Chapter 03
The judges looked at each other and shook their heads. Then their attention turned to me.
âNumber 119, what will you do?â
Ah, already my turn. I grinned.
âIâll dance.â
Since I got a B-rank in dancing, I might as well try it.
âWhat song should we play for you?â
I parted my lips, then quietly closed them again. I couldâve asked for a song I practiced a lot before my regression. I still remembered the choreography.
But⌠this might be more interesting.
I looked at Lee Kyung-bae and smiled faintly.
âYumiâs âShooting.ââ
Hey, Kyung-baeâwant to get a taste of something nasty? The judges frowned.
Donât make those faces. Youâre about to see something good.
I loosened my shoulders and stepped forward.
âDoes it have to be that song?â
âYes.â
âIs it because âShootingâ is popular? Weâre not even picking a girl group, but everyone and their dog uses that song.â
I almost burst out laughing.
I see. So a lot of people used it.
âIf youâre doing it just to stand out, Iâd advise against it.â
At that moment, Kyung-baeâs face turned pale.
Hmm, so he really just picked it to show off.
I shrugged. Well, I understood. What idol trainee doesnât want to stand out?
But if itâs too obvious, it just looks cheap.
Knowing how to control that urge was also a kind of talent.
Smiling at the judges, I said,
âIâm not doing it to stand out.â
Though I do want to mess with someone a little.
Besides⌠itâs a waste not to do âShootingâ properly.
The judgesâ expressions changed. Soon, the music started.
I moved my body with ease.
Of course, unlike Kyung-bae, I didnât overdo the movements.
With my improved physique from the cheat, this will be more effective.
I moved in time with the beat. A smooth waveâthen a slight breakâand my body trembled with the rhythm.
Right now, I was on stage.
Even if the only audience was the judges and Kyung-bae, this was still a stage.
It felt good.
My heart pounded, reminding me I was alive.
Yes⌠this was it.
The place I had longed for.
The song played on.
âYou cheated with my friendâ
The emotions in the lyrics were something else.
Yeah⌠how infuriating would that feel?
I narrowed my eyes.
BetrayalâI knew that feeling well.
You want to kill them⌠but this is a country ruled by law.
So you canât.
I stepped forward half a pace, then sharply pulled back.
When the choreography called for sitting down, I sped it up slightly. With time left, I mimicked shooting a gun with my fingersâ
âWhoa!â
The chubby judge gasped. That was the CEO, right?
I shifted my expression with the lyrics.
Theyâve probably seen this choreography countless times.
Then of course, theyâd be bored of it.
My body felt light. My legs moved faster than I expected.
Even I was surprised.
If B-rank is this good⌠whatâs A-rank like?
No time to think.
The lyrics came again.
âShooting! Shooting! Iâll kill youâ
You want to kill them.
But what if you canât?
Thatâs probably what Yumiâs stage was about.
It was bizarre, but the dominant emotion was grief.
The overwhelming sorrow of loving someone, then hating themâwanting to kill them, yet being unable to.
The part where she sits on the floor came again.
This time, I followed the original timing and dropped down.
But unlike Kyung-bae, I didnât twist my body unnecessarily.
I just followed the original choreography.
Thenâ
Instead of aiming the finger gun outward, I pointed it at my own head.
âShooting!
I mimicked pulling the trigger, snapping my head to the side.
My body twitched as if Iâd actually been shot.
Then I collapsed completely.
The music ended.
I stood up, catching my breath, wiping sweat from my forehead.
I could feel the stares.
The first to speak was the chubby CEO in the center.
âHaâŚâ
He grinned, clearly entertained.
âWhat the hell⌠you⌠wowâŚâ
That sounded like a good reaction.
See? I told you, sirâyou wouldnât regret it.
I sat back down.
I glanced at Kyung-baeâand wow.
His eyes were shaking, lips twisted, legs trembling.
Oh? Youâre flustered?
Whatâs wrong? I followed your advice and stood out.
Then the man next to the CEO spoke.
âHey, number 119!â
âYes.â
âYouâre a bit stiff, but itâs watchable.â
Damn. I thought itâd be pure praise.
