Chapter 41 – YâŚYouâre Laughing?
But Olivia simply brushed off his answer as if it was the most obvious thing in the world, skipping any need for further explanation, and instead asked bluntly:
âTell me. What did the wizard do? Huh? That lunatic, what did heâhuh? Huh…?â
Olivia trailed off, her mouth opening and closing like a fish. She had lashed out instinctively, but in reality, there was nothing she could actually do to a wizard. Now she truly began to regret it. She shouldâve at least yanked Greta’s hair when that woman dared to act all arrogant, even as a mere guide.
Cryer, who gently closed her gaping mouth with his hand, shook his head.
âNothing happened. Nothing couldâve happened.â
Puzzled by his cryptic words, Olivia grabbed his hand off her chin and tilted her head.
âWhat?â
âThe wizard is dead.â
âWhat?â
Though she heard him, Olivia couldnât immediately grasp what he meant, prompting Cryer to calmly repeat himself.
âThe wizard is dead.â
âWhaaat?!â
Now fully understanding his words, Olivia shot up like a spring. Or at least, she tried to. âSsslip.
âUh? Ahhâ!â
Perhaps it was fitting for a room prepared for the highest-ranking guests in the royal palaceâtoo soft and silky. As Olivia sprang to her feet, the smooth blanket tangled around her ankles, sending her tumbling forward.
Well, almost. She fell straight into Cryer’s arms.
âSigh.â
With a soft sigh, Cryer looked down at Olivia, who lay motionless in his embrace.
âYou alright?â
But Olivia couldnât even groan; she was too busy groaning internally from the pain to respond.
âYour Highness?â
A faint trace of concern flickered in Cryerâs blood-red eyes as he called to her again, but Olivia didnât see it. Her nose hurt too muchâshe was seeing stars. Finally managing to pull her face away from his chest, Olivia groped blindly at his torso.
âWhatâs with your chest? Are you wearing armor or something?â
She was grateful, of courseâhe had caught her before she crashed face-first into the floorâbut honestly, maybe hitting the ground would’ve hurt less…
Oliviaâs train of thought was abruptly derailed by Cryerâs blunt response.
âItâs a bit ticklish. But no, no armor.â
Unlike his casual words, Oliviaâs delayed realization of where her hands had wandered triggered an explosive reaction.
âWaaaah!â
Like a startled cat, she threw both hands up in the air and instinctively tried to pull away from him. But with his arm still around her waist, she couldnât escape. Twisting her body as far back as possible, Olivia gave him a panicked apology.
âSorry!â
Her nose still throbbed, but the embarrassment drowned out any other sensation. She couldnât even bring herself to meet Cryerâs gaze and let her eyes roll around aimlessly.
Cryer, who had been silently observing the now bright-red Olivia, let out a soft chuckle. Just moments agoâmaybe even the moment she greeted him with a casual âYouâre backââthe suffocating mud-like misery that had engulfed him from feet to throat whenever he was with Greta had been swept away.
Why did he come back? Why did he return to Olivia? He still didnât know.
But one thing was clearâŚ
This unbelievably stubborn, daring, and now even desperate princess, who once clung to his pant leg just to surviveâhe had gotten used to being by her side.
So much so that he couldnât bear to leave her⌠and couldnât stand the idea of her leaving him.
Perhaps Olivia was the only one who made this reborn, memory-less, enslaved version of Cryer feel like he was actually living in the present. Maybe thatâs why he couldnât let go. Or maybe the reason didnât matter anymore.
His blood-red eyes sank deep with unfathomable emotionâbut reflected only one thing.
Olivia.
At last, he flicked the tip of her hair with a gentle tug, causing her to jump.
âItâs fine. You didnât do it on purpose.â
âMm. Sorry. Iâll keep my eyes open next time.â
Pouting, Olivia apologized. Cryer then curved his lips into a rare, playfulâyes, genuinely playfulâsmile and asked:
âYou mean youâll grope me with your eyes wide open next time?â
âWhat?! I never said anything about gropingâ!â
âHa!â
The next moment, Oliviaâs eyes widened to their absolute limit. That loud, clear, echoing laughterâso sharp it practically drilled into her earsâŚ
âYou⌠youâre laughing?â
It came from Cryer.
As his laughter rang through the room, Olivia stared at him like she was witnessing an earthquake. Did nothing really happen? Well, the wizard died, which was a big dealâbut wasnât that a good thing?
