Celia hadnât had a day as bewildering as this in years.
âGet on my back.â
She could not begin to guess what her new husband was thinking. All she could do was quietly stare down at the broad expanse of his back. The more she looked at the finely woven muscles beneath his thin shirt, the more her curiosity swelled.
âWhy on earth would he tell me to climb on his backâŚ?â
Before long, onlookers had gathered around them. Whispering behind covered mouths as though trading secrets, they gossiped.
âOh my, isnât that the woman who was displayed in the square all day?â
âHmm⌠It seems she was bought by that nobleman over there.â
âShe didnât look fit to be anyoneâs wife⌠Perhaps he intends to resell her as a slave?â
âDonât be absurd. What noble in this world would carry a slave on his back?â
Dozens of curious eyes flickered over Celia and the man, light as candle flames wavering in a breeze. Celia, flustered by the crowd, dropped her gaze when she accidentally met a few of their eyes.
âWhat should I do?â
She was used to being treated this way, but at this rate, she was certain to become nothing more than a public laughingstock.
âI need to get out of here quickly.â
She had never once ridden on anyoneâs backânot as a child, nor as an adult. She didnât even know whether to wrap her arms around his neck first or lift her legs.
After some inner struggle, Celia chose the option that felt safest.
âYou donât have to carry me. I can walk on my own.â
The manâs head snapped back sharply at her timid words. His brow furrowed, a clear reflection of his displeasure.
âYou mean to walk there yourself?â
Celia nodded once.
âYes.â
He turned fully toward her, his eyes dropping to her battered bare feet. A mocking sneer twisted his lips.
âWith those filthy rags you call feet? Iâd like to see you try.â
And indeed, his words had a point. Dirt was wedged deep between her toenails, and her purple-tinged toes spoke for themselves.
Turning away again, he presented his back.
âGet on. Now.â
Celia pressed her lips together, then silently stepped forward. As her hesitant hands brushed his straightened neck, she felt an almost unbelievable heat radiating from him.
âSo warmâŚâ
Nervous from the unfamiliar closeness, she was just about to climb onto his back whenâ
âAt this rate, dawn will have come first by the time youâre done.â
With one strong tug, he pulled her leg up and hoisted her onto his back in one effortless motion.
âAh!â
Her sudden height made her slim limbs tremble uneasily. Naturally, her tense body was felt immediately by him.Â
He let out a deep sigh, as though venting his irritation, and began walking.
âIâll go slowly. Relax.â
Inside the carriage, Celia sat alone, her eyes wandering sluggishly over the interior.
âHe must be someone of high standingâŚâ
Having been carried in, she didnât get a chance to inspect the outside of the carriage.
But she could feel it in the carriageâs every detailâthe sturdiness that never creaked, the space wide enough for six people, the plush seats that swallowed half her weight, and the silk-trimmed curtains. Only a high-ranking noble could afford such things.
âWhy would a man like this buy someone like meâŚ?â
The door burst open. Her husband entered, set a wooden box by his side, and sat down. With a light tap against the wall, the carriage began to roll forward.Â
Arms folded across his chest, he called her name.
âCelia.â
Her eyes widened in shock before slowly turning toward him.
âHe⌠called me by my name.â
Did he read it from the marriage contract? It was undoubtedly her name, yet hearing it aloud felt strangely unfamiliar.
âWhen was the last time anyone called me thatâŚ?â
In the past ten years, only her third husband had ever called her name. The rest had called her âhey,â âyou,â or âthing.â
âThis isnât a dream, is it?â
Glancing at the man across from her, Celia pinched the back of her hand hard.
âAh.â
She didnât mask her pain. Hearing it would confirm that this was real. But she hadnât considered that such an act might displease him.
âWhat are you doing?â
Avoiding his crooked stare, Celia answered meekly.
âI pinched myself.â
âYou think I donât know that?â
âThen⌠why askâŚâ
She stopped. With every word, she saw his expression harden. Quietly, she closed her mouth.
