Chapter : 78
Pession demanded indignantly, as if he were the one being wronged.
â I have to go help Arellin with her training. Why is the Grand Duke stopping me?â
âI never really stopped youâŚâ
It must have been one of the security measures that had been tightened around the mansion. Surely Mehenâs doing.
Grand Duke Halbernâs gaze lingered on the still-young Crown Prince. Normally, he would have brushed it off and gone on his way, but now a strange curiosity arose.
For someone asking for a favor, the boyâs attitude was anything but polite. And why was he glaring at him so openly?
That mysterious hostility was almost⌠pleasing. Call it whimsy, if nothing else.
âGranting permission isnât difficult.â
âThen, right awayââ
âIf youâll just answer one question, Iâll grant it.â
Pession blinked, caught off guard. That expression made him look his age for once, and Halbern barely kept himself from laughing.
âWhat is it?â
âIâm curious why you keep looking at me with that expression.â
âWhat expression?â
âLike youâre staring at garbage.â
The blunt remark made Pession flinch. It felt like his innermost thoughts had been exposed. But at the same time, he was puzzled.
âWhy would he care about that?â
Determined to understand, Pession glared back at the Grand Duke.
But the manâs eyes and expression revealed nothing. Even while smiling pleasantly, there was an unshakable wall, a presence that could not be handled lightly.
For a young Crown Prince, still ignorant of the world, this was an opponent far beyond his reach.
âIs it so hard to answer?â
Pessionâs face hardened.
âI just donât like you.â
âOh dear.â
Halbernâs reply carried no hint of regret.
âAnd why is that?â
âBecause you neglected Arellin.â
The firm answer made Halbernâs eyes flicker with interest.
âDo you even know what Arellin likes?â
Of course he wouldnât.
He had only met her three times.
Even if he couldnât read much else, Pession had at least read that much, and his face twisted with anger.
âHow could you not know? Why⌠why did you leave her alone?â
âI never left her alone.â
âThatâs no different from leaving her alone!â
Pession recalled the first time he had seen Arellin.
Alone, tucked away somewhere in the Crown Princeâs garden, hugging her small body to herself, simply waiting for time to pass.
The next time, she was staring endlessly out the window of a silent mansion, as though she might vanish at any moment.
âWhy do you make her wear that expression?â
He hadnât liked it back then either, but now remembering it made his heart ache as though it would tear apart.
Perhaps it was because he liked Arellin even more now than he had then.
âIf you make Arellin cry, I wonât forgive you. Even if youâre the Grand Duke, I wonât.â
The childish declaration was filled with such raw emotion that Halbern almost welcomed it.
âAnd if Iâm not forgiven, what then?â
âIâll take revenge.â
Even as the boy declared himself his enemy, Halbern only laughed as if watching some adorable play-acting.
That attitude made Pession even angrier.
Wasnât he being mocked?
âInteresting.â
Halbernâs eyes gleamed with genuine curiosity.
âAnd what is Arellin to you, Your Highness?â
Pessionâs mouth snapped shut.
His head filled with confusion. If he had to put it into words, a friend? But he didnât want to be just a friend. He wanted something closer.
A place where he could always be beside her, where interfering in her every matter was allowed.
Like⌠family?
âRight, I wanted to be her dad.â
But Arellin hadnât allowed that.
ThenâŚ
âSheâs nothing.â
Pession answered with a sulky tone.
âNothing, yet youâd take revenge on me?â
âYes. I would.â
ââŚâ
âBecause I like her.â
Halbern observed the boyâs unyielding eyes, unwilling to back down, and fell into momentary thought.
Behind them, Graham despaired, suffered, and nearly collapsed from overhearing this nonsensical exchangeâbut neither of the two cared.
Pession declared proudly, as if issuing a challenge:
âIf you donât act like a proper dad, Iâll take that spot from you.â
â?â
âIf you donât want me to steal your place, then do better!â
At last, the Grand Duke burst out laughing.
What on earth had he just heard?
