Chapter 01
Seohah stepped into a shabby convenience store that sold sanitary supplies to entertainment bars.
âGive me a pack of cigarettes, please.â
Her thin, trembling voice was swallowed up by a crowd of men reeking of alcohol.
Sinister eyes dripping with filth slowly licked all over her body.
The greasy laughter of men tossing dirty remarks back and forth among themselves made her stomach turn.
âHey now, if you just give oppa a quick kiss on the cheek, Iâll listen to whatever you have to say.â
It was always like this.
As Seohah clenched her small hands, the hem of her worn-out, moth-eaten t-shirt with its stretched-out collar grew damp with sweat.
That movement only made her exceptionally pale skin stand out all the more.
âThe usual one, please. If I donât hurry back, the boss will be furious. Iâll get beaten again.â
At that, another man nearby slammed down a deck of poker cards and flew into a rage.
âHey, even if a nobody like you gets beaten, whatâs the worst that can happenâyou die? Thatâs why these uncles are gonna play with you to their heartâs content before you head off to the other world.â
Right when a rough, violent hand shot out without warning to grab the front of Seohahâs shirtâ
âHahâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ!â
Her breath caught in her throat, refusing to be exhaled or swallowed.
Seohah instinctively reached out her hand.
Something damp brushed against the back of her hand.
As a warm, soft heat instantly wrapped around her palm, she slowly blinked her eyelids.
Once, twice, three times. This was reality.
Her dream had been so vivid that even her breathing was completely messed up and erratic.
âWere you stressed out because of the event coming up laterâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ?â
It was a memory buried deep within her heart, covered and re-covered with heavy slabs of concrete.
The kind of memory where, if she hadnât managed to escape it, she wouldnât even need to imagine what kind of life sheâd be living right now.
Not a cherished memory, but an ugly, repulsive one.
Well, her current life wasnât all that different, but at least here, there were things she could do according to her own will.
Letting out a deep sigh, Seohah whispered quietly to herself.
âItâs okay. Itâs just a dream. A very dirty, sickening dream.â
Perhaps sensing her turbulent emotions, a pitiful whining sound echoed through the spacious room.
Seohah didnât cry along.
The days of crying over such things had long since passed.
âThank you for crying in my place.â
Until dawn broke, Seohah continuously stroked the warm, soft fur brushing against her skin.
She clung to it as desperately and urgently as someone who would instantly plunge straight into the mud if she let go of even this faint body heat.
She needed to calm down quickly so she could carry out her plans properly later on.
Useless emotions were nothing more than a luxury for her present self.
Just like someoneâs favorite saying.
The dry hand caressing Seohahâs shoulders was unusually affectionate today.
âThere now, letâs put in your eye drops before we head out so you donât forget.â
As Seohah naturally tilted her head back, her adoptive mother, Cha Miyeon, dropped eye drops onto her clear, unblurry-looking pupils.
âHow is your condition these days?â
When Seohah pulled the corners of her lips upward, a dimple that looked like a tiny star embedded in her left cheek revealed itself.
âYou know how it is.â
Seohah knew better than anyone what kind of expression Cha Miyeon would be making at that positive-sounding answer.
Clearly enough that she didnât even have to strain her eyes to see itâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ
Sheâd be smiling. Even more brightly than usual.
âGood. Donât worry, Iâll make sure you get better somehow. Just trust this mother of yours. I love you.â
Seohah only smiled like a fool and didnât answer.
âAnyway, why is our Seohah looking so pretty today?
What are we going to do if all the young kids out there fall for you? Though your real groom is someone else entirely.â
Cha Miyeon said excitedly, thrilled all by herself.
âAre you ready to stand in front of people? Are you nervous?â
âNot really.â
âAs expected, youâre bold just like me.â
Her vision would be blurry anyway, so what did it matter?
When things like this happened, it was actually easier not to see.
In this world, not everything about every situation was completely bad.
When Seohah stood up from her seat, Dodam, her companion dog and guide dog, stepped close to her side.
âWhat did you say that personâs name was?â
At Seohahâs question, Cha Miyeon tilted her head for a moment before answering.
âThe older brotherâs name is Han Juntae. But we got word from their side that the younger brother has to attend instead due to unavoidable circumstances. Whoever it is, as long as they match each otherâs status, it should be fine, right?â
Seohah barely managed to swallow a burst of laughter at her adoptive motherâs half-hearted answer.
Unaware of this, Cha Miyeon continued speaking.
âStill, whoever suits your fancy more comes first. If anything, itâs better because thereâs less of an age gap.â
Even if a dozen-year age gap shrank a little, it wouldnât change much, but Seohah didnât talk back.
