Chapter : 11
Mehen gently pressed his fevered forehead. His body, already dysfunctional, had gotten worse from recent sleepless nights, but it was the frayed nerves that were the real issue.
The chaotic atmosphere of the mansion was probably his fault. Entirely his. Howeverâ
âButler General.â
âYes, Lord Mehen. Please speak.â
âDo I really have to worry about things like this too?â
Publicly, Mehen was in charge of this capital mansion, but while he managed the estateâs assets, it was Gregory, the head butler, who handled all personnel matters.
Naturally so. There was no way Mehen could manage over five hundred employees by himself.
âI apologize, Lord Mehen.â
âYou should be sorry, Butler General.â
Mehenâs voice was ice-cold.
âDo you realize how much todayâs incident has tarnished the Halbern name?â
ââŚâŚâ
The Halbern name wasnât so fragile that it would falter from such petty gossip. In other words, it wasnât a family that should be embroiled in such scandal.
This incident probably wouldnât leak outsideâbut the fact that it happened at all was the problem.
âAnd frankly, thatâs not even the real issue.â
Mehen was fully aware of his own value and importance.
A key figure holding dozens of major offices. The sole person with a direct connection to the Duke of Halbern.
And who was the Duke of Halbern?
âThe only duke with power rivaling the imperial family.â
Naturally, Halbern had countless enemiesâexternal and internal alike.
Why else would the Halbern family proverb be: âDonât even trust your own father.â
âWas this a ploy to shake Halbern?â
Though the target appeared to be Arellin, Mehen knew he was the true aim of this incident.
Because in this mansion, Arellin was the only Achillesâ heel he couldnât control.
âIâve been too shaken lately.â
Mehen rubbed his face dryly.
Uncharacteristic of him. Even if it was because of Arellinâs sudden change in attitude, his emotional upheaval had been too much.
âAm I getting old?â
Maybe it was time to retire.
Would his damned liege even allow him to retire when he couldnât even leave work on time? Still, Mehen clung to a sliver of hope.
âIâll clean up todayâs mess myself.â
âYouâll have to do it cleanly. Iâd like to keep seeing you around for a long time, Butler General.â
Gregoryâs rising lip faltered slightly at Mehenâs painted-on smile.
These days, people didnât get killed over insulting noblesâbut they did get slapped with massive fines.
Their reputations would be destroyed, their employment opportunities gone, and theyâd spend the rest of their miserable lives regretting that moment.
Even if they got lucky and found work, Halbern had the power to strip even that away.
âWell then, shall we find out who had the gall to pull this little stunt?â
He was already burning with anger and now had a target to unleash it on.
He was just about to hunt down the legal troublemakers and wring them dry to blow off some steamâ
Bang! The door slammed open and Dylan burst in.
âLord Mehenâ!â
âMy hearing isnât gone, Dylan. What is it? I donât recall teaching you to barge in like that.â
âThatâs not the problem! Lord Mehen, right nowâ!â
âManners are always a priority. Do you need retraining?â
âMiss Arellin has collapsed!â
âYouâre still not thinking clearly⌠What?â
Catching his breath from running, Dylan shouted again.
âMiss Arellin has collapsed!â
Mehen stood frozen, stunned for a secondâthen shot to his feet.
Fortunately, when Arellin collapsed, Uniâher personal nurseâwas right there. That prevented the situation from worsening.
âWhereâs the physician?!â
âHeâs been summoned!â
âShould we contact the Mage Tower?â
âWouldnât it be best to alert the Temple too?â
While the butlers debated in a panic, Uni calmly examined Arellinâs condition.
âSheâs already showing signs of a seizureâŚâ
Carefully managed for years, Arellin hadnât shown symptoms like these in a long timeâbut now the dormant power in her small body was showing signs of going berserk.
Mehen arrived late and demanded harshly:
âWhatâs her condition?!â
âI-I donât know. She collapsed suddenly, and now sheâs seizingâŚâ
âWhatâs the physician doing?!â
âHe just examined her and went to prepare the medicine. He said tonight might be difficultâŚâ
Mehen ran a hand through his hair, scowling.
