~Chapter 29~
When the sun was setting, a big banquet was held to celebrate Cedricâs return.
To enjoy the short summer, it wasnât inside the hall but outside in the courtyard.
âHonestly, I just want to rest nowâŚâ
Eileen sat with Cedric at the main table. The banquet was also meant to welcome her, so she couldnât leave.
But sitting there, surrounded by strangers staring at her, was tiring.
âGreetings, Lady Eileen Cassiar.â
âNice to meet you.â
So many people came to greet her.
She could barely remember the names of a fewâlike the knight commander and some retainers of the estate.
But even the subordinates came one after another to say hello.
Some men even kissed her hand across the table, trying to flatter her.
Eileen started feeling very uncomfortable.
âThatâs too much. This isnât the capital,â Cedric suddenly said, stopping one of them.
Eileen sighed softly and leaned her chin on her hand.
âItâs kind of silly to treat me like a royal here, donât you think?â
âThatâs not why I stopped himâŚâ Cedric looked flustered.
The truth was, he just hated other men touching her.
âYou donât like it when strangers touch me, do you?â
ââŚYou make it sound like Iâm picky.â
âYouâre not picky?â
Eileen thought Cedric had changed. But maybe he hadnât changed at all.
He was still blunt in the same way.
And oddly enough, instead of being annoyed, she found it familiar and comforting.
âIâll step away for a moment. Stay here, donât go anywhere,â Cedric said.
Before Eileen could answer, he had already walked away.
Left alone, she played with her glass.
Mary, standing nearby, came closer and whispered:
âThis kind of banquet is new to me.â
âDo you like it?â
âItâs⌠interesting.â
Eileen smiled faintly and looked at the lively scene.
Nearby, nobles were calm and proper.
But in the distance, the atmosphere was like a festival.
Tonight, even commoners from the outer city had been allowed inside the walls.
They laughed and danced freelyâit was cheerful, almost like a fair.
ââŚHow long has Cedric been gone?â
âQuite a while. He hasnât returned yet,â Mary answered.
No one else seemed to notice Cedricâs absence. Only Eileen cared.
But she could feel all the eyes watching her instead.
She was the ânew arrivalâ at the main table, and everyone was curious about her.
As the night went on and people drank more, the stares lessened.
Mary muttered, âThat girl is glaring at you again.â
âDiana, of course.â
âI donât get why youâre so forgiving to her when sheâs so rude.â
Mary was still upset about what happened earlier.
Before the banquet, Diana had begged to sit next to Cedric.
But Cedric refused her firmly:
âDiana, Eileen is my fiancĂŠe. Of course she sits next to me at an official banquet.â
ââŚFine.â
Diana stormed away, angry.
Eileen saw Cedric sigh afterward, rubbing his temple like he hadnât wanted to be so harsh.
To Mary, though, it was unforgivable that a girl like Diana dared compete with her lady.
âDiana is well-liked here, even by Cedric. If I start hating her openly, it will cause trouble,â Eileen explained.
ââŚI guess that makes sense, since youâll be staying here.â
Eileen almost reached for her glass, then froze.
She had meant she wouldnât be here for long.
But to others, it must look like she was here to stay foreverâeventually to become duchess after marriage.
âRight⌠thatâs what they think.â
She realized that her patience with Diana came from knowing her own time here might be limited.
ââŚThis is suffocating.â
Cedric was still missing. Eileen finally stood up, deciding to look for him.
âAaron, Maryâyou donât need to follow me.â
Both her knight and her maid wanted to come, but she shook her head.
âThis is the Dukeâs castle. Iâm not going far. You two should enjoy the banquet instead of just guarding me.â
Ignoring the stares, Eileen walked away.
She tried to recall the layout of the castle. After climbing some stairs, she found him.
Up high, near the top floor, Cedric was leaning against a railing, looking down.
Eileen walked over and leaned on the railing beside him.
From there, the noisy sounds below faded. The whole courtyard, full of lights and people, looked peaceful.
âWhat are you thinking about?â she asked softly.
After a pause, Cedric answered:
âThat this is the peaceful view I protected.â
Eileen followed his gaze.
ââŚItâs beautiful. No wonder you spoke of this place so often.â
âOf course,â he said quietly.
Suddenly, laughter floated up to themâbright and pure.
They looked down and saw Diana, laughing and spinning in dance with a little boy.
It was easy to see why everyone adored her. She shone with innocence.
âDiana⌠sheâs my whole childhood,â Cedric murmured.
ââŚâ
âBut I canât live in the past forever.â
His voice sounded like he was talking about something unreachableâsomething precious he wanted to protect forever.
Eileen thought: maybe the Cedric from the âoriginal storyâ hadnât simply loved Diana as a person.
Maybe he longed for what she represented: his lost childhood, his peace, his light.
All his feelings and obsession had been focused on her because she embodied all of that.
Then, a heavy crash echoed nearby, breaking their silence.