Chapter 08 …
Lord Winchester raised his head and looked at me in silence. Despite the suddenness of my call, there was no surprise or curiosity on his face.
His expression was like that of a mannequinâblank. Even his good looks were almost inhuman.
âWould it be possible to see Miss Daniel before I go?â
ââŚWhy are you asking for Daniel?â
My request must have been quite unexpected, because for the first time, Lord Winchester hesitated. He even stared at me, as if trying to size me up. His gaze was the same as that nightâsharp, as though he could see right through me.
âI wanted to say hello in advance. One day, out of the blue, her father gets married and a woman whoâs not her mother suddenly claims to beâof course the child would be confused.â
âThat is possible. Then, I will leave it to you.â
Lord Winchester nodded slightly, granting his permission.
âIs Miss Daniel in her room on the second floor?â
âProbably.â
âThank you.â
This time, I finally left Lord Winchesterâs study.
âDaniel?â
When I knocked on the door, the sounds from inside abruptly stopped. Unsure if the silence was an invitation to enter or not, I waited for a momentâthen the door swung open.
âWho are you?â
Is it true that employees resemble their employers? It wasnât Daniel at the door, but a maid with a sharp voice and suspicious eyes that scanned me up and down. A strange thought crossed my mind: maybe when I become the mistress of this house, everyoneâs presence will fade away, and thatâs why Camellia Manor is rumored to be a ghost mansion.
âI came to see Daniel. Sheâs not in?â
âAnd who are you to be looking for the young lady?â
So many questions, and yet no one was answering mine. I hadnât visited many homes since arriving here, but Iâd at least seen the maids in my own home and at Sister Sophiaâs. Compared to them, this one was incredibly rude.
âIâm Naeri of House Pomots, here to see Daniel.â
ââŚThe young lady is not in her room right now.â
Once I revealed my identity, the thorns in the maidâs voice softenedâslightly. Not that they disappeared completely. It was like going from the prick of a rose to the irritating snag of a burdock burr.
âThen where is she?â
âShe goes to the garden while I clean.â
âIsnât that backwards? Itâs not that the young lady leaves so you can cleanâitâs that you clean when sheâs out.â
âSame difference, isnât it?â
She scoffed as if I were spouting nonsense. I bit my tongue, though I wanted to say, âI may look ordinary, but Iâm still the daughter of a baron, while youâdespite serving a noble houseâare just a maid.â I held that back too.
âWhatâs your name?â
I simply asked for her name instead.
âWhy?â
âWhat is your name?â
âWhy are you asking for it?â
Apparently, this maid was only good at asking questions, not answering them. This wasnât a game of table tennisâwe werenât here to rally questions endlessly. Iâd rather find Daniel than waste time in this nonsense exchange.
âForget it.â
I shook my head, ending the conversation. A smug glint crossed the maidâs face, as if she had just won against a noble lady.
Fine. Letâs see if you still look at me that way next month.
I committed her face to memory and turned away.
The Camellia Manorâs garden was large, but finding Daniel wasnât hard.
âAck! So bright! Sheâs glowing over there!â
Under the apple tree, a bright little bundle of light dazzled me, making me instinctively squint. I took a deep breath. Whew! Inhale⌠exhale. I had to calm myselfâif I breathed too heavily in front of Daniel, Iâd look like some kind of creep. One more slow breath⌠whooo~ haaah~
âHi, Daniel?â
âAhâŚ! Hello!â
Daniel, who had been sitting under the tree, head bowed and fidgeting with something, immediately stood up when she heard my voice. When she saw my face, she jumped to her feet and gave me a polite bow, showing off the cutest little back of her head.
So. Incredibly. Cute.
âWhat were you doing?â
âI saw a flower ring in a book and tried to make one⌠but itâs not working well.â
Looking down, I saw several clovers in front of her. Some were already crushed, others had their blossoms snapped off.
Just imagining her trying to fumble with those tiny flowers using those tiny hands made my heart thud with overwhelming cuteness.
âWant me to help?â
I sat beside her, and she quickly settled next to me. Distracted by her radiant cuteness, I hadnât noticed until now that she was wearing that same shabby old dress as before.
âLetâs see~â
I picked out the two prettiest and fullest flowers from the bunch. Then, with my thumbnail, I pressed gently just below one blossom. Carefully, I opened a small slit in the stem.
ââŚWow!â
Daniel leaned in, eyes wide with wonder at the small hole I made so easily. Adorable.
âItâs not that hard. You just press in the middle with your nailâŚâ
I stopped mid-explanation when I saw her fingernails. Or rather, the lack of them.
Danielâs nails were frayed and chewed down, not even a trace of the white edge remained. They looked so damaged it hurt just to look at them.
There was no way she could press into clover stems with nails like that.
âAhâŚâ
Noticing my gaze, Daniel quickly balled her little hands into fists and glanced up at me nervously.
Tears began to well up in her eyes, perhaps thinking I would scold her.
I hadnât meant to make her cryâŚ
âCan I see your hand?â
Turning away, I took another clover and threaded it through the hole I had made.
âDaniel, do you know what clovers mean in flower language?â
I quickly changed the subject to stop her from crying. Sometimes a distraction could dry tears faster than comfort.
âWhat do they mean?â
Her voice trembled slightly. But she was curious.
âEach flower has its own meaning. Thatâs called the âflower language.ââ
Daniel looked at me with wide, curious eyes, as if this was the first sheâd ever heard of such a thing.
I smiled at her, then looked down at her little hand. Her fingers were too short for a ring to stay in place, so insteadâ
âClovers mean happiness.â
I gently tied the clovers around her chubby little wrist, adjusting the pressure until Iâd made a beautiful flower bracelet.
âAll done! Now this bracelet will bring you happiness.â
âWaaah!â
Her smile finally returned, bright and full of joy, replacing the tears that had threatened to spill.
âHow did you do that?â
âIâll teach you next time. When your nails grow back nice and pretty.â
At that, Daniel quickly curled her hands again. Even that little gesture was adorable.
âIâm sorry. They said chewing nails is something ill-mannered people doâŚâ
âWell⌠Itâs not very hygienic. There are lots of bad germs under your nails. If those go into your mouth, it could make your tummy hurt. Or your head. And that would be sad.â
âWho would be sad?â
âHm?â
âIf I get sick, who would be sad?â
ââŚâ
âThereâs no one who would be.â
She asked so innocently, as if genuinely curious.
âI would be.â
I reached out and gently plucked a leaf from her hair.
âBecause Iâm going to be your mother.â
âMotherâŚ?â
Daniel repeated the word slowly, as if it were completely foreign to her.
âYeah. But if that feels awkward, you can call me whatever you like.â
Though the leaf was long gone, I found myself still stroking her soft, shining hair.
âLetâs take good care of each other, Daniel.â
To my future daughter, I smiled brightly..






