8. âŚCould this really be bullying this time?
 âAre you trulyâŚ?â
The voice tried to remain calm, but the tremor in it was unmistakable. In the end, the sentence trailed off unfinished.
After a moment, the order to raise her head came, and Anette slowly lifted her gaze.
Sitting on the sofa was the Empress Dowager, who looked far too young to have a grown son and even a grandson. She seemed even younger than the King of Hayworth, though she must be five or six years his senior.
âAre all royals from Alkan naturally this youthful-looking?â
No, the Empress and Empress Dowager werenât of direct imperial blood, so perhaps the imperial familyâs condition for taking a consort was a youthful appearance.
Anette, who had absentmindedly thought that she too might now fit that condition, quickly shook her head inwardly.
âI donât just look youngâI am a child.â
The tension was so high that even the most absurd thoughts popped into her mind.
Meanwhile, the Empress Dowager sat upright, her pale sky-blue hair neatly swept back without a strand out of place, and examined Anette with a cold and piercing gaze.
The intensity of that gaze, which swept her from head to toe, was overwhelming, and Anette swallowed hardâjust as the Empress Dowagerâs brow sharply lifted.
Startled, Anette quickly cast her gaze downward, only to feel a sharp stare pricking at her cheek.
âHah, Iâm speechless.â
At last, a voice full of exasperation slipped out.
Lowering her head, Anette felt a chill settle in her chest.
She knew it too well.
She wasnât Bridget, who had been raised in the palace with grace. She was just someone who rolled around the dirt with knights while hunting magical beastsâsomeone even called the seed of a beast. Of course, the Empress Dowager wouldnât approve of such a person as the match for her precious son.
And now, something inexplicable had happened, making it even harder for the Empress Dowager to accept.
When she had first come to the Empire, she had expected such a reaction. But after receiving kindness from the Emperor and Empress, she had unwittingly begun to hope.
She swallowed a heavy sigh, afraid someone might suggest replacing the bride altogether.
âDoes Kardien know?â
âI contacted him right away, but I heard the Grand Duke was off hunting magical beasts. So Iâm not sure if the message reached him yetâŚâ
âHmm.â
At Charlotteâs response, the Empress Dowager sighed deeply and nodded.
Watching this, Anette suddenly realized somethingâher soon-to-be fiancĂŠ, the Grand Duke of Harzent, was someone deeply loved.
âPerhaps heâs the imperial familyâs weak spot.â
That would explain why the Emperor personally created a purification stone for him and even went so far as to arrange this political marriage, just in case a proper match couldnât be found.
âThatâs probably why they were so kind to me.â
Because she was to be the Grand Dukeâs wife.
Anette suddenly felt a strange twinge of envy toward the Grand Duke, whose face she hadnât even seen.
She had spent her life clinging not only to her parents but to her only remaining familyâFranz.
If it werenât for her, Franz might not have lost his mother, nor fallen out of his fatherâs favor.
He might have already become crown prince, rather than still competing with his much younger brother at the age of twenty-sevenâŚ
âWeâll soon be family, so letâs speak comfortably.â
Suddenly, the Empress Dowager said this.
Startled, Anette quickly replied, âYes, of course,â and then blinked in confusion.
Whether as a princess or a future duchess, it wasnât surprising that the Empress Dowager wouldnât use honorifics. What was strange was how naturally she had referred to Anette as someone who would âsoon be family.â
At that moment, the Empress Dowager signaled the maids, who swiftly set the table with elegant tea sets and a variety of sweet desserts.
Seeing the charmingly arranged table, Anetteâs mood lifted slightly without her even realizing it.
She, too, had once dreamed of participating in a proper tea timeâlike Bridget or at least a noble ladyârather than gnawing on dry jerky in a tent set up by her subordinates.
Of course, seeing noble ladies flee at the sight of her had made her give up on that idea long ago.
âOh my, some of these arenât from the palace, are they?â Charlotte asked in surprise as she inspected the table.
The Empress Dowager cleared her throat and replied,
âThe Empress doesnât care for sweets, but I wasnât sure about the newcomerâs preferences, so I had them prepared.â
âI see. I recognized some of these from a famous dessert shop in the capital,â Charlotte said with a smile, mentioning that she occasionally received them as gifts from noblewomen unfamiliar with her tastes.
Anette looked in awe at the almond-studded cookies, colorful macarons, custard-filled tarts, and jewel-like strawberries glistening on top. Then, overhearing their conversation, she was suddenly struck by a realization.
She had assumed the Empress Dowager would naturally dislike her. But the fact that she had arranged separate desserts just for her made her think that perhaps⌠she wasnât completely hated after all.
