#53. You Have to Breathe.Â
This wasnât something that had happened in just any placeâit had occurred in the princessâs palace. And Olivia, being the one who had almost been assassinated, could have crushed anyone if she had wanted to. Well, at the time, Cryer hadnât left any traces either. But Bonita, who didnât know the full backstory, spoke toward the woman who was waiting for her orders.
âBring information that allows us to replace the investigator handling the case.â
âYes.â
After the short reply, the woman disappeared, and Bonita moved on as well. Emerging from the underground, she immediately entered the deepest part of the mansion. As she drew out her mirror, a flash of crimson appeared in her field of vision, and Gretaâs figure emerged.
âLady Greta.â
âAh, Bonita. Looks like this sideâs work will be delayed longer than expected.â
Even though Greta brought up the matter abruptly, Bonita, seemingly accustomed to it, asked in return.
âHas the altarâs completion been delayed? If thereâs anything missing, I can handle it myselfâŚâ
âNo, there was a minor accident, but itâs nothing serious. Itâll just take a bit more time.â
A large hole had appeared in the nearly finished temple wall, but it wasnât someoneâs doingâit was just a small piece of stone that had fallen away. In the meantime, a woman from Tarenga had disappeared without a trace, but it didnât matterâany of the architects who had caused trouble and stirred up ominous rumors had been eliminated, so at least one lingering worry was taken care of.
âWhat about the princessâs palace incident?â
âMy apologies.â
Without a single excuse, Bonita bowed her head, and a shadow fell across half of Gretaâs face. Tilting her head slightly, Greta spoke.
âI suppose we should be grateful that trouble came to this side as well.â
Even in her sarcastic words about failure, Bonita only bowed her head deeper.
âThank you.â
Greta waved her hand as if her mood had cooled.
âEnough. My schedule for going to the empire has also been delayed, so make sure to plant someone firmly in the princessâs palace before I leave.â
âYes. But one thing.â
âYes?â
âIs planting someone in the princessâs palace for purification purposes?â
Though Bonita was executing the plan, she didnât fully understand its purpose, which led to the question.
âSuch an uncharacteristic question from you.â
âI need to carefully choose the person I insert.â
âAh, pick someone diligent and trustworthy to plant in the princessâs palace. They donât need to be by her side from the start. Even if it takes time, they must gradually build a foundation to become the dagger that will be used in the end.â
âThe daggerâŚ?â
âYou need to teach them the price of reaching for something unattainable. Ah, of course, itâs necessary for the purification work too. After all, the empire is the place that will shed the most blood.â
Greta smiled like a radiant flower, her gaze distant as if envisioning Cryer before her, yet her voice was as sharp as a dagger. Even with Gretaâs vague words, Bonita silently lowered her head without reply. She served the âmagicianâ closest to the ancient god, not Greta. So no matter what Greta was thinking, as long as the grand goal of summoning the ancient god to purify the world remained unchanged, Bonita would faithfully assist Greta until that goal was achieved.
Eventually, Gretaâs gaze, which had been dreamily unfocused while thinking of Cryer, returned.
âOh, and one who serves the god will soon be born.â
Her tone was as casual as if she were talking about dinner tonight, but the content was far from ordinary.
âYou mean⌠a new person will emerge as the one who bears the mark?â
âExactly. Well, theyâll be something like a stand-in for Lord Cryer.â
Greta added the remark casually before ending the conversation. Left alone in the dim room, Bonita stroked the mirror and traced the day when this dirty world would be purified.
Eagerly leaving her office, Olivia soon identified a servant with a distinctively colored ribbon. Since she had already been informed of the personâs expected movement, it wasnât difficult to locate them. But the real problem was⌠spying required certain steps. Broadly speaking, it was about observing the target; more specifically, it was about noting their actions, conversations, gestures, voice, and who they interacted with. Actions and companions were easy enough to trackâthe daily routine of palace servants didnât vary unless there was leave or a special event. However, the content of their conversations was the tricky part. While gestures and expressions gave a rough idea of the mood, precise details were unattainable. If she failed to gather anything useful, it would make her investigation pointless. She hadnât come all this way just to return empty-handed. That would reveal, all too clearly, that she had fled from the subtle atmosphereâprecisely the kind only she seemed to notice.