âWhat was the younger brotherâs name again⌠I just canât remember. This is how I am these days.â
âIâll ask.â
âYes, that would be natural and good.â
Anyway, this was a gathering where the childrenâs opinions werenât needed at all.
It was an event prepared simply as a natural way to tie together Yoon Junghwanâs adoptive daughterâwho was eyeing the next presidential powerâand Han Dongpyoâs son, the founder and chairman of H Bio.
Loud applause could be heard from outside.
âLooks like itâs time for the main characters to step up.â
Cha Miyeon said gracefully, linking her arm through Seohahâs.
However, Seohah took her steps relying solely on Dodamâs guidance.
Honestly, she was nervous.
She only hoped that the man whose name and face she didnât even know would take pity on Yoon Seohah, who was choosing death just to survive.
âItâs a contract marriage that neither of us wants anyway. My proposal will look tempting to him.â
Seohah steadied her mind. She had escaped once; there was no reason she couldnât do it a second time.
Clear Gaze, Warm World
The Light Fund (Youth Night)
People passing by the large banner set up inside the antique gate of the detached house tossed out remarks one after another.
âThrowing a charity event for the visually impaired just to show off her adopted daughterâour assemblyman really is a magnanimous man.â
âHe built up a solid public image with her as his daughter. Thanks to that, he won the last by-election.â
âThey say she isnât completely blind, though.â
âWhether she canât see now or canât see later, a defective cripple is still a cripple.â
Openly sarcastic tones went back and forth.
They were all scions from families that supposedly held some weight somewhere, but their ongoing conversation was utterly vulgar.
âHey, but they say sheâs a natural beauty called a unicorn these days.
Even though sheâs an adopted kid, doesnât she give off a vibe similar to Cha Miyeon? Sheâs got a bit of an actress aura.â
âThatâs why Iâm here. Do I look like the kind of guy to waste time at a useless event just because the old folks pushed me into it?â
One of the men, glancing around his surroundings, chuckled and whispered.
âSheâs not even a real daughter, and her eyes are screwed upâto be honest, itâs way too easy. Should I give it a proper shot, hook up with her, and dump her?â
âFinally, the âpump-and-dump kingâ of this district has arrived. Hey, wanna make a bet with me? Star candies are banned, though.â
Just as the cheerful mood among them was peakingâ
Clink. The clear sound of champagne glasses colliding startled the group of young men in the middle of their conversation.
âExcuse me.â
Even after seeing the man who had bumped glasses with one of them without permission, everyone simply backed away without saying a word.
Though they had all just heard someone mutter, âShit, a mad dog,â they pretended not to notice and offered polite greetings.
âHm, long time no see. I hear your business is doing well.â
âThanks to you.â
Perhaps intimidated by the opponent standing at least two head-lengths taller than them, they all clamped their clamshell mouths shut, unlike just a moment before.
Looking down at them collectively, Junhyuk swallowed his champagne in one gulp and pushed the chest of the man in front of him with his index finger.
It was the same bastard who had been casually talking about pumping and dumping just moments ago.
âIâd like to join that game, too. If you lose, how about coughing up both your eyeballs?â
It was a casual tone, but the content was anything else.
Knowing Junhyukâs track record, everyoneâs faces turned pale.
ââŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚAh man, Han Junhyuk, itâs been a while, why are you making such a bloody joke?â
âHey, hey, he was just playing around with words.â
Like crawfish siding with their own kind, they were busy defending each other.
The man, whose lips twitched awkwardly, quickly excused himself, saying it looked like another acquaintance had arrived.
After that, the group dissolved in an instant. The sound of applause could be heard from the front, signaling the start of the event.
âWe will now hear welcoming remarks from Assemblyman Yoon Junghwan, the host of this event.â
At the hostâs words, Junhyuk annoyedly swept back his hair and picked up a new glass of champagne.
âHe should take better care of his own fish-eyes instead of running his mouthâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ.â
He shouldnât have stepped foot here in the first place to avoid seeing such a mess; everything about this was annoying.
No matter how he thought about it, the real âmad dogsâ werenât him, but them. The only difference was whether they foamed at the mouth outwardly or not.
Just then, his cell phone vibrated inside his pocket, and pulling it out, he answered.
âThis is Han Junhyuk.â
Even amid the noise, the callerâs voice pierced ruthlessly into his ear.
Fierce creases naturally formed between his brows.
Why are you answering your motherâs call so coldly?
âIâve arrived, so Iâm hanging up.â
Really?! Then you and Yoon SeohahâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ.
While his mother was still speaking, Junhyuk unilaterally terminated the call and switched off his phone.
Judging by the brightened, blooming tone of her voice just now, he figured this much was enough.
He decided to endure just ten more minutes here.
The problem was that things in this world always managed to miss expectations.






