Chapter 11
When I went back to my room, Kana-neechan (Big Sister Kana) was still doing things entirely at her own pace.
First, she lay down on my bed and started reading a music magazine that had been sitting nearby.
It was already nighttime. Normally, this was the time to get ready for school tomorrow.
âHey, Kana-neechan. Are you all set for tomorrow?â
âMm-hm. I already got things ready when I went home earlier, so Iâm fine for a little while longer.â
I wasnât sure what exactly âa little while longerâ meant⌠but still, since she manages both her band and her part-time job without trouble, thatâs just like her.
After my bath, I had nothing in particular to do, so I came back to my room â but I didnât expect Kana-neechan to follow me here.
Iâd assumed she would go home, so having her in my room left me uneasy.
There wasnât anything embarrassing she could find, but even so⌠having a girl â and not just any girl, but Kana-neechan â in my room made it hard to stay calm.
âDonât you have any homework or something?â
âNot really. What about you, little brother? Got any assignments to finish?â
âNo, nothing like that for me either, butâŚâ
âBut what?â
Kana-neechan turned her gaze toward me.
Lying on the bed, she faced me with a thoughtful look â in a way that looked almost like she was tempting me.
Even if my bed is soft and comfy, I wish she wouldnât do that.
And since her skirt was short, every little movement gave me a flash of her underwear.
âDo you still have something you needed to do?â
âDo I need a reason to be here?â
âEh, n-no⌠I didnât mean it like that.â
âSpeaking of reasons â thereâs something you didnât do at the end of our date today, you know.â
âSomething I didnât do? At the end of the date? Whatâs that supposed to mean?â
I tilted my head, confused.
When she said âsomething you have to do at the end of a date,â I couldnât think of anything.
Apparently, to her, the date wasnât over yet.
Kana-neechan pouted, got up from the bed, and stepped closer to me.
âHonestly! How dense can you be? Do I really have to make a girl do this for you to get it?â
âEhâŚ?â
Before I could react, she grabbed me and pressed her lips against mine.
A soft fragrance filled my senses.
Wait â was that⌠a kiss?
My mind went completely blank from the unfamiliar sensation.
âUh⌠Kana-neechan, what was that just now?â
âI just did what youâre supposed to do at the end of a date. How was it?â
âAh, uh⌠well⌠you smell nice and, umâŚâ
I couldnât even form a proper response.
I never expected her to kiss me out of nowhere.
âMy feelings are already decided,â she said softly. âThe rest is up to you.â
With that, Kana-neechan left my room.
Up to me? What was I supposed to do now?
For the moment, all I could do was chase after her.
âAh, um⌠where are you going?â
âIâm heading home for today. See you tomorrow.â
She said that and left my house.
All I could do was stand there and see her off â but I couldnât stop touching my lips where she had kissed me.
I could still feel that soft warmth.
A kiss is something you share only with someone you care about.
If she kissed me, that must meanâŚ
Ugh, no use overthinking it.
I decided to go back to my room and just sleep.
The Next Day â At School
I told my friend Shingo about what had happened yesterday.
âSo thatâs what went down,â I finished. âWhat do you think, Shingo?â
âWell, let me get this straight. You went on a date with Nishida-senpai, then ran into Takizawa-senpai and the others. After that, she turned Takizawa-senpai down and went lingerie shopping with you instead, huh?â
Shingo spoke like he was summarizing a case.
At least there was no misunderstanding â that helped.
I nodded.
âYeah, thatâs basically it. Oh, but in the end Kana-neechan picked out the underwear herself â I figured Iâd mess up the size.â
âI see. Well, it sounds to me like Nishida-senpai likes you.â
âHuh? No, sheâs my childhood friend â of course weâre close. I like her too, but, you know, as a friend.â
âThatâs not what I mean. Sheâs starting to see you as a man.â
What?
See me as a man?
Whoâd believe that?
If she saw me that way, she wouldnât keep calling me âlittle brother.â
âThat canât be right.â
âWhy not?â
âSheâs like an older sister to me! She even calls me âotouto-kun.ââ
âYeah, but during your date, she called you âKaede-kun,â didnât she?â
âWell, yeahâŚâ
âAnd she made you call her âKana-san,â right?â
âYeah, but that was just because there were people aroundâŚâ
Iâd only gone along with it so strangers wouldnât get the wrong idea.
âThen itâs obvious,â Shingo said. âNishida-senpai definitely likes you.â
âEh⌠I donât think you can say that for sure.â
âThen test it.â
âTest it? How?â
âYouâre walking home with her today, right?â
âYeah, thatâs the plan.â
Weâd agreed to meet near the boysâ school and walk partway home together, though she had a part-time shift later â so I wasnât even sure sheâd show.
âThen try holding her hand. Youâll find out right away.â
âThereâs no way I can do that! Thatâd be way too forward â sheâd think Iâm rude!â
âUp to you. If youâre fine with how things are, donât do it. But I doubt other guys will leave Nishida-senpai alone for longââ
ââŚAlright, alright. Iâll try.â
I sighed deeply.
After School
As promised, Kana-neechan was waiting in front of the boysâ school.
