Chapter 37
Grishaâs Visit
April 6, 2024
Even soâhow could he hit a grown adult?
I bowed my head slightly.
âIâm sorry. Iâll scold him properly when I see him next.â
âYes, please do.â
Hyle nodded quickly.
I lightly pointed out his fault, too.
âStill, you were wrong not to return to the Order after leaving the mansion. It was during your working hours, wasnât it?â
â…Yes, Iâll reflect on that.â
When the conversation was done, the only thing left in front of me was a sandwichâstuffed with greens and thin slices of ham.
I was hungry, but the sight of all that green made my appetite vanish like a ghost.
I swallowed dryly and, with a solemn expression, gripped the tray and said to Hyle,
âIâm going to eat now, so please wait outside the room. Iâm allowed to stay inside the mansion, right?â
No need for him to watch me wage war with a sandwich.
But Hyle shook his head firmly.
âNo, maâam. I was ordered not to leave your side for even a moment.â
âHuh? Isnât that a bit much?â
âThe Commander received a guest and went to the Blue Dragon Knights for a while. Since I havenât yet reached his level of perception to detect everything happening in the mansion, itâs better that I stay by your side.â
âA guest?â
I suddenly rememberedâMadam Brier had said yesterday that sheâd return today.
I shuddered.
Waitâdoes that mean she tried to have me assassinated last night, and now she plans to talk about remarriage with Sidor?
Was Madam Brier more dangerous than I thought?
A chill ran down my spine, and my appetite fled completely.
As I stared blankly at the sandwich, Hyle, thinking he was the reason I couldnât eat, stepped back and said,
âPlease pretend Iâm not here.â
Easier said than done. How could I pretend he wasnât there when he was standing right in front of me?
I pouted, then suddenly had an ideaâmy eyes sparkled.
âThen, if I eat without the vegetables, you wonât tell my husband, right?â
â…Is that the issue here, maâam?â
No need to drag Hyle into my business with Madam Brier.
Without waiting for an answer, I busily plucked the vegetables out of the sandwich.
Where did they even get all this stuff? There were cucumbers, tomatoesâeverything in perfect balance.
Tomatoes, ugh. One slice is fine, but after that, I canât stand them.
And when the bread gets soggy, the whole sandwich tastes worse.
It wasnât that I didnât want to eat vegetablesâit was for the sake of flavor! Yes, that was it.
Hyle watched me remove the vegetables and shrugged.
âWell, the Commander is a bit overprotective.â
âExactly! You can live a perfectly healthy life without eating vegetables! If you really want something from the ground, just eat potatoes!â
âThatâs⌠not quite how it works.â
âA balanced diet is key to health,â he added, before hesitating a little and lowering his voice.
âI heard something big happened last night.â
So he did know about the attackâSidor mustâve told him. I nodded.
â…Yes, it was quite a shock.â
It seemed Hyle was more trusted by Sidor than Iâd thought. I mentally took note of that.
He shook his head and continued,
âThe Duchess seems to be very anxious lately. I canât say I donât understand her feelings, though.â
âBut why the sudden rush? Sheâs been quiet for a year.â
âBecause he returned.â
âHe?â
This was news I hadnât heard from Sidor, so I tilted my head curiously.
Just as Hyle opened his mouth to answerâ
Knock, knockâ
âOh? A guest?â
Right on cue, there came a firm knockânot from the front gate (whose lock Iâd melted), but from the front door.
Hyle immediately turned toward the sound, giving me a strict warning as he ran off.
âDo not come out, maâam. Iâll check it.â
Since I was supposed to be bedridden, it was true I shouldnât be seen by any guest.
But somehow, I couldnât just sit still.
My life is on the lineâhow can I leave it all to Hyle?
If I looked from my window, I might just see who was standing at the entrance.
I quickly got off the bed and pressed my palms against the windowpane, peeking outside.
And sure enough, I saw the visitor.
âOh?â
When I recognized him, my eyes widened in shock.
Then, clutching the shawl Sidor had wrapped around me, I ran downstairs.