Then why was Cryer laughing?
He was laughing, right?
That was a laugh. Cryerâthe Cryerâwas actually laughing out loud?
Did he hit his head?
Wait, no. He wasnât the type to get hit⌠More like, heâd kill anyone who tried. Oliviaâs face grew paler by the second as her mind was consumed by wild thoughts.
Soon Cryer stopped laughing and shook his head at her.
âWhy do you look like youâve seen something horrific?â
âThatâs the first time Iâve seen you laugh. I mean, Iâve seen you smile, but never laugh out loud. Are you sure you didnât hit your head?â
Looking genuinely concerned, Olivia peered at him. Cryer chuckled again, more quietly this time.
âI donât go around getting hit, you know.â
His words matched Oliviaâs internal monologue perfectly. With a casual shrug, he added,
âFar as I recall, thatâs probably the first time Iâve ever laughed out loud. Anywayââ
âAnyway?! No way! You just laughed out loudâwhat could possibly top that?!â
Cryer replied without skipping a beat.
âGreta said she purified the wizard.â
âHuh? Purified? You mean⌠ohâŚâ
Olivia grimaced as she recalled what âpurificationâ meant to themâwiping out entire populations. So the wizard was killed by his own daughter.
She didnât feel even a shred of sympathy, but it was still grim.
âWait, if the wizardâs dead⌠then what about your brand?â
Olivia instinctively glanced at Cryerâs collarbone. And in that moment, despite the searing pain flaring from the branded spot, Cryer didnât even blink.
âNo change.â
Olivia just stared at him.
She didnât step closer, but she didnât back away either.
She didnât know what to say, or what she even could say. Sheâd been killed by him four times and still came backâif that wasnât misfortune, what was?
But even then, she couldnât fully grasp the depth of Cryerâs despair or pain. It wasnât like comfort always required empathy, but somehow⌠she couldnât offer even that.
Silence settled between them.
After a while, Olivia quietly tugged at Cryerâs sleeve. The awkward yet oddly natural gesture made Cryerâs lips tremble ever so slightly downward.
Such a small motion, too trivial to carry meaning. Too weak to pull him away from the edge.
And then, in a whisper so soft it was barely audible, she asked:
âArenât you hungry?â
Nothing about it was dramatic. In fact, it was the kind of trivial everyday moment heâd experienced since meeting her in the Empire.
But that tiny, insignificant momentâŚ
Was enough to pull Cryerâwho had been crawling through the depths of a bottomless swampâupward. And higher still.
He closed his eyes, opened them again, and answered calmly.
âShall we go eat something?â
Later that night, the first day of the state funeral passed without any gain except the confirmation that the wizard had died.
While the somber ceremony proceeded, Olivia stood at the very front, rubbing at her solar plexus.
The night before, she and Cryer had snuck out to find food. Sure, calling the servants wouldâve been easier, but with how lifeless they lookedâlike corpsesâsheâd rather not.
âHmph. No pre-made food, huh?â
Peeking around the kitchen, Olivia lit up when she saw the bread and cheese Cryer had fetched. She hadnât even realized she was really hungry until they left the room together.
As she munched noisily on the food, Cryer had offered a quiet warning.
âItâs best if you avoid Greta.â
He didnât explain why, and Olivia didnât bother asking. After all, Greta was the one who âpurifiedâ the wizard. A complete lunatic. Olivia shivered at the thought.
Right. Best to avoid crazy people. Thatâs just survival instinct.
Cryer had added another comment:
âThat woman asked if the princess was getting on her nerves.â
There was only one âprincessâ she couldâve meant. Olivia shivered again, this time rubbing her arms as if brushing away goosebumps.
After the funeral, foreign dignitaries swarmed around her like clouds. Being the Empireâs only princess and future Empress, everyone wanted a word.
Though the atmosphere was all surface-level diplomacy, someone suddenly brought up a curious topic:
âThe theme of the last council sessionâŚâ
As expected, no one paid him much attentionâit was already over, after all.
But Olivia immediately seized upon it.
âThe theme, you say?â
And just like that, everyone jumped at the chance to talk to her.
Because she was the person to know. The next ruler of the continentâs greatest Empire.
Eventually, the man who had brought it up got a chance to speak again.
âI heard the original topic was changed on purpose. By Your Highness, in fact. To world peaceâcorrect?â