Her girlsâ school uniform stood out here, and a crowd of guys had gathered around her.
She smiled and chatted with them like it was nothing â as always.
It was hard to approach her in that situation, but⌠I couldnât just stand here.
Taking a breath, I walked up to her.
âOh, little brother â ready to go?â she said, spotting me immediately.
Her smile was radiant.
Ignoring the stares of the guys around her, I smiled back.
âYeah, all done. Letâs go, Kana-neechan.â
âOkay! Letâs head home together.â
She grabbed my arm and started walking.
âAh, Nishida-san, wait â weâre not finished talking yet!â
One of the guys â Takizawa-senpai â caught her arm.
Kana-neechan didnât flinch, but answered clearly.
âIâm sorry. Iâm not interested in dating you. I promised to walk home with my little brother today. Goodbye.â
âW-waitâŚâ
Takizawa-senpai stood frozen, letting go of her arm.
I wasnât sure of all the details, but apparently the group of guys had gathered to keep her from leaving so he could confess to her.
Too bad for him â it didnât work out.
Well, of course not. Even my own brother confessed to her once and got rejected.
Feeling a little sorry for him, I let her keep pulling me along.
Shingo had said âtry holding her hand,â but this â with her clinging to my arm â probably counted.
âUm⌠Kana-neechan?â
She must have sensed what I was thinking, because she said softly:
âPlease, just let me walk like this for a bit longer.â
ââŚAlright.â
So I let her.
What had Takizawa-senpai said to her?
She was quiet, eyes downcast â something I rarely saw.
Whatever it was, it must have shaken her.
âHey⌠little brother,â she finally whispered, so faintly I almost missed it.
Iâd never seen her so dejected.
âWhat is it, Kana-neechan?â
âAm I⌠wrong?â
âEh? Wrong about what?â
âI mean⌠am I making a mistake somehow?â
I had no idea what she meant.
âDid you do something wrong?â
Even when I asked, she just sighed and muttered,
âI guess I am wrong after allâŚâ
Yeah, she wasnât really listening to me anymore.
âI donât know whatâs bothering you,â I said, âbut I donât think you should worry so much.â
ââŚLittle brother?â
âYou should just keep following the path you believe in.â
âThe path I believe in, huhâŚâ
âYou always say that yourself, donât you? âItâs important to follow the path you believe in.â Thatâs why you started your own band.â
âYeah⌠youâre right. It is important.â
âExactly! Thatâs the most important thing.â
âGot it. Then Iâll follow my own way â even when it comes to love!â
She said that with a cheerful fist pump, her energy returning.
Her love? What did that mean?
âYour love? What do you mean by that?â
Something I couldnât quite grasp was coming.
âWell, lately, Iâve realized thereâs someone I like.â
âReally?â
âYup! âŚYouâre curious who, arenât you?â
âIâd be lying if I said I wasnât.â
That was surprising. I wanted to ask who, but the words caught in my throat.
She looked straight at me and said,
âHeâs kind of reserved â quiet, really. He recently joined my band.â
âOhâŚâ
âAnd he still calls me âBig Sisterâ and keeps confusing me.â
âW-wait⌠you donât meanâŚâ
It couldnât beâ
âYeah. The person I like is you, little brother.â
She stopped walking and turned to face me.
I froze in shock.
âYou⌠like me? Why?â
âBecause youâre always by my side. When Iâm in trouble, youâre there, and that makes me want to keep trying.â
She said it without a hint of embarrassment.
âBut⌠you just turned down my brother when he confessed to you. So why me?â
âBecause I realized youâre the one who really suits me. Sure, Ryuichi-san is cool and dependable, but⌠heâs too good for me. I know heâll succeed even without me. You, thoughâŚâ
âMe?â
âYou might be timid and not exactly reliable, but you look like someone whoâd protect the people you care about. So before any other girl notices that, I thought I should claim you first.â
ââŚSo thatâs how you saw me.â
âI didnât mean any harm. And if you liked someone else, I wouldnât try to stop you. Butââ
âBut?â
âIf I can help it, I donât want you to fall for anyone else.â
So thatâs how she saw me⌠and my brother.
I couldnât help but smile helplessly.
âWell, you can relax. Thereâs no one I like right now.â
âReally?â
âIâm not lying.â
âYou sure? Youâre not hiding anyone?â
âYeah. No one.â
She eyed me suspiciously, but since I had no reason to lie, I met her gaze honestly.
âJeez, little brother. When you look at me like that, I canât not believe you.â
âBecause itâs true.â
âI see⌠then I guess thatâs fine.â
She smiled and started walking again, still holding onto my arm.
Honestly, I wished sheâd let go already â people were staring.
âUm, Kana-neechan, when are you going to let go?â
âHmm, who knows?â
âWhat do you mean âwho knowsâ? This is kind of embarrassing.â
âIâm not embarrassed at all. Iâm walking home with you â just like always.â
She smiled brightly and tugged me along.
Seeing that smile, I knew resistance was pointless.
I decided to let her hold on for as long as she wanted.
And so, with Kana-neechan clinging to my arm, we walked through the town together.