After the Ending, I Want to Die Too

I was possessed in a book. No, I fell as I was. As a thorough third party, I faced the ending of the novel by the side of the main characters. It’s already been hundreds of years. The main characters have already died a long time ago, and he himself has become a monster and is still alive.
As the novel ended, I was a stranger in this world, and the flow of time stopped for me. Then I finally found a clue. A clue that can completely cut off this time and throw it away. So, following the clues, she infiltrated as a maid for the imperial family. But, have you ever… … ?
“Would you like to check?
“Is it still small or not?”
Perhaps because of the hot campfire, his golden eyes seemed to be burning. It looks big just by looking at it, so what do you need to check?
“… … Please call me by name. Hestia.”
Pathetic and earnest eyes filled my vision.
“Hurry.”
Only after hearing the answer he wanted, he smiled prettily, curling the corners of his eyes.
“We even spent the night together.”
His low voice tickled my ears like a candle flame dancing in the distance. There was no longer any trace of the little boy I had picked up in his appearance.