chapter 11âŠ
Creeeakâ
The iron door, long without oil, made an unpleasant sound.
Almost at the same moment Tislin inhaled sharply, Damian grabbed her waist and pulled her close.
âShh.â
With one arm wrapped around her waist and the other covering her mouth, Damian leaned against the wall at the corner of the hallway connected to the door. It wasnât far from the entrance, but it was hidden from the sight of the people who had just come in.
Why?
Tislin whispered silently with her lips.
Through the thin fabric of her dress, she could clearly feel his arm around her waist. Just the warmth of his body made her fully aware of him.
Their bodies were pressed tightly together. Her cheek was pushed between his firm shoulder and chest, and even their legs were half tangled. His cool scent brushed against her nose. Tislin stiffened, not knowing what to do.
Was Damian really unaffected by this?
She didnât dare lift her head and risk meeting his eyes in this position. She stayed frozen, barely breathing. Compared to her racing heartbeat, Damianâs heart sounded calm and steady. From that alone, she guessed that this contact meant nothing to him.
With an expressionless face, Damian glanced at her reddened ear, then leaned closer and whispered near it.
âYou said you didnât want to get caught.â
That was true. Tislin had nothing to say, so she just nodded. Even that small movement made her panic, wondering if it felt like she was rubbing her cheek against his shirt.
âWhat ghost would come here in broad daylight? Thereâs nothing to see anyway.â
âAs if itâs a ghost. Someoneâs probably sneaking in here to eat or sleep. If we catch them, then weâ!â
The voices of chatting students came closer.
Tislin swallowed sharply and instinctively grabbed Damianâs arm tighter.
They heard doors opening one by one along the hallway. It seemed each time the students found nothing. Tislin was relieved they had hidden deeper inside, but every time a door handle clicked, she flinched.
As the students reached the end of the hall, they quickly lost interest.
âThis building isnât hidden, and itâs not unused either. If something was here, the seniors wouldâve found it already.â
âYeah, thatâs true.â
âUgh, what a waste of time!â
Just as they were about to turn backâ
âHuh? Isnât that Senior Ksanov?â
Tislin froze. Damianâs back and profile were reflected in the glass window along the hallway. Luckily, Tislin herself wasnât visible in the reflection⊠but if the students came any closer, they would definitely see her.
Damian seemed to realize that too and let out a quiet sigh. But if he pushed her away now, both of them would be clearly reflected in the glass. That would be even worse.
âWhy would Senior Ksanov be here?â
âMaybe heâs secretly researching demon-sword techniques or something. Should we ask him to show us?â
Lowering their voices so they wouldnât disturb Damianâs training, the juniors whispered among themselves.
Tislin looked up at him stiffly, as if asking what he planned to do.
A brief silence passed.
âBut Iâm kind of scared.â
âYeah⊠me too.â
âI donât want to get scolded for disturbing him.â
âHe looks really scary when heâs angry.â
Damian didnât say a word. But as the students continued imagining an angry Damian Ksanov, they quickly turned around and left.
Creeeakâthe door closed again.
Only then did Tislin finally let out the breath sheâd been holding.
âThat was close. We almost got caught.â
She smiled brightly after confirming the door was shut. Then she turned to Damianâand suddenly remembered what the juniors had said.
âIâm kind of scared.â
Scared?
Tislin tilted her head as she looked up at him. Could someone really think that? From the time Damian grew from a pretty boy into a dazzling young man, she had never once found him frightening.
âYouâre not very close with your juniors, are you?â
âOnce I graduate, Iâll never see them again.â
He answered plainly, without a hint of a smile. It was simple truth.
She fell silent.
They were just students from the kingdom, not from Luxen. No need to build relationships with people heâd never see again. That was very like Damian.
ââŠYouâve always been clear about your priorities.â
She used to like that about him. But now, thinking about it, something in her chest felt cold.
Stop thinking about it.
âAnyway, I should go back. We might run into them again. I need to finish the assignment.â
She turned away, trying to empty her thoughts.
But Tislin had never been good at hiding her feelings. Damian looked down at the top of her head as she stubbornly avoided his gaze. She clearly hadnât meant to show it, but it was obvious enough that he couldnât pretend not to notice.
âIt wasnât even a big deal. Why did she suddenly look so down?â
Clear priorities. Why had that upset her?
