Chapter 62
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“âŚYes.”
Cardin responded a beat too late.
That was because he had just realized Anetteâs words were a response to the awkward question he had blurted out earlier, unable to bear the tense atmosphere.
Now that he thought about it, he vaguely recalled Lady Hilda reporting that today would be Anetteâs final etiquette lesson.
Since arriving at the Grand Duchy, checking Anetteâs schedule in advance had become one of his most important tasks.
Nodding, Cardin kept his gaze fixed on the ground as he spoke.
“Then Iâll come pick you up at lunchtime.”
Anette blinked in surprise.
If this were the usual Cardin, he wouldâve made every effort to meet her eyes just once more. But now, he was so blatantly avoiding her that it was impossible not to notice.
âWhatâs this? Why is he acting so cute all of a sudden?â
Unaware of Cardinâs inner turmoil, Anette almost broke into a wide grin again simply because he was so endearingâbut quickly restrained her expression.
âI mustâve really looked like a crazy person earlier, laughing like that.â
She had just wanted to show him a pretty smile, but something about it must have been off.
After seeing her smile and seemingly losing his mind, Cardin had abruptly lowered his head and finished his meal in silence, as if he hadnât seen anything at all.
Though it left her feeling both disappointed and awkward, Anetteâwho had only just become aware of her own feelingsâdecided to let it go generously.
Rather, given her current state, it might be for the best that she couldnât confess her feelings yet. She resolved to keep them hidden for now.
She was used to suppressing and hiding her emotions.
Even when facing her father, King Hayworthâwho had locked her away in a separate palace and never once visitedâshe had never let her anger or resentment show.
Of course, she had never tried hiding affection before, but surely it couldnât be that different.
Maybe it was just the good mood, but a strange sense of confidence filled her.
And thenâŚ
She noticed something familiar in the tall, broad-shouldered man who had his head slightly turned away, avoiding her gaze with an uncertain expression.
Especially the faint red around his eyesâit caught her attention and wouldnât let go.
On impulse, Anette asked,
âCome to think of it, Your Grace⌠How often does the Grand Duchy organize subjugation hunts for magical beasts?â
ââŚPardon? Magical beast subjugation?â
Cardinâs dazed eyes lit up at the sudden topic shift. His eyelids even trembled slightly.
Thank goodness he was still looking down.
âYes. I heard you were on a subjugation hunt before coming to the capital, so I wanted to ask.â
Anetteâs tone made it sound like this was something sheâd been meaning to ask for a while, not something spur-of-the-moment.
âIn Hayworth, we used to go out every three weeks. Each hunt lasted about a week.â
It was a schedule Cardin knew all too well.
The moment the name “Hayworth” left Anetteâs lips, he felt something bitter rise in his throat.
Slightly furrowing his brow, he quickly answered,
âAs you know, the Duchy of Harzent borders the magical beast swamp and is near the national frontier, so we conduct regular patrols. The knights are divided into four squads that conduct small-scale subjugations three times a week, and once a month, the entire order enters the deeper parts of the swamp for a large-scale operation.â
Anette blinked.
Unlike his usual sweet voice that could melt anyone, his tone now felt almost cold and indifferentâlike he was uncomfortable with the conversation. Was it just her imagination?
âYou go out a lot more often than I expected.â
âThatâs why the region is relatively safe from magical threats. Protecting the people is the highest priority. And things are well-organized now, so it’s efficient.â
âHmm, I seeâŚâ
Nodding, Anette smiled innocently so as not to seem like she was prying and asked,
âThen I guess the Grand Duchy keeps a lot of purification stones stocked up too?â
Clap clap clap.
âPerfect, my lady!â
Lady Hilda clapped enthusiastically after watching Anette elegantly hide her lips behind an opened fan.
At first, even with Cardinâs permission, she had insisted on calling Anette “Princess” in accordance with proper etiquette.
But once Larisa, the head maid, and all the servants began eagerly calling her “My Lady,” Hilda had eventually followed suit.
