Chapter 08…
The Underworld Beckons.
āMy brother, your face looks pale. Perhaps you should rest a little?ā
It had been five years since Yvette married into the Dupras family, and two years since her son Maxim was born, when Bernard suddenly began to show visible signs of illness.
At eighteen, Bernard had trained every day without fail. Though slender, his body was well-built, and he had never suffered from any chronic illness. His sudden decline filled Felicia with unease.
āYes⦠once I finish writing this letter, Iāll lie down for a bit.ā
Bernardās complexion, pale even on his best days, had turned ashen and bloodless. His aquamarine eyesāthose same sea-like eyes heād inherited from their fatherāhad lost their light.
Even so, he smiled gently, bravely, as Felicia peered at him in worry.
(Motherās face looked like this too⦠right before she diedā¦)
Bernard had assisted their father for years, demonstrating talent and leadership early on as the heir to the marquisate.
Since their father was often away managing foreign affairs, Bernard skillfully ran the household together with the stewardāa feat that earned him much praise.
He was favored by the king, seen as a man with a bright future. His refined, handsome features and platinum-blond hair, much like Feliciaās, made him sought after in society as well.
Gentle and kind, Bernard had always been by Feliciaās side, filling the void left by their motherās death. On nights when she couldnāt sleep from grief, it was his comforting presence that had carried her through.
āThe physician your mother-in-law called yesterday said it was fatigue,ā Felicia said softly, ābut I canāt believe thatās all it is. Please, letās have another doctor look at you.ā
Bernardās condition looked far too grave to be mere exhaustion, and Feliciaās worry deepened.
āFelicia, you worry too much. Iāll be fine after a little rest.ā
He smiled and stroked her head reassuringly, before turning back to his letter.
āThis is a reply to the dukeās letterāIād like to send it out soon. Father wrote that he wonāt be home this month.ā
āMy brotherā¦ā
āItās all right. Donāt worry.ā
If only my healing power were a little stronger⦠please, let my wish reach him.
Felicia gently rubbed her brotherās back, praying from the depths of her heart.
But her prayer went unanswered. That very night, Bernard collapsedāand three days later, without ever waking again, he passed from this world.
The sudden decline. The unbearably early death.
The doctor who had first called it āfatigueā now listed the cause as āunknown.ā
Having already lost her mother, Felicia now faced the death of her dearest brotherāthe one with whom she had shared that earlier grief. All she could do was blame herself.
(Because my meager magic couldnāt save him⦠My weakness keeps sending everyone I love across the river to the underworldā¦)
Lost in sorrow, her tears blurred like foam and dreams; she grew ever more fragile, as if she herself might soon follow them into the realm of the dead.
Her fiancƩ at the time, Alexis, also worried deeply for her. Despite his busy schedule, he came to the Dupras estate nearly every day.
To Alexis, Bernardātwo years his juniorāhad been a childhood friend, a trusted companion, and the man who was to become his brother-in-law and loyal vassal. The news of Bernardās death weighed heavily on him as well.
āFelicia, Iām here with you,ā he said, trying to comfort her. Yet even he could not dispel the crushing sense of loss.
The sight of the twoābeautiful and sorrowful, leaning upon one another in griefāwas as heartbreaking as it was breathtaking, like a tragic painting come to life.