Chapter 39
âLet me ask you straightforwardly.â
âPlease, go ahead, Miss Fleur.â
âWas there any⌠inappropriate interaction between Your Grace and me that I shouldnât talk about?â
Anais asked in an almost solemn tone.
âBy inappropriate interaction, you meanâŚâ
âYou know⌠that. I can hardly bring myself to say it, butâŚâ
ââŚâ
âThe kind of thing that, if it got out, might ruin my chances of ever getting married.â
Cesar tilted his head slightly.
âMiss Fleur, this may be slightly off-topic, but we are engaged. Albeit secretly.â
ââŚAnd?â
âIf I understand what youâre implying, even if something had happened, wouldnât it still be acceptable? Since it wouldâve been with your fiancĂŠ.â
ââŚCount Rezaie.â
She knew he was joking. But Anais was in no mood for jokes.
Seeing how serious and desperate she looked, the mage softened his expression and answered.
âIf I may share my personal feelingsâŚâ
âDonât include your feelings, just tell me the facts!â
Anais cut him off, nearly hysterical.
Looking into her tearful green eyes, Cesar dropped his shoulders and spoke gently.
ââŚThere werenât any.â
ââŚThank goodnessâŚâ
Anais collapsed back onto the sofa, making it shake.
âSomething seems different about Miss Fleurâs personality, doesnât itâŚ?â
Elliot muttered to himself.
Always holding her chin high, always acting dignified and confident, always pretending to be graceful, or maybe she was graceful.
Either way, the Anais who never backed down from anything felt completely different now.
Anais fired back, her face on the verge of tears.
âWhen even the continentâs strongest knight was shocked, wouldnât it be weirder if Anais stayed calm?!â
ââŚYou have a point.â
The situation had grown so absurd that it felt like a comedy sketch.
Cesar, watching the two of them, gave a wry smile.
âIndeed. If that âstrongest knightâ hadnât been here, I wouldâve gone on thinking Miss Fleur was just role-playing with me.â
ââŚâ
âYou see, Miss Fleur believed people like me enjoyed role-play.â
So, the mage had fallen in love with nineteen-year-old Anais or rather, Number 33.
If it could be called love at all.
More accurately, Cesar had started serving her as his âmasterâ.
When he met Number 33, he realized he enjoyed being controlled and degraded by someone else.
And somehow, Number 33 figured that out and took full advantage.
Even in Reims, she had been busy hosting tea parties and business presentations to further her scam.
She probably needed connections to convert jewels into money. Anais guessed that Cesar, who was blindly devoted to her, must have been quite useful during all that.
âSo⌠you enjoyed being used?â
âYes.â
Cesar smiled faintly at Anaisâs careful question.
âYou probably think Iâm strange.â
A shadow passed over his handsome face. Only then did Anais begin to understand that the mageâs cold demeanor wasnât just surface-level.
There was a grief in him that seemed too deep for someone barely twenty.
âYou see, I was always expected to take the lead.â
ââŚâ
âEven when I didnât want to, the moment my sister saw me hesitate, she assumed I would. That left me feeling like I had to. But I just couldnât.â
Many people dream of being born as a kingâs son.
But Cesar had never wanted that. Just as some people claim, âmy life is my own,â others simply arenât wired that way.
He only enjoyed practicing magic and expanding his guild. He didnât even care about the fees. Cesar had more magical power than he knew what to do with.
âTo the point of scattering those useless flowersâŚâ
âArenât they pretty?â
Cesar smiled brightly. And that was when Elliot realized, this mage truly didnât belong in the role of prince.
A king is expected to prioritize efficiency. Even if you call it a job assigned at birth, the role demands constant calculation to maximize benefit for the country, or for oneself.
But Cesar didnât care about any of that. He chased things that were beautiful, lovely, and exciting. In that sense, he was a hedonist.
Rezaie didnât discriminate between men and women in matters of succession or inheritance. As a city-state built on magic, it had different values. Thatâs why Cesar felt relieved that there was a First Princess.
But no one believed he didnât want the throne. Not even his mother.
âBecome king. Why donât you want it? You have more talent than the firstborn!â
His mother grew furious at his lack of ambition, calling him broken, deficient, and strange.
His half-sister, the First Princess, also condemned him, convinced he was hiding his ambitions.
âStop acting sly. I know whatâs really in that twisted heart of yours.â
Caught between them, Cesar withered like a flower in the shadows.
And a flower that never sees sunlight canât grow straight. He sighed.
âI donât want anything. Being king means making endless decisions and ruling over others. But I want to be ruled. Thatâs why I was so happy when I met Miss Fleur.â
âButâŚâ
âI know.â
Cesar nodded slightly as he looked at her.
âI understand that Miss Fleur, having lost her memories, is no longer my master. And through our talks, Iâve come to see you have no desire to be one again.â
ââŚIâm glad you understand.â
âMaybe the person who possessed you, what did you call it? A possessor? Was a deity, descending just for my sake.â
ââŚAre you being serious?â
Anais narrowed her eyes sharply. But Cesar only smiled as he took her hand.
âOf course, I know that the current Miss Fleur is a completely different person. You donât need to be so wary.â
Cesar now seemed entirely composed, as if the teary-eyed mage begging âmasterâ had never existed.
Perhaps talking things through had helped. It was similar for Anais. That embarrassingly formal title, âmasterâ, no longer made her want to bury her face in shame.
More accurately, sheâd already burned through the last of her shame earlier while pretending not to hear anything.
âAnyway, Lord Resaloniki.â
âYes?â
âAbout this complaint, while itâs factually accurate, itâs not true that Anais Fleur exploited or abused me for personal gain. I wasnât used. I cooperated fully of my own will.â
ââŚâ
Elliotâs face twisted in a complicated expression. Seeing it, Cesar gave an awkward smile.
âYou must think Iâm⌠perverted. But I canât help it.â
âAh, no!â
Why? The moment she saw his beautiful face, touched by sorrow and emptiness, Anais couldnât help but blurt out in denial.
âI, Anais, donât think that at all.â
âMiss Fleur, Iâm grateful for your kindness. Iâm comforted by your warmth. But as I said, I know youâre no longer my masterâŚâ
âThatâs not what I meant.â
Anais drew in a slow breath and chose her words carefully.
She wasnât especially good at comforting people. But she knew which words to use in times like this.
âI grew up in Belfast. Itâs a port city, lots of people come and go.â
ââŚâ
âNaturally, you see all kinds of people. Since our family does a lot of trade, Iâve met a wide variety, even if not everyone.â
ââŚâ
âYour Highness, youâre just a little different from others. Thatâs all.â
Cesarâs rose-colored eyes softened, warmth blooming in them. Then joy slowly followed.
âMiss FleurâŚâ
The atmosphere between them grew gentle, too gentle, considering they werenât alone.
âForgive me for cutting into this heartwarming moment, but I believe something still needs to be said.â
The cold voice, of course, belonged to Elliot Resaloniki. Both Cesar and Anais startled and turned toward him.
Elliot sighed, then continued:
âIâve heard Prince Cesar Rezaieâs testimony. But thereâs still an unresolved issue.â
ââŚWhat issue?â
âIf what you say is trueâŚâ
âYes?â
âThe only question left is whether Your Highness was an accomplice. Did you knowingly cooperate in the thirty-three fraud cases committed by the entity possessing Anais Fleurâs body?â
Thud.
The mageâs cheerful expression drained of color.