Honestly, she hadnât wanted to be the only one calling her âPrincess,â creating distance. So she gave inâalbeit reluctantly.
In the end, what a good thing it was that she gave in early!
âWith todayâs lesson, youâve now learned everythingâfrom basic greetings to table manners, aristocratic speech, and the language of fans. Youâve done so well, my lady.â
âItâs all thanks to you, Lady Hilda. Thank you for your hard work and guidance.â
Seeing Anette blush and smile shyly, Hilda instinctively clutched her heart.
âToo cute. Too, too cute!â
She couldnât understand how Her Majesty the Empress Dowager could bear to let this adorable girl leave the palace for the Grand Duchy.
Having once served the Empress Dowager in the palace, Hilda recalled her old mistressâs love for all things tiny and sweetâand then imagined Cardin, who had been a stubborn child that always got what he wanted.
She gave a small nod of understanding.
âHer Majesty must have mellowed with age. Well, no parent ever truly wins against their child.â
Having convinced herself, Hilda felt it was her good fortune to serve such a lovely lady and said,
âHard work? Not at all. You were already quite disciplined and gifted in etiquette, so every day was a joy and fulfillment for me.â
She remembered when Anette first asked to learn etiquetteâhow unsure of herself she had looked, how she hesitated to accept praise.
Hilda had practically begged her with her whole heart.
And Anette, startled, had asked,
âReally?â
âYes! I, Hilda, have seen many noble young ladies well-versed in etiquette since my days in the palaceâbut most of them began learning when they were toddlers. None of them couldâve done what youâve done in just two weeks.â
To be honest, Hilda had worried that Anetteâs lack of formal royal education and years of knight training would make it hard for her to appear gracefulâbut that worry proved groundless.
âEven though youâre in a childâs body, which must make many postures uncomfortable, your balance and body control are excellent. You adjust your gait and arm positions right away.â
âI guess Iâve always been okay at physical thingsâŚâ
Anette looked flustered by the endless praise but eventually admitted it shyly.
While staying at the imperial palace, she had been so insecure about her manners that she moved cautiously.
Watching the Empress Dowager and Empress naturally exude elegance made her feel even more inadequate.
Surprisingly, though, it was Audrey who gave her the biggest shockâdespite being younger, she was so composed and well-mannered.
âI promised myself that next time we met, Iâd display perfect etiquetteâŚâ
And now, receiving Hildaâs praise made her feel euphoric.
To her relief, it seemed that she had actually learned well from Sara in her childhood.
Sara, who had left too soon, had taught her many things from infancyâand for that, Anette was deeply grateful.
Just then, Larisa, who had been quietly waiting nearby, noticed the lesson was over and rushed over.
âMy lady, you must be thirsty from all that movement. Hereâs some cold water.â
âAnd it looks like thereâs still time before lunch is ready. Shall I bring you some sweet fruit?â
From Larisa offering water, to Hilda preparing rare treats for her (since Cardin had restricted snacks)âAnette smiled awkwardly, surrounded by such doting care.
âMaybe⌠maybe I really can tell her that Iâm happy now, just like she always said I would beâŚâ
She had never once believed happiness would come to her.
She thought she remembered her nannyâs words only because Sara had been the only one to stay by her side.
But now Anette understoodâ
It wasnât just memory. She had clung to those words because she desperately wanted to believe them.
That even through hardship and pain, if she endured long enough, happiness would surely come.
âHow strange.â
Somehow, now that her body was a childâs again⌠she felt like she was finally growing into a true adult.
âOf course, I canât stay like this forever.â
To express her heart to Cardinâand to understand hisâshe had to return to her original body soon.
While Anette was burning with determination, Hilda stepped out to choose some fruit herself, and Larisa opened the window wide.
âMy lady, the sunshine is beautiful today. The air is so fresh, too.â
âYeah. The breeze feels really nice.â
Drawn in, Anette sat on the sofa by the window. As the cool breeze brushed her face, a soft smile appeared.
Somehow, she had a feelingâ
That everything would turn out just fine.
âBesides, Martin said the antidote will be ready soon too.â