Iâm Doing It Because I Want To
âBecause the chairman personally asked me.â
As the corners of Jehoâs eyes curved gently like a bow, Yulri felt a sharp pain in her chest and quickly drew in a breath.
Whatâs so special about that little smileâŠ?
She was more annoyed at herself for failing to defend properly than at him for suddenly pressing forward. When Yulri stayed silent with a cold expression, Jeho continued.
âIf youâre feeling pressured, donât worry. Iâm doing it because I want to.â
âWhy?â
She frowned, unable to understand his words.
ââŠHmm.â
Instead of answering right away, Jeho slowly lifted the corner of his lips. Then he bent slightly, lowering himself to meet her eyes.
âAre you really asking because you donât know?â
âYes. I donât know.â
âThatâs disappointing. I thought I was being brave when I said it. Did you already forget?â
âWhat are you talking about?â
Yulri shot him an irritated look. She didnât like how he threw out riddles and then watched her reaction.
And then suddenly, she remembered what he had said.
âI canât let a woman who keeps drawing my eyesâand troubling my heartâwalk alone at night.
No way. That canât be the reason.
That was just a mischievous joke made under the influence of alcohol.
As if reading her thoughts, Jehoâs lips slowly curved upward.
âThatâs right. What youâre thinking.â
ââŠWhat do you mean?â
âBecause you keep drawing my eyes. And troubling my heart.â
He stepped closer as he spoke slowly, almost savoring the words. Yulri instinctively stepped back.
âThen of courseâŠâ
He paused briefly and let out a short breath before locking eyes with her.
âI start wanting.â
The intention behind his words had subtly changed. It didnât seem like he only meant wanting to design her house.
His dark gaze toward her shone sharply with something unclearâbut intense.
âHave you never wanted something desperately? So much that you couldnât sleep?â
What if someone heard him?!
Startled, Yulri quickly looked around. Thankfully, everyone had already left. Only the two of them remained in the office.
Was he teasing her on purpose because no one was around?
Taking a deep breath, she gripped the strap of her bag tightly.
âAnyway, letâs forget about the newlywed house design. Iâll speak to the chairman myself.â
After finishing quickly, she turned and left the office at once.
It might have been rude, but she didnât care. If she stayed even a little longer, she would get swept up by him again.
She would have to face him tomorrow anyway, but for now, she just wanted to get away.
Almost running, she headed for the elevator. Fortunately, the doors opened as soon as she arrived.
Only after the elevator began descending did she finally lean back against the wall and let out a relieved breath. In the mirror across from her, her pale face was reflected.
She looked like someone being chased.
Honestly, she was scared. But not of Jeho.
She was afraid of herselfâof how she might react.
She didnât even know exactly what he meant by wanting, yet her mind had gone blank and her heartbeat was racing uncontrollably. On top of that, her face felt like it might burst into flames.
âYou⊠I really donât like you.â
She bit her lower lip, scolding her foolish self.
Why couldnât she face him confidently? Because he was her first love?
With a bitter smile, she shook her head and looked into the mirror again.
The woman in the reflection looked anxious, as if afraid some hidden truth might be exposed.
Ten years ago, and even nowâŠ
The very uncomfortable truth that she was still drawn to Kwon Jeho.
âHaâŠâ
Yulri sighed deeply and leaned back in the driverâs seat.
She tried starting the engine several times, but it wouldnât start. Nothing seemed to go right today. The car had been perfectly fine this morningâwhy was it acting up now?
She tried one last time. Still nothing.
With no choice, she got out of the car. She had hoped to leave before Jeho came down, but she was too late. The elevator doors opened and he stepped into the underground parking lot.
âWhatâs wrong?â
He walked toward her quickly.
She could have brushed it off, but perhaps because she had been tense all day, she honestly explained.
âThe car wonât start.â
âMay I take a look?â
Without answering, she stepped aside so he could get in.
After checking the dashboard briefly, Jeho pressed the service button installed in the car. A beep sounded, and a gentle voice came through the speaker.
[24-hour emergency service center. How may we assist you?]
âThe engine wonât start. Can you run a diagnostic on the vehicle?â
[Yes, please hold on.]
After speaking with the service center staff, Jeho rolled down the window.
âThey say the car needs to be taken to the service center. A tow truck can come in about an hour. Do you want to wait, or should we ask them to come tomorrow morning?â
âTomorrow morning is fine.â
He nodded and finished the call before getting out.
