Chapter 65
The day of the visit.
We headed to the separate residence where Duchess Flora was staying.
Carriages are like carsāthey make me really motion-sick. I asked them to open the window a little, but the spinning feeling wouldnāt stop.
I hope we get there soonā¦
āThose cookies you made yesterday, Tianaāthey were really delicious. Thank you.ā
āIām glad! I was thinking of giving some to Mother, too. What do you think?ā
Tiana asked Ellie.
āI think thatās a wonderful idea! Iām sure Mother will love them. Iām going to give her a handkerchief I embroidered myself.ā
āEh? What kind of embroidery did you do?ā
Wow, my sister can sew too? Maybe she really does have that heroineās ācan-do-anythingā power.
Ellie took a handkerchief out of her bag.
āTa-da! I embroidered our family. Itās a little rough, though.ā
Saying that, Ellie showed Tiana her work.
Each personās traits were clearly captured. Considering her age, it must have been difficult to express details like hair and expressions, but the stitches were delicate and full of care.
āSis, thatās amazing! Really amazing!ā
The cookies I made suddenly feel so plain in comparison. But Iām sure Mother will love her handkerchief.
Maybe I shouldāve made something more, tooā¦
Since Mother doesnāt get to see the family very often, I drew a picture of everyoneābut maybe I shouldnāt give it to her.
I shouldāve just asked a professional painter.
Ahh, this is bad. I didnāt feel this sick when I rode with Gilbert, but now I feel like throwing up.
Just a bit longer⦠hang in thereā
We finally arrived!!!!
āWhew⦠inhale, exhaleā¦ā
Tiana took a deep breath and tried to reset her mood.
The outside air felt so fresh and pleasant.
Phew⦠I think Iām feeling a little calmer now.
āTia, are you okay? You look pretty paleāare you feeling sick?ā
āYou do look a little unwell,ā Mariana said, sounding worried.
Today, Mariana and Dalia had come along too, together with their two assigned knights.
āIām okay. After taking some deep breaths, I feel a lot better.ā
āReally? But if it starts to feel like too much, tell us right away, okay?ā
āThank you, both of you.ā
Everyone was so kindāit made me a little happy.
I wasnāt completely fine yet, but at least I was feeling better.
āWelcome. I am Camilla, Duchess Floraās personal maid. Iāll escort you to her room.ā
The servants working at the estate greeted them politely, bowing their heads.
āSis, arenāt you a little nervous?ā
āNervous?ā
āYes. Itās been so long since we last saw Motherā¦ā
āYeah, I get that. Itās hard to know what to say, right?ā
Even my sister gets nervous, huh?
In my case⦠I caused trouble for Motherās body.
I know itās my fault, but I donāt even know how to apologize.
What if⦠she doesnāt want to see me?
If Mother rejects me, I think itāll really hurt.
Dark thoughts kept piling up inside me.