âDid Your Highness also want to take Mehen as your wife?â
âWhat?!â
The Grand Duke laughed so hard he choked, while Pession scowled, completely unaware of the context.
âWhy are you laughing?!â
âOh, trulyâŚâ
This was too entertaining.
If he had known coming to the capital would be this fun, he would have done so sooner.
âIâll be looking forward to it,â Halbern said, smiling warmly as he wiped tears from the corners of his eyes.
âTruly.â
âUgh.â
To be cheered on by the very man he had just declared war on⌠Pession couldnât help but feel like he had lost somehow.
Pession, mysterious defeatâ1 loss.
The Saren Knights returned from the northern fortress through the gate.
Officially, it was their first vacation in six years. Though technically on standby, ready to be recalled to the north at any time, none of them cared about such trivialities.
âVacation! Vacation!â
âAnd right during Founding Festival week!â
âWeâll eat, drink, and party at last!â
Some had their eyes gleaming with greed as crowds gathered to buy their share of dragon byproducts.
âDragons! If we can catch a dragon, weâll strike it rich!â
âDragons are all in the Abyss. You planning to go alone?â
âWith our lord around, what does it matter! Jaren, youâre joining too, right?â
âShut up, savages. Lay a single finger on a poor dragon and see what happens.â
As befitted knights directly under Valer, the Saren Knights were loud, unruly, and chaotic. Watching them, Mehen only smiled faintly.
Even Jaren, whom she had thought the most normal of them, had come back with a few screws loose.
âIâll found it. The Dragon Protection Society.â
Mehen gave up trying to understand.
After all, you did not engage with lunatics, eccentrics, or oddballs.
âSo, whereâs our lord?â
âHe hasnât even looked at us since we came.â
âBet heâs in the portrait studio again. Every time he comes home, he goes straight there.â
Those who knew the Grand Duke well were already familiar with this.
âWhat, did he smear honey all over the place?â
âOr maybe heâs got a lover hidden there?â
Their idle chatter quickly turned toward a single topic.
After all, this was the capital mansion.
The very place where their idol, Arellin, resided.
âThe young lady?!â
âI want to see her in person! My heart might explode! Is she really as cute as the recordings?!â
âAh, my heartâs racing. Just how adorable is she?â
After six years of surviving only on the video records Mehen had sent, the Saren Knightsâ pent-up adoration overflowed.
Mehenâs face hardened.
âGet lost, you ruffians.â
She would never allow such men anywhere near her daughter.
My daughter will be protected by me.
It was overwhelming.
For some reason, wherever I went lately, I kept seeing strange people clinging to the windows.
Even though this was the second floor.
âAre they ghosts?â
I tried desperately to pretend I didnât notice, but Yuni snapped.
âMy lady, theyâre at it again! Go before I report them to Sir Mehen!â
âEek!â
Judging from the way she physically exorcised them with her palm, they clearly werenât ghosts.
âAre you all right?â
âY-yes.â
Mehen came over belatedly, scooping me protectively into her arms.
âWho are they?â
âNo one worth your concern.â
But they were concerning!
Noticing my expression, Mehen clicked her tongue quietly.
âThe Saren Knights have returned.â
âI see.â
âYou can ignore them.â
ââŚOkay.â
Now that I thought about it, all those strange people Iâd seen recently had been wearing uniforms. Meeting Mehenâs gaze, I found her eyes filled with worry.
âIâm fine.â
ââŚâ
âReally.â
My mom just worried too much.
Smiling, I hugged her, and heard her soft sigh.
âIf itâs hard, you can say so.â
âItâs really not.â
There had never been days as comfortable as these.
No training, no stalkers, no troublesome twins or Pession, no need to go out. If not for the turmoil inside me, it would have been perfect.
âRight now, Pession is probablyâŚâ
No! Stop thinking about him.
Stop thinking about that boy!
But if stopping were that easy, I wouldnât be this tormented.
âMehen.â
âYes.â
âHave you ever liked someone before?â
â?â
Mehenâs eyes trembled slightly as she looked at me.






