Chapter 50
Her heart was racing. So why had the merchant sheâd met mentioned the top of the Parminion?
âSo that means the herbs on the market are contraband. Do you happen to know who said that?â
She broke out in a cold sweat. She hadnât meant to accuse him, but his demeanor softened immediately.
âOf course not, there is no smoke in the chimney. Iâll have my spies check to see if there are any forbidden items circulating up there and let you know.â
Her heart sank. She thought meeting the Duke of Parminion would untangle the tangled threads, but her stomach still felt like sheâd swallowed a large rock.
But there was no time to dwell on this.
Evelyn swallowed her nerves and finished her prepared remarks.
âMay I ask one more favor?â
The Duke nodded as if to say go ahead. Evelyn pursed her lips, a troubled look on her face.
âA trading ship from the continent of Nora is due to arrive in port in a few days, isnât it?â
âHmm? How would Miss Evelyn know that?â
âBecause once every full moon, the trade merchants hold a bazaar in the Adelheim Great Square in the capital, and when I go there, I can hear all sorts of rumors. Didnât the merchants tell you that the plague has delayed the arrival of the trade ships that were supposed to come in this month?â
Evelyn looked the man in the eye and was inwardly surprised at herself for blurting out the lie so casually.
Humans were creatures of adaptation.
After a brief moment of self-deprecation, she hardened her gaze.
âI would like you to delay the arrival of the trade ships for another month.â
In the past, after the town of Litchev had been burned to the ground, the despondent duke had sought to show his familyâs strength by sending a trading ship into port.
ButâŚ
<The ships from the continent of Nora to the top of Paminion were all sunk in a storm! Will the long-established duke finally fall?>
The plague and the gate ravaged the Parminion family, and this event began a slow collapse.
And this led to an irreversible tragedy.
Unable to contain his rage, the Duke finally blamed the grand duke for everything.
Realizing that he could not kill his only heir, he threw himself into the Shroud of Darkness.
It would not happen in this lifetime.
âBut whatâs with the suddenâŚ?â
Blood splattered everywhere.
Someoneâs pained cries.
The shadow of death looming in front of me.
And her , slowly oxidizing away.
Suddenly, a flood of memories began to crawl back into her throat in a clump.
âMiss Evelyn?â
She choked out. Her mind was scattered, her consciousness suddenly fuzzy.
The sensation of space distorting.
Feeling overwhelmed with terror, Evelyn clutched at whatever she could get her hands on.
If she didnât, she felt like she was being pulled inexorably into the nothingness of space.
Bang!
A loud bang, followed by a boom.
Cold sweat poured down her face as tinnitus assaulted her senses like the world had turned upside down.
âOh, God! Donât move, Leon! Albert! Is anyone out there!â
A harsh voice shouted in her ears, the sound of a manâs voice suddenly separating her from reality.
At the same moment, the door to the flower garden burst open and Leon, who had rushed in, forced her hand open and pulled out a shard of glass lodged between her thumb and forefinger.
Evelyn realized she was panicking and struggled to regain her composure.
âHah, hah!â
âEvelyn, can you hear me? Itâs just a broken glass, itâs nothing, calm down.â
Evelyn looked at the trickle of blood and clutched at her chest, struggling to breathe. Leon rushed to her side and patted her back.
âItâs okay, breathe slowly.â
âHa, haâŚâ
âThatâs right, youâre doing good. Slowly.â
Soon enough, she was breathing, and her eyes slowly came into focus.
Slowly, Evelyn regained her senses and looked around. Seeing the duke looking shocked, she steadied her shaking body.
âI was distracted for a moment and⌠apologize.â
âYou have nothing to apologize for, my priority right now is for you to regain your health.â
âYouâre right, Duke, itâs okay, it could be, rest assured thereâs nothing dangerous.â
Taking Evelynâs hand soothingly in his as she tried to pull away in panic, Leon tore a long strip of cloth table mat and pressed it against the wound.
Blood stained her dress, shards of glass scattered over the neatly arranged food.
Everything was a mess.
Evelyn acknowledged that something inside her was solidly broken, but part of her wondered why it had happened.
âI havenât finished tellingâŚÂ yet.â
âThereâs no rush. Itâs not too late to talk after youâve tended to your wounds, Leon, Miss Evelyn.â
* * *
Leon took her by the arm and shoulder and carefully led her out of the room.
Apparently, she was suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder.
A mental illness that manifests itself after experiencing a life-threatening physical or emotional trauma.
