Chapter 05 …
âHuh?â
I couldnât quite grasp what Lord Winchester had just said. In the first place, I had been puzzled by the letter and summons he sent.
I had assumed he had fully confirmed my identity and perhaps wanted to apologize for his rudeness that day, which is why I came to Camellia Manor.
And maybeâjust maybeâI might get to see Daniel again. That tiny hope brought me here too.
âMarriage?â
But marriage? Out of nowhere?
âWho⌠who is getting married to whom?â
There was no way Lord Winchester had called me here just to chat idly about someone elseâs wedding.
But still, I couldnât help askingâjust in case. Surely not⌠surely not! Right?
âItâs a marriage proposal from Baron Pomotts.â
Instead of answering, he took a sheet of paper from a drawer and handed it to me. I quickly snatched it up.
On it, Baron Pomottsâmy fatherâhad written his hope for a marriage between his second daughter, Naeri de Pomotts, and Count Lorinus de Winchester.
It even included a veiled criticism, saying that any man should naturally take responsibility for his actions, and that as a knight, he hoped Lord Winchester wasnât a coward who would shirk such a duty.
âI donât understand what he means by âtaking responsibilityâ just because Iâm a man.â
âExactly. There must be some sort of misunderstandingâŚâ
And then it hit meâSophiaâs fussiness a few days ago, my motherâs pale complexion. I also remembered my father telling my mother not to worry too much, that a reply would come soon, and that it might all turn out for the best.
Like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle, all those memories clicked into place and formed a clear picture.
They had made a ridiculous and outrageous assumption!
âIâm sorry, Lord Winchester. Thereâs been a big misunderstanding. Iâll take care of it, so please donât worry too much.â
I quickly crumpled up the letter and gave Lord Winchester a forced smile. He simply stared at me with a stony expression, unaffected by my embarrassment or my smile, as if none of this concerned him at all.
âWell, of course it doesnât concern him.â
Just as I was starting to feel resentful at how indifferent he seemed, I pulled myself together. Naturally, this must have felt like a bolt from the blue for him.
He was young, handsome, and wealthyâa count, no less. Sure, he had a child, but he was officially a single man with a clean record. As my mother always said, Lord Winchester was one of the most eligible bachelors in the Empire.
Why would someone like him be interested in a mere baronâs daughter like me? Especially one whoâd been caught sneaking around his house? A silly girl who came to Camellia Manor grinning like a fool just because she might get to see Daniel again?
âWhy would they think that?â
âWellâŚâ
I couldnât answer him right away. Saying it was because my sister mistook the bandage on my neck (from a scratch he caused) for a hickey would only damage her dignity as the lady of the Goport household.
And admitting they thought I had a one-night stand at a ball would be even worseâit would raise questions about the Pomotts familyâs upbringing and imply my parents thought Lord Winchester was that kind of man.
Worst of all, if any of this got out as gossip, it would be a complete scandal for our family.
âI canât let that happen. Theyâve all been so good to me.â
I recalled everything the Pomotts family had done for me. My mother had cried with relief when I first woke up. My father, holding back his own tears, had comforted her.
My brother had told me again and again how grateful he was I was alive. My sister-in-law had held my hand tightly. My little niece had looked at me with innocent eyes and asked, âAuntie, auntie, no more owies?â
My sister had nursed me with great care, and her husband brought armfuls of things supposedly good for my health. Even my younger brother had quietly placed fresh flowers by my bed.
That care and love were so overwhelming, I couldnât bear to tell them I wasnât really their daughter. Even this whole misunderstanding had happened because they were so concerned for me and worried about my future.
I couldnât bring shame or trouble to them.
ââŚActually, Iâve been in love with you, Lord Winchester.â
So I blurted out a love confession to the man standing before me.
ââŚâŚâ
Even at that sudden confession, Lord Winchesterâs expression didnât change. What? Did he not believe me?
âI couldnât eat, couldnât sleep, and cried all night thinking about you. My father must have seen how heartbroken I was and sent the proposal out of concern.â
To hell with it!
I added more layers to my lie.
âWhen did you even see me?â
âWhen I saw you at the ball, I fell for you at first sight. My heart raced from the moment I laid eyes on you.â
âIf someoneâs holding a sword to your neck, anyoneâs heart would race. Are you sure you didnât confuse that feeling?â
âIt wasnât just that moment. Even after I returned home, your face stayed in my mind. My heart kept pounding, and I cried myself to sleep thinking Iâd never see you again!â
It seemed like he didnât believe me, so I desperately pulled out every clichĂŠ side-effect of unrequited love to persuade him. I just wanted him to believe my confession. That way, it would make sense that my father, unable to bear seeing his lovesick daughter suffer, took matters into his own hands.
After all, not every proposal was accepted. It was a marriage proposal, not a duel challenge.
So if Lord Winchester rejected me, this would simply go down as a silly little episode about a baronâs daughter who dared to fall in love with a count.
He frowned slightly. A wrinkle formed between his brows, and he narrowed his eyes suspiciously. For a moment, a flicker of emotion passed through his otherwise cold blue eyes.
ââŚVery well.â
âThank goodness!â
I sighed with relief as Lord Winchester finally gave a response. Now I could ask him to write a polite rejection letter. Iâd have to explain things to my parents, but at least the Pomotts name wouldnât be dragged through the mud.
âLetâs get married.â
ââŚPardon?â
That sigh of relief I had just exhaled was sucked right back in.
âI said, letâs get married, Lady Naeri.â
As I stared blankly at him, Lord Winchester repeated himself.
âW-Wait a moment!â
Stop! Hold on! Time out!
At his sudden proposalâno, acceptanceâno, a total bolt from the blue! I slammed the brakes.
âMarriage? You and I?â
âYes. Letâs marry.â
He said it so flatly, without even a hint of romance. Honestly, he looked more like someone announcing a maidâs dismissal than proposing.
âWhy?â
âWhat do you mean, why?â
âWhy would you marry me?â
âYouâre the one who suggested it first.â
âWell, thatâs true, butâŚâ
That was a misunderstanding.
âDidnât you say you were in love with me?â
âThatâs also true, butâŚâ
That was a complete lie.
âThen thereâs no problem, is there?â
There are so many problems!
âBut wouldnât marrying me be a huge loss for you? I mean, Iâm just a baronâs daughter from a poor familyânowhere near the level of the Winchester house.â
âMarriage isnât a business deal. So thereâs no such thing as âlossâ here.â
Thatâs too morally correctâI canât argue with that!
âAlso, Iâm not even that pretty. Iâm really average-looking. So much so that people often forget Iâm there.â
âA personâs worth isnât in their looks.â
Seriously? Couldnât you just reject me in a more superficial, selfish way?
âThereâs one crucial issue. While I may be head-over-heels for you, youâre not in love with me!â
ââŚâŚâ
Yes! Finally, that mouth that only speaks righteous truths has shut up!
âŚBut why do I feel oddly insulted?
No, itâs fine! My pride doesnât matter right now!
âIâŚâ
His mouth, finally silent, began to open again.