âTheyâll come at 8:30 tomorrow morning.â
âThank you.â
She smiled awkwardly and locked the car with her smart key.
Idiot. Why didnât I think of pressing the service button?
She felt ridiculous for wasting time without handling it properly.
She tried to slip away before he offered her a rideâbut before she could take more than a few steps, he grabbed her arm.
âThat way isnât right. This way.â
He gestured toward where his car was parked.
âItâs fine. I can take a taxi.â
âIs that necessary? Weâre heading the same direction anyway.â
She couldnât refuse again, so she followed him.
When she got into his car, she noticed a subtle, calm masculine scent.
Strangely, the atmosphere felt different from when he had driven her car.
Like the difference between a home game and an away game.
It was just a rideâwhy was her heart racing like this?
She quietly steadied her breathing.
But even after she waited, the car didnât start.
Confused, she turned her head slightly. At the same moment, he leaned toward her.
ââ!â
For a brief second, she felt warm breath brush her lips. Startled, she closed her eyes without thinking.
âHa.â
A low chuckle flowed by her ear.
Click.
The sound of the seatbelt buckle locking followed.
When she carefully opened her eyes, he was already back in the driverâs seat.
âYou werenât putting on your seatbelt, no matter how long I waitedâŠâ
So he had only fastened her seatbelt for her.
But because she had turned her headâ
She glanced at his side profile in confusion. She thought their lips had touched, but it had been so quick she wasnât sure.
Judging by his calm expression⊠maybe not.
âNext time.â
His low voice interrupted her thoughts.
âDonât close your eyes like that. It makes me misunderstand.â
âWhat?â
She stared at him, stunned.
He paused before starting the engine and looked at her.
âOh, sorry. Was it not a misunderstanding? Did you want it too? My mistake.â
He teased her as he started the car.
Instead of snapping back, she kept her mouth shut and turned to stare out the window.
If she answered now, she would only get dragged in again.
They didnât exchange a single word until they arrived at her house. He drove silently. She gripped her bag strap tightly and stared outside.
As soon as the car stopped, she quickly unbuckled her seatbelt before he could.
âThank you for today. Drive safely.â
She got out without waiting for his reply and quickly shut the door.
Watching her almost run into the house, a dry smile formed on Jehoâs lips.
Once she completely disappeared from view, he slowly brushed his thumb over his lips.
They still felt slightly numb, as if burned.
It had been incredibly briefâ
But intensely vivid.
Unbelievably sweet lips.
âHa.â
Staring at the tightly shut gate, Jeho let out a bitter laugh and slowly drove away.
That night, Yulri couldnât fall asleep because her heart was pounding too hard. She barely managed to doze off near dawn.
Skipping breakfast, she went to work early and had her car towed by the service center. Everything went smoothly, and she wasnât lateâbut she already felt exhausted before starting work.
At least one good thing was that Jeho left her alone today.
She had worried all night that their lips might have actually touched. But judging by his indifferent attitude, it must have only been her cheek that brushed him.
If their lips had touched, he definitely wouldnât have stayed quiet. He would have teased her about it.
âWas the car towed safely this morning?â
Only at the end of the workday did Jeho speak to her.
Afraid he might offer to drive her home again, she quickly organized her desk.
âYes, thanks to you. I spoke with the service center earlier. They said thereâs an engine problem, so itâll take about a week to repair. See you tomorrow.â
She spoke rapidly without giving him time to respond, grabbed her bag, and hurried out of the office.
Once again, the elevator doors opened right away. She glanced back nervously and quickly stepped inside, pressing the close button repeatedly as the doors slowly shut.
It might look cowardly, but she couldnât help it.
Her condition was terrible right now. Once she got proper sleep and felt normal again, she wouldnât have to run away starting tomorrow.
âRight. Running away ends today.â
She muttered to herself.
ââŠHuh?â
Suddenly, the bright elevator lights began flickering.
Yulri looked up at the ceiling uneasily. A bad feeling crept over her.
The elevator doors slid open at the underground parking lot.
Relieved, she hurried toward the exitâ
ââŠ!â
She froze.
Jeho was standing right in front of the doors.
She had definitely left the office first. How was he already here?
Before she could step out, he entered the elevator.
âAre you going to keep pretending not to know?â
There was a deep darkness in his eyes as he looked at her.