Guess the audition level is pretty high.
Maybe because Iâm only B-rank.
Yeah⌠this alone probably wonât get me accepted.
I let out a small sigh.
I needed something more.
A stronger finishing blow.
Then the man spoke again.
âBut thatâs not the important part. How did you know?â
Huh? Know what?
âWhat âShootingâ is really expressing. Most people just copy the bizarre sexiness.â
Ohâgood question.
I smiled with my eyes.
âItâs definitely bizarre, but isnât the stronger emotion betrayal?â
The thin man beside him grinned, showing his teeth.
âExactly. Thatâs what we tried to convey. Everyone keeps missing it⌠itâs a bit disappointing.â
He said âdisappointing,â but he was probably annoyed.
âNumber 119, youâre interesting.â
I smiled brightly.
Please, praise me more.
âThe move you added at the end⌠Yumi actually wanted to do that. But it got cut due to censorship. It implies suicide, you see.â
Ah, I see.
âIf we show her this video, sheâll like it. You are recording this, right?â
The choreographer glanced back. A staff member nodded.
Please film me nicely. If Yumi sees this, I might start dancing on my shoulders.
âI kind of want to bend your whole body and see what happens. If your flexibility improves⌠interesting. Youâre not amazing, but thereâs something pulling me in.â
Is that a threat?
Thenâ
Kang Min-jae spoke.
âEven among trainees, not many can dance like that. You know that.â
The room fell silent.
Whatâs going on?
Why is he praising me?
The CEO nodded.
âThatâs true.â
âRight?â
Min-jae smiled.
Heâs pushing it further.
Whatâs with him?
And he looks⌠successful.
Why is he judging me?
It pissed me off.
For now⌠heâs just a stranger.
And I was the âweirdoâ here.
So I smiled brightly.
A good weirdo smiles at times like this.
Show them a nice image, Cha Do-won.
Then a woman on the right said,
âYour smile is cute.â
The CEO added,
âHeâs got a good look, doesnât he?â
âYes. Good proportions too. At first glance, just prettyâbut the features are actually quite strong.â
I slowly wiped the smile off my face.
Consider it a serviceâshowing them a blank expression too.
âNice dark eyes. How old are you?â
âFifteen.â
The CEO smiled.
âYour voice is good too.â
The woman added,
âYouâve studied vocalization. It resonates.â
I nodded innocently.
âYes. Acting is what Iâm most confident in.â
âActing?â
I scratched my cheek shyly.
âNot really a specialty. I just like reading scripts.â
The CEO gave a small impressed sound.
So, what do you think, sir?
Do you feel like investing in me?
I think Iâd suit your company quite well.
As the CEO looked at my profile, he said,
âLetâs not only question 119. Ask the others too.â
âAh, right.â
The judges turned to the other applicants.
I smiled and glanced at Kyung-bae again.
Oh?
He was glaring at me, fists clenched.
Whatâs your problem?
Your lack of skill isnât my fault.
I silently mouthed:
âThank you, hyung.
Thanks for choosing âShooting.â
I used it well.
Thenâ
âFuck.â
Whoa.
Even I was surprised.
The judges all turned.
âNumber 118, did you just swear?â
âIâIâŚâ
âIf youâre like this here, is that how you usually talk? Thatâs concerning.â
The judges murmured among themselves.
âKids these days swear too much.â
âItâs getting worse.â
âMust be poor upbringing.â
Kyung-baeâs face turned pale.
Honestly⌠it was more entertaining than any movie.
Stillâ
Why did I ever let someone like him make me give up my dream?
I shook my head.
Thenâ
âTake off your shirt.â
A new voice.
Wait, what?
The CEO smirked.
âYou didnât hear? Take it off.â
Ah.
So itâs a pressure test.
For a normal middle schooler, this would be overwhelming.
Too bad.
I stood up and unbuckled my belt.
âIf thatâs what you wantâŚâ
The judges panicked.
âW-wait, why are you taking off your pants?!â
I smiled brightly.
âIâm more confident in the lower half.â
âDonât take it off! We didnât mean it literally!â
I tossed the belt aside.
âIf you tell me to take it off, I will.â