Chapter : 02
âLetâs get married.â
Lennanâs voice continued to echo in Sheilaâs head.
An aide, standing in for the busy duke, explained their plans for the future, but she couldnât hear a word of it.
Her mind was filled with nothing but his voice.
Then Sheila felt a sense of dĂŠjĂ vu and searched through her memories.
Where had I heard this voice before?
âThe masquerade ball?â
The masquerade ball that had been the biggest topic of interest during last yearâs social season came to mind.
She remembered the ball she had attended only because of her fatherâs insistence.
Her viscount father had handed her a dress he claimed to have borrowed from an acquaintance and told her to somehow attract the attention of the men.
The black mask and blood-red dress were so extravagant that they were more than enough to draw everyoneâs attention without her having to make any effort.
This is too muchâŚ
The overly puffed sleeves of the dress felt awkward, and Sheila repeatedly touched her shoulders.
The neckline was also so deeply cut that it looked as though her breasts might spill out at any moment, making her terribly uncomfortable.
She apologized to the men who approached her and chose to become one with the flowers decorating the wall.
Father will make a huge fuss if he finds out.
Even knowing that, Sheila couldnât bring herself to gather the courage.
Even though she was hiding behind a mask, she couldnât stop thinking that this was not a place where she belonged.
As she was killing time, a man wearing a blue feathered mask extended his hand toward her.
A black shawl was draped over his hand.
âYou seem uncomfortable.â
ââŚTh-thank you.â
Sheila stared blankly at the shawl, then hurriedly took it before his hand could become awkward.
Why did the soft texture make her heart feel so gentle?
A small smile bloomed on Sheilaâs lips, which had remained stiff the entire evening.
Even while she wrapped the shawl around herself, the man did not leave.
When she looked up at him curiously, he extended his hand once again.
âWould you dance with me?â
Drawn in by his quiet voice, Sheila took his hand.
The final song of the ball was being played at that moment.
Before she knew it, she was standing on the dance floor, moving her stiff body according to his familiar lead.
She concentrated with all her might so she wouldnât make a mistake.
Because of that, she completely forgot to exchange even a single word with him during the dance.
His voice sounds so similar. Could he really have been the duke?
Imagining the face that had been hidden behind the blue mask made Sheilaâs heart flutter.
I should have talked to him more.
If he really was the dukeâŚ
Then perhaps it was fate.
What color were his eyes?
âě °ěźëź? âŚě °ěźëź!â
ââŚYes?â
âWhat are you thinking about so deeplyâŚ! Iâve asked you several times if youâre all right!â
âAh, Iâm sorry. Iâm fine.â
âPull yourself together!â
At her fatherâs scolding, Sheila instinctively hunched her shoulders.
Displeased by the sight, the viscount clicked his tongue and frowned.
Donovan, who had been watching the father and daughter, also showed a look of disapproval.
A small sigh escaped his lips.
âIf Lady ě °ěźëź is all right, then we can omit the wedding ceremony andâŚâ
âT-the wedding ceremony?â
Startled, Sheila turned toward Donovan and asked again.
When her wide-open eyes were directed at him, he too spoke in a puzzled voice.
âYou said you were all right, didnât you?â
âAh, thatâŚâ
She had thought he was asking whether she was all right because she had been lost in thought.
But to omit the wedding ceremony?
It was something she had never heard of in her lifeâno, something she had never even imagined.
Would anyone actually be able to happily say they were fine when asked such a question?
I may be an inadequate match compared to the ducal family, but even soâŚ
Unlike what she felt inside, the words she wanted to say merely circled around in her mouth.
Unable to speak easily, she only moved her lips, but she could feel her fatherâs sharp gaze.
Even without turning to look at him, she could imagine the expression on his face.
It probably wasnât much different from the gaze of Donovan sitting across from her.
She was too embarrassed to admit that she had been lost in thought during a meeting to discuss such an important matter, so she simply kept her mouth shut.
âIt seems sheâs lost her mind at the thought of becoming the duchess. In any case, weâre perfectly fine with everything, so decide whatever else is convenient for His Grace and let us know. Weâll follow your decision.â
âIf that is what you wish, then we shall do so. Iâll contact you again.â
Donovan watched silently as the two of them left the drawing room under the guidance of the butler.
He kept sighing.
This doesnât seem right.
A marriage like this would be good for neither the Higgins ducal family nor the young lady of House Rivebrook.
Rubbing the stiff muscles at the back of his neck, Donovan headed toward the study where Lennan was.
âYour Grace, are you really going through with this marriage?â
âDo you have a problem with it?â
âN-no, rather than a problem, I simply wish you could find a family that would be a little more suitable for Your Grace and the Higgins ducal familyâŚâ
Despite flinching at Lennanâs intimidating presence, Donovan said what he had to say.
Lennan put down the pen he had been holding and rested his chin on his hand.
âTell me what you donât like.â
âI-it has nothing to do with my personal feelingsâŚâ
âTell me.â
Under the gaze of a predator watching its prey, Donovan swallowed nervously.
Is it really all right to be honest?
For a moment, he imagined Sheila as the duchess.
Her looking completely intimidated, with not even the slightest trace of dignity.
Her standing beside the duke as though she were his personal maid rather than his duchess.
Ah, this really isnât right.
After hesitating, he squeezed his eyes shut and blurted out everything that had been on his mind.
âLady Sheila, the daughter of Viscount Rivebrook, is⌠far too timid. I have doubts about whether she will be able to properly manage the ducal household alongside Your Grace as its mistress. I would need to look further into Viscount Rivebrook as well, but judging from the character he has shown so far, I fear it may be difficult to maintain a relationship we can trust, and alsoâŚâ
I really shouldnât have said anything.