In other words, during her conversation with the Duke, she was likely subconsciously recalling scenes from her past or from previous battles.
As if to prove it, her body was shaking violently as she mumbled unintelligible words and sobbed.
âPoor thing.â
She was a patient who had only just awakened.
Leon understood and felt deep compassion for Evelyn, for he had seen men die on the battlefield many times before.
âIt would not have been too late to call for her after she had recovered.â
Leon, who had cursed the short-tempered Duke of Parminion inwardly, spoke up in a tone that could not have been more subtle.
âA little fresh air will calm you down, and then Iâll come upstairs and stitch your wound up so it doesnât hurt.â
Despite his pleas, which included an aggressive appeal to her strengths, she remained speechless.
âWith all that power, I donât think I canâŚâ
Well, physical and mental strength are not always proportional.
Leon stroked her back soothingly, and then, feeling sorry for her, he gripped her shoulders with a little more force.
âYou donât have to be afraid. Iâm pretty good at thisâŚâ
Just then, her steps came to a screeching halt.
Leon stopped dead in his tracks and stared into Evelynâs eyes.
The panicked, helpless look in his eyes a moment ago was quickly replaced by shock.
Leonâs face, which had turned his head to follow her cold gaze, also contorted involuntarily.
âWhy would the Grand Duchess want toâŚâ
* * *
Coming out of the greenhouse flower garden, Evelyn stared blankly at the carriage that was gradually approaching the porch.
Only one person could possibly get out of a carriage bearing the Orpheus family crest.
But she wasnât the only one to step out of the carriage.
At the end of the line of sight was the grand duke, who stepped out of the carriage carrying a woman in pure white.
ââŚSaint?â
The moment she saw the two of them descending as one, her body went limp.
Evelyn, her eyes white with fear, clutched the hem of Leonâs robe for support.
Suddenly, she remembered the portrait sheâd seen in the Grand Dukeâs mansion.
A man and woman gazing lovingly at each other.
A couple so flawless and perfect that they seemed tailor-made for each other.
âNo wayâŚâ
At that moment, as if sensing her gaze, Kalian turned his head, his face cold as he spotted them.
Evelyn quickly averted her gaze.
It was inevitable that the two would eventually join forces. But not now, at least.
It was she who had saved him, risking death and scraping her magic to the limit.
She hadnât meant to give up her place at the table to a holy woman without warning.
âI havenât even received the Grand Duchessâs book yet, and youâre already bringing a saint with youâŚâ
But the reality in front of her seemed to confirm that she was a replacement for the saint.
And unlike the saint, who was beautifully dressed like a pure white bride, she was covered in blood and dirty.
She didnât dare face them in this state. Dejected, Evelyn turned and walked away from the castle.
A few moments later.
By the time she reached Bernardâs mansion beneath the walls of Parminion, rumors of the saintâs miracles had spread like wildfire across the Parminion estate.
âDid you hear? She led the sun god to Litchev.â
âSheâs back from her pilgrimage, isnât she? That idiot crown prince had a lot to do with it, too. The sun will rise in the west.â
So, when Kalian went to Mardenne, it was to fetch the saint for himself.
Perhaps to consolidate her position by returning the healing power from Evelynâs hands to her own.
âOf course, weâll have to ask Kalian for the exact detailsâŚâ
Her head felt cold, like the blood had been drained from her body.
She shivered, realizing how hard sheâd been holding back her emotions.
âWhere did I go wrong?â
In this life, she had tried so hard to change her fate.
Sheâd used Kalian to punish Louise, and sheâd used her memories of the past to help him.
She had strived to be the perfect wife for the Grand Duke, and she would continue to do so, even if it was to no avail.
She even died for him, and yet her choices have brought this upon her.
Evelyn clenched her fists tightly, overcome with an emotion she couldnât name.
She had believed that once the problems in the village of Litchev were resolved, all the worries that weighed her down would disappear.
âWhatâs going to happen to me, to me, to us?â
Her fluttering eyelids lowered as she tried to think.
âDoes it hurt a lot?â
A voice interrupted her reverie.
âNo.â
She looks up and her vision takes in an unfamiliar place.
When she looked down a little further, she saw Leon bandaging her stitched-up hand.
Evelyn laughs at his joke and shakes her head.
âIt doesnât hurt.â
She meant it. It should hurt, piercing flesh with a needle that thick.
But she didnât feel anything, as if her nerves had gone out of whack, perhaps because her heart was hurting even more.






