CHAPTER 42………
Because she had been forcing her eyes wide open, Anita blinked rapidly, perhaps from dryness. At first, he thought sheâd stop after a few blinks, so he left her alone, but Anita went on for quite a whileâas if the act of blinking itself was strange to her.
âStop that. Youâre starting to scare me.â
âYouâre scared of the oddest things. Should I boost your poor confidence a little?â
âIâll pass.â
âAw, donât refuse.â
With that, Anita snatched the wine bottle from the table. She poured until the glass was nearly overflowing and shoved it toward Edmund.
âDrink.â
âWell, I do enjoy drinking, but at least one of us should stay soberââ
âDrink.â
Anitaâs expression instantly turned fierce. After resisting for a while, Edmund finally gave in and lifted the glass.
âFine. A toast, then⌠alright, alright.â
Careful not to let the overflowing wine drip onto his clothes, Edmund took a sip. Only after confirming that he had swallowed did Anitaâs expression soften.
âIâve always wonderedâwhatâs your relationship with Senior Lilliana? You ditched me like a coward back then.â
âYou get awfully blunt when youâre drunk, donât you?â
âDonât dodge the question.â
As if he couldnât bring himself to speak sober, Edmund took another gulp before answering. The table was laid with thinly sliced ham and cheese dishes, but neither had touched them, so they were growing cold.
âItâs obvious. I guess you could call her the familyâs chosen marriage partner. SheâŚ.â
âYouâve already told me sheâs obsessed with you.â
When Anita pointed that out, the corner of his mouth liftedânot in amusement, but in a bitter smile.
âTo explain that, Iâd have to start with my grandfather. Wouldnât that bore you?â
Pouring herself another glass, Anita replied lightly.
âItâs fine. Iâll let you know if I get bored.â
âMy grandfather wants me to major in political science and diplomacy, then enter politics. But I have zero interest in that. I donât want to sit among a bunch of old men who do nothing but drone on.â
ââŚâŚâ
âItâs like theyâre competing to see who can live the dullest life.â
âOh dear.â
Anita, who had been raising her glass, slid it over in front of Edmund instead.
âDoesnât it sound like a perfect match? The heiress of the Ribel Hotel and the grandson of the Earl of Aberdeen.â
ââŚâŚâ
âSo I ran away.â
âHm.â
Anita didnât add anything more, only hummed softly. Edmundâs words drifted apart, floating around in her head.
âI see.â
She nodded, though she hadnât really been listening.
âAnd you?â
âPardon?â
âDonât you have worries too?â
âI did. I mean, I used toâŚ.â
The normally talkative Anita suddenly fell silent. She almost wanted to confide in Edmund, but two problems stopped her. First, could she really spill personal matters to someone she didnât know that well? And second, since her feelings about Rutger werenât sorted out yet, she doubted she could even explain properly.
âHey, youââ
Mid-sentence, Edmund grabbed his head as if struck by a sudden headache. After a long pause, he spoke again.
âYou mentioned something earlierâabout confidence or whatever.â
âAh.â
Anita gave an embarrassed laugh. Now that she thought about it, she had whined about that to Edmund, ever since Charles Bennet. How pathetic of her to forget after just a few drinks.
âI donât even know why I said that.â
âHm?â
âLooking back, it wasnât even that big of a deal.â
Anita couldnât understand why she had ever been intimidated by someone as pathetic as Charles Bennet. A mysterious confidence welled up inside her. She swore that next time she met Charles Bennet, sheâd throw a drink right in his face.
âIâm being dead serious right now.â
âGo on.â
Edmund, matching her seriousness, answered gravely. Anita lowered her voice as if revealing a great secret.
âI think I could lift this table with one hand.â
âReally?â
âYes!â
Annoyed by his doubtful tone, Anita shot to her feet, ready to prove it. But the moment she tried, the world spun around her.
âUhâŚ?â
She plopped back down in her chair, stomach churning as though seasick. If sheâd been in her right mind, she would have known better than to drink more with a headache. But Anita was already halfway gone.
She had already cracked open another bottle and was pouring recklessly until her glass overflowed. Maybe it was just her imagination, but strangely enough, her headache eased after drinking more.
âI think youâre right, Senior.â
Edmund wasnât much better offâhis blond hair had fallen across his face, half-covering it. He seemed too out of it to even think about brushing it aside.