With no particular reaction from Lennan other than simply looking at him, Donovanâs voice naturally trailed off.
Unlike the worried Donovan, Lennan spoke as though it were nothing of importance.
âThatâs precisely why sheâs perfect.â
âPardon?â
âI donât need a mistress of the household. I need the fact that Iâm married.â
Lennan cast a cold gaze at the piles of marriage proposals.
Donovan, realizing what he meant, scratched his head.
âIt wonât make much difference. There will be plenty of women willing to throw themselves at you even if you only take them as mistresses.â
âAh, finally, Iâll be able to publicly humiliate those disgusting people right to their faces.â
âYour Grace.â
âDonovan, I have no intention of changing my mind, so Iâd appreciate it if youâd stop whining.â
Troubled, Donovan rubbed his face.
Who decides on a marriage like this?
Lennan had already turned his attention back to the documents and waved his hand dismissively.
âI have work to do, so get out of here already.â
There was probably no one capable of breaking that stubbornness of his, either.
Donovan bowed his head and left the study.
Through the gap of the closing door, he could see Lennan completely absorbed in his work.
That workaholic.
He shuddered and closed the door.
The only person troubled by the fact that he was about to become a newlywed was Donovan.
âIs it really happening this suddenly?â
âWhat do you mean, suddenly! Sheâs becoming the duchess. The sooner, the better!â
Beside her excited, grinning husband, Viscount Rivebrookâs wife looked at her daughter Sheila with sorrowful eyes.
She knew that her husband had been scattering marriage proposals all over the capital, but she had never expected that her daughter would actually end up getting married.
Her daughter was so lovely that she was precious enough to place in her eyes, but to be honest, their modest viscountcy was hardly an attractive marriage prospect.
Besides, Viscount Rivebrookâs wife was frail, and she wantedâno, she selfishly wishedâto spend as much time with her daughter as possible.
But being told that her daughter was to enter the ducal household immediately without even having a wedding ceremony was bitter indeed, especially from the perspective of a mother.
âStill⌠we should at least have a small wedding ceremonyâŚâ
âWhat are you talking about! No matter how small we make it, thereâs no way we could afford to hold one befitting a ducal family!â
The viscount shouted as he glanced out the window.
In front of the viscountâs residence, a ducal carriage sent by the Duke of Higgins was waiting for Sheila.
The enormous crest of the ducal family gleamed in the sunlight, proudly asserting its presence.
It moved him so much that it felt like a reward for all his desperate efforts.
At last, God is reaching out to this Rivebrook once again!
âWhere could we find such good fortune in our circumstances? Thanks to this, we get to marry her off without spending a single penny!â
âBut if we really send Sheila away empty-handed and she ends up being dislikedâŚâ
âHaha! That will never happen. I clearly saw sparks flying from the dukeâs eyes the moment he saw Sheila! He must have fallen for her at first sight. Thereâs no way heâll dislike her.â
Listening to her parentsâ conversation, Sheila had no way of hiding the turmoil in her heart.
She merely bit her lip and lowered her head, pretending to busy herself with packing her belongings.
Perhaps because he felt apologetic about omitting the wedding ceremony, the duke had demanded nothing from the viscountâs family.
Part of her wondered if this was really all right, yet another part of her felt relieved.
What shameless, brazen relief.
The small bag containing nothing but a few dresses and pairs of shoes felt as heavy as a lump of stone.
âIâm all ready.â
She lifted her head with a bright smile, hoping to ease the burden weighing on her motherâs heart.
Please, donât worry too much.
âThen letâs hurry downstairs!â
Following the viscount, who strode ahead, Sheila held her motherâs hand as they walked.
Her motherâs bony, thin hand kept trembling.
âMother, Iâm all right. Iâll be fine.â
âIâm sorry, Sheila.â
âPlease donât be. Itâs not like Iâm being dragged somewhere.â
Viscount Rivebrookâs wife gave a bitter smile.
There was no way she could fail to know that her delicate daughter was pretending to be brave in order to reassure her.
She gently patted the hand of the daughter she was holding tightly.
âAll right. If things ever become difficult, come home anytime.â
âYes, I will.â
After Sheilaâs answer, a heavy silence fell.
Whether because they felt sorry or because they feared they might cry, neither of them could bring themselves to speak.
A marriage that should have been a source of joy was not joyful at all.
âSheila, you must do well. Youâre the Duchess of Higgins now. Donât forget that.â
âYesâŚâ
The viscount, who had already reached the large four-wheeled carriage, patted her shoulder and gave her his warning.
Even after hearing Sheilaâs answer, he somehow still looked dissatisfied.
âTsk. She needs to know how to act affectionate and flatter him, tooâŚâ
âDear! You shouldnât say things like thatâŚâ
âEven if the duke has fallen for you, a manâs feelings can cool quickly. If you really canât do that, at least try to have an heir as soon as possible. Even if youâre a wife he doesnât like, he wonât cast you aside so easily if youâre carrying his child.â
Despite his wifeâs attempts to stop him, the viscount continued speaking to the very end.
Sheila tightened her grip on her bag as though afraid she might drop it.
Even though she wanted to let her fatherâs words go in one ear and out the other, they became tangled messily in her heart.
âAnd one more thing.â
The viscount stepped closer and whispered quietly into Sheilaâs ear.
âDonât say a single word to the duke about the dreams you have. There isnât a single person who would feel good after hearing such useless nonsense.â