To succeed here, she would have to deal with Cryer directly⌠Yes. This was work. She needed to focus. Her heart wouldnât flutter with arrhythmia like before. And if it did, sheâd just consider it arrhythmia. Olivia calmed herself and glanced at Cryer, who had now moved close to her, and asked.
âCan you hear anything?â
Though the question lacked subject or object, Cryer gave a precise answer.
âThey need to replace the curtains, but the preparation isnât done yet. Theyâre deciding whether to go elsewhere to rest or just wait.â
As the servantsâ conversation flowed effortlessly, Olivia was momentarily at a loss. She hadnât expected such an immediate response. Blinking rapidly to collect her thoughts, she whispered.
âTheyâre talking about the curtains, but their complexion seems pale.â
âItâs shifted to the scent of madeleines baking in the palace kitchen this morning.â
âBut even talking about madeleines, their face still looks⌠off.â
Oliviaâs attention snagged on the servant with the distinct ribbon, whose pale expression seemed odd.
âWhat about the murder incident?â
âNone of them mention it.â
âWell, thatâs how they were trained. Hmm.â
A murder had indeed occurred in the princessâs palace. Were they uneasy? Still, they had been trained to hide such feelings. Perhaps the servant with the different ribbon had failed to maintain composure⌠Olivia couldnât pinpoint the cause. In the meantime, the servants continued their idle chatter.
Once the servants began moving, Olivia and Cryer followed. As the uniquely ribboned servant split from the others, Olivia instinctively moved closer. Then, the ribboned servant grabbed another servantâs arm and shook it.
âHuh? Why stopâŚ?â
At that moment, Cryerâs strong arm wrapped around Oliviaâs waist and pulled her toward the wall. The movement was so sudden and natural that Olivia only realized her situation when her back hit the cold wall. Eyes wide like a startled rabbit, she inhaled sharply.
âW-what are youâugh!â
Before she could finish speaking, Cryerâs large hand covered half her face, cutting her off completely. Looking down at her, Cryer slowly turned his head to focus on the servant with the distinct ribbon, just a few steps away.
âUgh, ughhh!â
Olivia squeaked, wondering what he was doing, but understood escaping from his grasp was as futile as an ant trying to push a boulder. She didnât struggle. Cryerâs gaze lowered to her, and he spoke.
âBreathe.â
He didnât press a finger to her lips, but the single word conveyed enough to hush her, making her eyelashes flutter rapidly. Though she complied, curiosity made her eyes dart around. Yet everywhere she lookedâup, down, left, rightâwas only Cryer. His steel-like body blocked her completely against the wall. Realizing this, Oliviaâs mind went blank, and she instinctively tried to step back. But her back was already pressed to the wall, so she could only slam her heels against it. Cryer tightened his arm around her trembling waist, watching the ribboned servant walk away. He traced her path mentally as he heard the slow steps. Oliviaâs brows drooped as she failed to step back, her whole attention drawn to the rough, dry palm pressed against her lips. The sensation made her unconsciously hold her breath. Noticing her frozen state, Cryerâs gaze returned to her, eyebrows furrowed. Olivia blushed slightly but still didnât exhale. This made it impossible to look away for even a moment.
âYou have to breathe.â
The low, almost suppressed voice reached her ears, and only then did Olivia realize she had been holding her breath. Cryerâs palm lifted just slightly, and she finally exhaled in a rush.
âHuuuâŚâ
As she breathed, her previously foggy mind felt completely cleared. Olivia deliberately inhaled deeply, then exhaled slowly, letting her breath trail over his rough palm. Her warm breath tickled his hand, sending a shiver up his spineâŚ
âUgh?â