It was a baseless hope, of courseâbut Anette couldnât help loosening up a little.
And with that, hunger set in.
In fact, she had skipped lunch because her stomach had suddenly become upset after hearing about the tea time.
Besides, she had no gift for conversation, nor experience attending such events, so she had no confidence in carrying a proper dialogue.
âBetter to eat than to say something stupid and ruin the mood.â
She remembered Sara once saying that adults liked children who ate well.
She wasnât sure if that applied to her, butâŚ
Reasoning that not eating the prepared food would be worse, Anette looked at the desserts with shining eyes.
Meanwhile, a maid began pouring tea from the teapot into the cups. The air was instantly filled with a fruity, floral aroma.
Anette, enchanted by the scent, looked mesmerizedâuntil she noticed the sound of clinking china and froze.
She blinked at her cup, then glanced at the Empress Dowagerâs and Empressâs cups across from her.
Unlike their cups, which were filled with a clear reddish tea, hers held a murky brown liquid with frothy white bubbles on top.
ââŚIs this really bullying this time?â
When she was younger, cruel maids had sometimes mixed dirt or pebbles into her meals.
âUnless itâs dirt, what else could make that colorâŚâ
Suddenly disheartened, Anette found herself at a lossâunsure whether this was a servantâs prank or the Empress Dowagerâs doing.
âIâd rather ignore it, but⌠can I even drink this?â
Just as she was struggling with the thoughtâ
âYour Majesty, even if Sir Hayworthâs body has turned young again, surely his taste buds havenât. Drinking hot chocolate by yourself?â
Charlotteâs words made Anetteâs head snap up.
Her plummeting heart bounced right back.
âThis is hot chocolate?â
âYouâve never seen it before?â
âNo!â
Realizing that her drink wasnât a targeted prank, Anette responded enthusiasticallyâthen stopped, feeling a little embarrassed.
âI mean⌠chocolate isnât common in HayworthâŚâ
It wasnât a lie. In Hayworth, chocolate was a rare and luxurious delicacy. Even Bridget and Raon only had it occasionally, brought in from the Empire.
Still, openly admitting she was seeing it for the first time felt a little shameful for a princess.
Most people knew her circumstances, and she had tried not to care what others thought, but⌠somehow, she didnât want to seem pitiable here.
âSo you donât know yet whether youâll like it.â
Fortunately, the Empress Dowager didnât seem to think much of her comment. She simply stared at Anette, as if encouraging her to try it.
Her expression was still cold and unreadable.
But Anette couldnât stop thinking: maybe⌠just maybe, the Empress Dowager didnât hate her as much as she thought.
âAfter all, she did prepare all this for meâŚâ
Ahem.
Just as she found herself foolishly thinking that the Empress Dowager might actually like her, Anette blushed and quickly reached for the cup.
Earlier, when she thought the drink was mud, she hadnât noticed the sweet aroma. Now, it hit her nose gently.
And gulpâ
ââŚâŚ!â
The moment she swallowed a sip, Anetteâs eyes widened.
A heavenly sweetness filled her mouth, and she was overwhelmed by delight.
Clutching the cup in both hands, she eagerly drained the rest of the hot chocolate.
Only after setting down the now-empty cup did she realize the Empress Dowager was staring intently at her.
âIt was really delicious! Thank you,â she said, blurting out her thoughts before quickly bowing.
When she looked up again, the Empress Dowager began fanning herself and suddenly asked,
âAre your clothes uncomfortable?â
ââŚâŚPardon?â
âNo, nothing.â
Anette tilted her head in confusion, but the Empress Dowager said no more.
Just then, Charlotte picked up a cookie and offered it to her.
âSince youâve had hot chocolate, something light like a cookie is better than cake or macarons.â
âOh, I see!â
Just as she was about to attack the strawberry tart, Anette nodded at the advice and happily took the cookie.
The crunchy almonds and rich butter flavor were divine.
Then silently, the Empress Dowager pushed the plate with the strawberry tart toward Anette. Surprised but grateful, Anette gave another bow and picked up her fork.
Biting into everything the Empress Dowager and Empress offered her, time flew by until her stomach began to feel full.
ââŚâŚ!â
Only then did Anette notice the wrecked table in front of herâand her noticeably rounded belly.
Panicked, she quickly tried to hide it, but her tiny hands did nothing to cover the protruding tummy.
âNo, this canât be happening!â
She had vowed to appear graceful and properâas a princess and future daughter-in-lawâbut now her eyes filled with despair at the sight of her bloated belly.