âWhy is she seizing all of a suddenâŚ?â
âThe physician said it could be due to extreme emotional stress from todayâs incident, or possibly due to an underlying illness. Sheâs not in great health to begin with, even with the medication.â
âMedication. Rightâthe meds. Did she take them?â
âPardon? Y-yes, she did, but⌠huh?â
Uni suddenly opened her eyes wide.
âWait a moment!â
What now? Mehen sighed deeply, his brow furrowed.
He felt like he should follow Uni. He began to move whenâ
âââ
A small, faint voice.
So faint, no one could have heard it without straining.
But Mehen heard itâand froze as if something inside him had broken.
ââŚMomâŚâ
When the Duke of Halbern first brought home a child, the publicâs murky curiosity turned in one direction.
âWho on earth is the mother of this child?â
An unmarried duke showing up with a baby sent imaginations running wild.
Some said the child was a prostituteâs. Others claimed she was a noble-born bastard. Still others insisted she was the result of a secret affair.
Mehen gave credence to none of those theories.
âThe misanthropic Duke of Halbern with a lover? Or a mistress? Please. Saying he reproduced asexually would be more convincing.â
The child was unquestionably of Halbern blood. The familyâs guardian stoneâreactive only to true bloodâhad resonated with Arellin.
Thatâs why the rumors that she might not be the dukeâs child died off, and only curiosity about the mother remained.
Some even speculated she was the product of true love.
âWriting romance novels about the Duke of Halbern now? Is this how they all start these days?â
If anyone knew Duke Valère of Halbern well, it was Mehen.
The Duke of Halbern in love?
The least compatible words in the world were âloveâ and âHalbern.â
âLove? Donât make me laugh. That man would live selfishly, breaking hundreds of hearts, and then die from a random stabbing or somewhere on the roadside.â
Thanks to Mehenâs scornful attitude, the gossip eventually fadedâbut curiosity persisted.
Some even accused Mehen of using cynicism to distract the public.
But who cared? It wasnât like the bossâs private life mattered to Mehen.
Theyâd seen the duke and still talked like that?
And as for the motherâMehen didnât care in the slightest.
âThere must be some story behind it.â
There had to be. Otherwise, the child wouldnât have been dumped on him so suddenly, while the duke holed himself up in the north, on the endless battlefield known as humanityâs final frontier.
Still, Mehen was certain: whatever the hidden story was, it didnât involve legendary romance or sleazy scandal.
Let the truth be what it may. Mehen didnât care.
What mattered more was the reality of raising a child, which weighed on him far more.
But that was his perspective. The childâs was different.
Surely she must have wondered about her parents.
How could someone never be curious about parents theyâd never seen?
Yet surprisingly, Arellin had never once asked about her mother.
Not even once.
Mehen had prepared a model answer, expecting the question eventuallyâbut the question never came.
Just as she had never been curious about the absent father, she had never asked about her mother either.
Well. At some point, it became so natural that Mehen stopped questioning it.
He simply thought, âShe must not be curious.â
But maybe⌠that wasnât it.
ââŚMom⌠MomâŚâ
Maybe she had just been suppressing it.
ââŚMomâŚâ
The truths he believed began to crumble.
And in their place, suppressed emotions began to rise.
ââŚMoooomâŚâ
A heartbreaking cry for her mother.
Weak from her condition, she couldnât even cry properlyâher voice cracked and faded, so faint you wouldnât know who she was calling unless you listened closely.
His throat clenched.
Thereâs a saying that the person you call for when youâre sick is the one you truly long for.
Mehen never believed in that.
He never called for anyone when he was sick.
Maybe because he was an orphan. Maybe because he had seen the coldest depths of the world before ever feeling a warm touch.
âWanna come with me?â
At least, until he met the current Duke of Halbern.
But still.
What was that child thinkingâcalling out with lips that had never once seen that personâuttering the name of someone she had never met?
ââŚMomâŚâ
With what heart?
Why cry for a mother sheâd never even seen?
His throat dried. Mehen loosened his tie and sat down, frustrated.
Until now, Mehen had always stuck to his rules. Once a rule was set, he never broke it.
There had always been a clear line between him and Arellin. They were not familyâjust protector and ward.
And Mehen had never wanted to cross that line.
But nowâ
Screw it. Who cares.
The child is crying.
âYoung lady, Iâm here.â
As he embraced her small body, Mehen let out a long sigh.






