI donât expect anything more. I donât have the right, nor do I wish to ask,â she added with a faint smile.
Before sheâd even finished speaking, the Duke of Bellion, Aegis, and even Ian all turned their eyes simultaneously to Cherti.
Cherti remained frozen, staring at Roselynâs profile without meeting her gaze. His lips moved wordlessly, and his trembling eyes looked almost pitiable.
âItâs only a shame that I could never be the daughter you wanted,â Roselyn said softly.
Cherti parted his lips, wanting to deny itâwanting to say, âThatâs not true.â But the words refused to come out.
As he searched desperately for somethingâanythingâto say, the silence was broken once again by Roselyn herself.