âI mustnât make noise.â
When she was younger, she often spoke carelessly and ended up provoking her husbandsâ anger. But time had taught her the virtue of silence. Close your mouth, but always keep your ears open. That had been her first and most important rule as a wife.
And yetâ
âCelia.â
âYes?â
Again. She opened her mouth when a nod would have sufficed.
âFool.â
Lowering her gaze to her knees, she clenched her fist and scolded herself.
âDonât make mistakes. Just listen, and answer only when needed.â
Her husband watched her bowed head for a moment before speaking curtly.
âShow me your feet.â
Celiaâs silence was misread.
âEven if you donât want to, show me.â
Still no answer. His patience quickly wore thin.
âStrange. Have you gone deaf already?â
His low voice cut like a blade, jolting Celia upright.
âHe thinks I have difficulty hearing?â
She touched her ear timidly and replied,
ââŚNo.â
âThen you heard me and chose to ignore it?â
Her eyes widened more than when heâd called her name. But fear drained the strength from her gaze, and she asked softly,
âIâm sorry⌠what did you say?â
âDo you think denying it changes anything?â
His eyes narrowed. Celia shook her head quickly, desperate to prove her innocence.
âItâs true. I really didnâtââ
âEnough.â
He cut her off, and she did not argue further. With a sigh, he held out his hand.
âYour foot.â
ââŚPardon?â
âYour foot. Put it here.â
He patted his knee.
Celia glanced between her filthy feet and his pristine clothes. After much hesitation, her words slipped out.
âI can give you my foot⌠but your trousers will get dirty.â
âThatâs not your concern.â
âPut it here.â
She didnât want to test his temper further. Carefully, she lowered her chemise to cover her bare leg and placed her foot on his knee.
âDisgraceful.â
Clicking his tongue, he opened the wooden box at his side. Inside lay a silver flask and two clean towels.
Celia watched blankly as he poured steaming water onto a towel and wrapped it gently around her foot. When he finished, he set it down and held out his hand again.
âThe other one.â
She obeyed, and soon, both her feet were wrapped in white. They looked almost like new shoesâuntil an unbearable itch crawled over her skin.
âAhâ!â
She tried to endure it, but the urge to rip off the towel and scratch her feet was too strong, but before she could act, he intervened.
âDonât.â
His hand pressed firmly on her shoulders, pinning her back as she writhed.
âIt⌠it itchesâŚâ
âI know. Bear it.â
As the pain continued, a thin furrow appeared between Celiaâs brows.
âI⌠I really canât.â
Without a word, he took her trembling hands and held them steady. Each time their eyes met as he dipped the towel in warm water, the warmth in his gaze seemed to ease her suffering.
âIâm so tired.â
As warmth seeped back into her frozen flesh and sensation crept back, her eyelids grew heavy.
ââŚIs it all right if I sleep?â
As if reading her mind, he murmured,
âThereâs no need to endure. Close your eyes.â
Darkness gently swept over her vision, blotting out his blurred face.
Watching her lashes gently lower, Kaizen exhaled a heavy sigh. A bitter murmur slipped from his lips.
âShe doesnât remember at all.â
Even so, he did not regret seeking her out. On the day he had owed her his life, he had sworn he would find her again someday.
âBut I never imagined sheâd be in such a state.â
The woman he had finally reunited with was in such a poor state he could barely recognize her.
Her limbs were as thin as winter branches, her skin dull and mottled. Her once-bright hair had been dyed dark, as if to hide its brilliance.Â
And worst of all, the memory of her being dragged around by that beast of a man made his insides twist violently.
[You shameless thing! How dare you stare at another man?]
Recalling her faded blue-gray eyes, resigned to her pitiful fate, filled him with the urge to kill. But he, bound by oath, could not kill so freely.
âDamn this covenant.â
Murderous rage flared in his molten-gold eyes. If not for the eternal shackle of that oath, he would have already taken that filthy manâs head.
No, simply ending his life would not suffice.
He should cut out his foul tongue, sever his limbs piece by piece, and toss them to the dogs he kept.
To dare treat her so brutallyâsuch a death would still be too merciful.