Chapter – 60
I feel strangely exhausted.
Too many things happened today, and I’m just tired, period.
I was forced to cross-dress at the all-girls’ school, and when I got back to my house, she demanded I do pervy things with her. In short, Kana-nee has been completely leading me around by the nose.
And that same Kana-nee is currently sleeping naked in my bed.
She must be tired too, I guess. She’s sleeping peacefully, making soft breathing sounds.
“…Nn… Kaede…”
Still, sleeping completely naked is… I mean, don’t you think that’s a bit much?
Isn’t she embarrassed?
In front of her brother, she’d definitely never sleep like that.
So, what am I doing right now?
I got into the futon I laid out on the floor, and I’ve been thinking about what happened with Kana-nee…
I remember the lewd things we did when I came back to my room, and I can’t fall asleep.
I touched her with these hands, you know… Kana-nee’s important places…
Just thinking about her now makes my heart pound.
I know it’s supposedly a customary thing couples do after the cultural festival, but suddenly demanding I do something so pervy is… I’m not sure about it.
At this rate, I can’t even casually talk to other girls.
Well, not that it matters much since the only girls I really talk to are Nao-san, Misa-san, and Rie-san anyway.
As I lie there unable to sleep, I sense movement from the bed where Kana-nee is sleeping.
Suddenly, Kana-nee gets up from the bed and, completely naked, starts to leave my room.
“Huh…? Kana-nee!?”
Startled, I throw off the covers, grab Kana-nee’s sleepwear that was nearby, and rush after her.
She’s probably going to the bathroom, I think, but I never imagined she’d actually go completely naked.
If my brother or mom saw her, it’d be a disaster.
“Kana-nee!”
I call out to Kana-nee, who is already halfway down the stairs.
“Nn… Kaede? …What’s wrong?”
Did my voice wake her up? Kana-nee looks at my face with a thoughtful expression.
“‘What’s wrong?’ she says… At least put on your sleepwear when you leave my room.”
“Oh, right. …I completely forgot.”
Kana-nee says this with a wry smile.
The fact that she can say that completely naked, not even covering her chest or her important parts, is almost impressive in its own way.
Seeing Kana-nee naked like this is making me feel that urge again, that horny feeling from before. Guess I’ll have to hold back.
For now, I need to make sure she understands.
“It’s fine if you want to sleep naked, but this isn’t your house, Kana-nee. Please, just… understand that much.”
“Yeah… Sorry about that.”
“As long as you get it, that’s fine.”
I said this with a small smile.
Kana-nee takes the sleepwear I was holding for her and puts it on right there.
“It feels a bit weird without any underwear… but I guess it can’t be helped, right?”
She says this with a somewhat awkward expression.
Well, don’t blame me for that…
I was the one who rushed and forgot to bring her underwear. I’d appreciate a little leeway there.
“Yeah. I think that’ll be fine for now.”
“Thanks, Kaede. Well then, I’m going to the bathroom.”
“Yeah, see you in a bit.”
I watched Kana-nee head towards the bathroom.
When she returns to the room, Kana-nee starts taking off her sleepwear right in front of me.
“You really can’t sleep unless you’re naked?”
“Yeah. When I sleep in pajamas, I usually can’t sleep very well.”
“I see.”
I nod in response.
If I stare too intently, I’ll look like some kind of pervert, so I quickly avert my gaze from Kana-nee.
Then, Kana-nee presses her naked body against me.
“What’s wrong, Kaede? Do you hate seeing me naked that much?”
“No… It’s not that… but…”
“Then you need to look at me naked with more confidence.”
“Why do I have to look at you naked?”
“Because you’re far too indifferent to these things, Kaede. Besides—”
“Besides?”
I tilt my head, and Kana-nee’s cheeks flush red.
“You were thinking about doing something pervy with me again, weren’t you?”
“Wha—!?”
At this, my face turns bright red too.
“See? That face means I hit the bullseye.”
“Well, but… we just did it a little while ago…”
“But that wasn’t nearly enough for me, you know. My body isn’t asking for your hands anymore. It’s asking for your body.”
As she says this, Kana-nee shows me a thin condom.
“Huh… This, does that mean…”
I stare at it, dumbfounded.
Wait, are we really going to go all the way?!
We’re still high school students. We’re…
“Kaede… do you not want to do it with me?”
“No… It’s just… once we do that, there’s no going back, right…?”
“It’s okay. I have no intention of doing anything lewd with anyone other than Kaede.”
Saying this, Kana-nee starts pulling down the pants of my sleepwear.
No way, no way.
I can’t go any further than this.
I instinctively close my eyes.
Then Kana-nee stops moving.
“Kaede. Open your eyes properly.”
“Huh?”
I timidly open my eyes.
Kana-nee looks at my face, smiles, and hands me the thin condom.
“Maybe I should leave the timing of when we do it up to you, Kaede.”
“Huh?! To me?! …Why?”
“I feel like you’d be good at reading the right mood. …And maybe I thought that perhaps you’d prefer to take the lead when we finally do it.”
“That’s not… I mean, it’s not like we’re even at that stage yet, are we…?”
Besides, we’re not even adults yet.
“You think so? I think it’s a perfectly natural thing for couples, though.”
Kana-nee says this with a coaxing gesture.
Am I just overthinking things?
“Is that how all girls from all-girls’ schools are?”
“Yeah. Most girls with boyfriends are like that.”
“…I see.”
So that means Kana-nee’s behavior isn’t strange at all.
“So, because of that, I’m leaving everything up to you this time, Kaede.”
With that, Kana-nee slips into the futon where I was sleeping.