Hyle, struggling at the front door with the visitor, went pale when he saw me.
âMaâam, you mustnât come outâ!â
âGrisha!â
I called out the visitorâs name loudly.
At the sound of my voice, the young manâwhose sea-blue eyes glimmered like the oceanâsoftened his expression.
âNellie.â
A deep, unfamiliar voice called my name.
Beaming, I ran to him and threw my arms around him.
It was Grisha, my friend from the Academyâsomeone Iâd lived with like family.
Heâd come to see me!
What the hell am I doing here?
Sidor sat in his office chair, propping his chin on his hand.
Across from him sat a beautiful woman with elegantly tied silver hairâDuchess Brier, his mother.
I wonder if Nellieâs all right. She mustâve been terrified last night.
Heâd wanted to comfort her, but somehow ended up shouting about divorce instead.
Just recalling their conversation from that morning gave him a headache. He exhaled softly through his nose.
I need to get my mother to leave soon and head back to the mansion.
Heâd promised Nellie three days to think, not that heâd completely disappear.
Sidorâs cold gaze shifted to his mother, silently asking When will you go?
âItâs been so long, Sidor.â
Feeling his stare, Duchess Brier smiled gracefully.
Even her voice was as beautiful as a birdâs song.
But to Sidor, everything about her felt repulsive.
âWe met just yesterday. Whatâs âso longâ about that?â
âYesterday, we only exchanged a few words in the street. That hardly counts as a proper meeting, does it?â
Her smile brightened.
âHow nice it is to sit across from my beloved son, sharing tea like this.â
My beloved son.
As a child, Sidor had loved hearing those words from her.
Back then, even the harshest training vanished from his mind when she praised him.
But that was long ago.
Beloved son, my foot.
Heâd realized her affection was never about himâit was about the heir to the ducal seat she had crafted.
Now that he opposed her wishes, he was nothing but a disobedient disappointment.
He sneered.
âYesterday you called me childish, remember?â
That made her flinch.
Yesterday, sheâd let her temper take over and spat cruel words before leaving.
Her doll-like eyes studied his face now, searching for a reactionâbut he gave her none.
She bit the inside of her lip unseen.
How troublesome.
When he was a boy, a few gentle words were enough to soften him.
Now that heâd grown, he dared to insert emotion and defiance into their exchanges.
Still, she couldnât lose him now.
With Grisha back, it wouldnât look good for Sidor to keep living outside the ducal estate.
Suppressing her irritation, she forced a kind tone.
âIâm sorry about yesterday. I spoke in the heat of the moment. But you do know, donât you, that this mother loves you more than anyone in the world?â
âOf course. You havenât changed a bit, Mother. For a moment, I was worried you had.â
Sidor smiled thinly, pulled out a box heâd kept aside, and slid it toward her.
âA gift, for you.â
âSidorâŚâ
As he set the box down, blood seeped out, staining the white tablecloth red.
It was from the assassins who had attacked his house the night before.
Her expression froze instantly.
Sidor shrugged lightly.
âI prepared it personally, after meeting the guest you sent yesterday. I hope you like it.â
âThe guest I sent? What do you mean by that?â
âOh, go onâkeep pretending. No matter what you say, Iâll believe they were your men. I even wrapped them up nicely; why not open it and see?â
Realizing her son had already made up his mind, Duchess Brier sighed deeply.
Iâd planned to pin it all on Grisha if things went southâŚ
A perfect scenario: a jealous older brother sending assassins to eliminate his rivalâs wife.
But with Sidor this stubborn, that plan was ruined.
She sighed again, this time with deliberate resignation.
âIf you despise the marriage talk that much, I wonât mention it again. But you must return to the ducal estate. How can the heir to the dukedom live in such a shabby house?â
Sidor chuckled softly.
Her intentions were so shallow he didnât even have to think twice.
âYou just want me out of the mansion so you can send your âguestsâ safely again, right? You sent them last night, thinking I was awayâthe gate was locked, after all.â