He quietly made a mental note of it.
Because they stopped chatting, they finished the assignment quickly.
âYou write the military and geography sections.â
Without complaint, Damian pulled the paper toward him and began writing down everything they had discussed. Aside from flipping through a book occasionally, he showed no hesitation.
Tislin glanced at him, then took out a blank sheet and drew a simple chart summarizing the differences between each region of Parfanan.
As she focused on drawing neat lines, she felt someone watching her.
ââŠWhat?â
Her tone came out sharper than she intended.
Damian, however, looked completely calm. Of course. She was the one who had judged and felt hurt on her own.
For five years of unrequited love, she had done the same thingâfeeling happy and then disappointed over things he didnât even know about. She knew she should stop by now. But it wasnât that easy.
She sighed and corrected herself.
âDo you want to see?â
Her words were still short. Emotions didnât just disappear cleanly.
âInteresting. We donât do things like this.â
âReally? We always do.â
Maybe it was prejudice, but she couldnât imagine the rough-handed students from the Knight Department carefully cutting and pasting papers for assignments.
âWait. Iâll attach it here.â
After she pasted the chart neatly onto the paper, Damian carefully touched the corners so the ink wouldnât smudge.
âIt would be nice to include something like this in our reports. Maybe Iâll suggest it when I go back.â
âIt takes too much work.â
âThatâs true.â
He looked slightly disappointed but soon focused again. He seemed to genuinely like it, and Tislin couldnât help the small smile forming on her lips.
This isnât the time. Get a grip.
She pressed her lips together and finished her part. Soon, only the scratching sound of pens filled the room.
âThatâs everything, right?â
ââŠYeah.â
Tislin would submit the assignment. It was better that way, since Damian might not even be able to attend class regularly.
She put the papers into her bag and stood up. After sitting so long, her body felt stiff.
âTis, do you have time?â
âHuh? Today?â
âToday.â
She nodded without thinking. Damian nodded back, satisfied.
âThen letâs talk for a bit.â
Ah. Right. She also needed to ask him why he had agreed to the engagement.
That was why she had come here in the first place. If not for the earlier incident, she would have remembered properly.
Now that she remembered, she had to stay focused. She couldnât let herself get swept along again.
She clenched her fists and nodded firmly.
âOkay. I have something to say too, but you go first.â
Damianâs eyes narrowed slightly.
âNot here.â
There couldnât be a quieter place in the school, but he left the building without hesitation.
She thought theyâd finished quickly, but the sun was already halfway down. Time always passed quickly when she was with Damian.
They crossed the training grounds, empty because it was dinner time.
Just in case, Tislin walked very close behind him. Then she stopped suddenly when she saw a brick building ahead.
It looked grand, almost like a museum or palaceâbut its purpose had nothing to do with its appearance.
And more importantly, she knew this place.
âThis is the dormitory!â
The same place where she had once come looking for Arkin Rudera and ended up facing dozens of stares.
Since they entered from the side, she didnât attract attention like beforeâbut it still felt like someone could walk out at any moment.
ââŠYou want me to go inside?â
She looked back and forth between Damian and the building, mouth slightly open.
âIâm asking with absolutely no hidden intentions⊠but weâre not going to your room, right?â
If she was misunderstanding, this would be the most embarrassing question ever.
Truthfully, she had been curious about his room. At the grand dukeâs mansion in Luxen, servants managed his space. But here, in the dormitory, Damian took care of it himself. What kind of things did he keep? Did he draw the curtains? What did his room smell like?
But right now, she absolutely did not want to satisfy that curiosity!
Damian laughed.
âHidden intentions? Youâd run away if it interfered with breaking off the engagement.â
That was true.
If anyone saw her coming out of his room, there would be no choice but marriage. Not to mention possibly getting expelled from the dormitory.
She didnât think Damian was eager enough about this marriage to do something like thatâbut the thought still made her nervous. Her gaze kept flickering to his face.
With a short sigh, Damian took off his Knight Department jacket and placed it over her shoulders. Even though she wasnât short, it covered half her thighs.
âThis wonât make you less noticeable.â
Even as she said that, Tislin instinctively clutched the jacket tightly. Better than nothing. Maybe from a distance sheâd look like a female knight student⊠though that was unlikely.
Still, they really entered the dormitory.
Tislin squeezed her eyes shut.