Even if she does that, I’m not planning on doing anything lewd.
“Um… Well…”
“Tonight is a special night, you know. You don’t need to hold back either, Kaede.”
I’ve already decided we’re not going all the way…
But when she comes at me naked like that, it feels like I *have* to do something.
Still, doing it on the floor futon just doesn’t feel right.
“If we’re going to do it… how about on the bed?”
“If that’s how Kaede wants it, I don’t mind at all.”
Kana-nee gets out of the futon and moves onto the bed first.
Then she lies down on the bed, spreads her arms wide, and beckons me.
“—Come on, hurry up.”
I don’t think there’s a guy alive who wouldn’t respond to that, whether she was wearing clothes or not.
And I, too, ended up giving in to Kana-nee’s invitation.
“Yeah. I’m coming.”
I climbed on top of Kana-nee while still wearing my sleepwear.
Without any complaint, Kana-nee smiled and hugged me tightly.
I still think it’s too early for us to be engaging in impure异性 relations.
But at least touching Kana-nee’s breasts should be okay, right?
Now that I look closely, they’re quite big.
Thinking this, I reach out to touch her chest, and Kana-nee speaks with a soft smile.
“As expected of a boy, Kaede is…”
“Huh…? What do you mean…”
“Instead of touching my important spot down there, you go for my breasts… Are you perhaps feeling some maternal instinct from me?”
“That’s not…”
“You want to say ‘that’s not it’… Well, it’s fine either way. Either way, it’s clear you’re captivated by my body, Kaede.”
Saying this, Kana-nee opens up the part of her chest she was hiding.
Just how much is she planning on showing? Kana-nee is—
As I think this and look at her face, Kana-nee adds,
“You were just thinking, ‘How much is she going to show me?’ weren’t you?”
“Huh?”
How does she always know what I’m thinking?
Maybe she has some kind of mind-reading ability.
“Making that face is useless. I can see right through you, Kaede.”
“Kana-nee…”
“Come on, Kaede. If you’re going to touch me, touch me properly. …You can even grope and squeeze them.”
At that moment, Kana-nee was so confident that it actually made *me* shrink back a little.
At this point, *not* touching her would almost be ruder.
“…Well then, here I go.”
“Yeah. Go ahead…”
Kana-nee closes her eyes.
I touch Kana-nee’s breasts, fondling them.
“Ah…”
Kana-nee’s face flushes, and her body twitches.
“Are you okay? Sorry, did that hurt?”
I quickly pull my hands away.
“Nn… I’m fine. It’s just… when you touched that spot, I got a little sensitive…”
“You mean, here?”
Saying that, I pinch the tip of Kana-nee’s breast with my fingers.
“Ahh?!”
Kana-nee lets out a sensual voice, and her body twitches again.
I touched it playfully, but maybe it was a bit too strong?
“Ah… Sorry.”
“I told you, it’s fine. There’s nothing for you to worry about, Kaede.”
“Really?”
Saying this, I start to squeeze and knead her breasts more.
Kana-nee’s breasts are a little on the large side.
Groping breasts this big feels like it could become a habit.
A soft, fluffy, springy sensation pushes back against my hand.
“Nn…”
Kana-nee offers no resistance at all, she just gazes at me.
As if she had been waiting for me to do this.
After I’ve had my fill of Kana-nee’s breasts, I ask her something.
“Kana-nee.”
“What is it, Kaede?”
“Kana-nee… is it really okay?”
“What is?”
“Is it really okay for me to touch your chest and your important places like this?”
“Hmm. If you’re asking if I’m ‘okay’ with it… maybe I’m not entirely okay.”
Kana-nee answers like that.
If she’s not okay with it, then why does she get naked in front of me?
“Then why…?”
“Because… I want the person I love to notice me.”
“The person you love?”
“Yeah, the person I love. Normally, getting naked in front of a guy is really embarrassing, you know. I don’t think most girls would do it just because it’s after the cultural festival…”
Kana-nee says this shyly.
It feels a bit late to be shy now, though.
So it’s because it’s in front of her ‘beloved person’. That’s why she can be completely naked in a way she never would be in front of her brother.
“I see. So to you, Kana-nee, I’m your ‘beloved person’.”
“That’s right. To me, Kaede, you are my everything. I’ve told you many times before, haven’t I? ‘Kaede, you’re not allowed to fall in love with anyone other than me’—”
“Yeah. You definitely said that.”
“That was my own way of trying to confess, you know.”
“Really? …I had no idea.”
I honestly thought it was just her asserting herself as a sister-figure, but it seems different from Kana-nee’s perspective.
Kana-nee kisses me.
“Well, from now on, you need to realize it immediately. …Because if you don’t, I won’t forgive you.”
She said that.
Feeling the urge to touch her again, I place my hand on Kana-nee’s body and reply.
“Yeah. Got it.”
Kana-nee’s whole body is soft, and it drives me to want to touch her again.
As I’m enjoying exploring Kana-nee’s body, she makes an unreasonable proposal.
“—So with that said, now it’s Kaede’s turn to get naked!”
“Huh?! That’s a bit unreasonable…”
“It’s not unreasonable. It’s weird that only I’m naked, right.”
Well, sure, only Kana-nee being naked is a bit of an odd situation…
But that doesn’t mean I need to get naked too.
“If we’re both naked, what are we going to do?”
“Let’s see… Doing it right away is one option, but that feels a bit boring somehow.”
Kana-nee says this with a serious expression.
It’s hard to take that face seriously when she’s completely naked.
What is Kana-nee thinking?
I really don’t understand.
