CHAPTER 61………………………………….
Feeling a little sorry, I grabbed the aquamarine necklace. Just as every time I touched âpower,â a refreshing energy soaked my fingers.
âHow am I supposed to prove it?â
ăâŚItâs already proven.ă
Tairinâs face twisted.
It was such an intense expression that even on his serpent face, it was clearly visible.
âWhatâs wrong?â
ăHa, whyâŚă
Tairinâs tail trembled. He seemed both unable to contain his anger and confused at the same time.
He glared at me, bewildered.
ăDonât you get it? Youâve already absorbed the power. Just by touching the gem I inhabit. You must have felt the water energy!ă
âHuh?â
Water energy? Seeing my expression, Tairin sighed.
ăYou really donât know anything. About yourself, nothing at all.ă
ââŚâŚ.â
ăThis is why Leo went so far. I finally understand his judgment. What on earth happened after my physical body died?ă
I asked, crossing my arms.
âCan you explain? I donât understand a single thing.â
ăâŚâŚ.ă
âDonât just talk about things only you know.â
ăâŚYou really donât understand at all?ă
âDo I?â
Tairin closed his mouth and stared at me with complicated eyes.
Once again, I felt uneasy. His gaze was full of curiosity, confusion⌠and the most incomprehensible thing:
âJoy? Anticipation?â
He remained silent for a while. I focused on his tail, which was lazily sprawled on the floor.
It was frustrating, but somehow, I didnât feel like I could push him.
How much time had passed?
ăA human who swallows a spirit can only pass on the power through the bloodline, never consolidate it.ă
His heavy voice echoed in my mind.
ăThe only beings who can share a spiritâs power are other spirits of the same kind.ă
I frowned, listening seriously. Only spirits of the same kind can share a spiritâs power?
âUm, I donât mean to nitpick, but if thatâs true, it doesnât explain my abilities.â
Tairin didnât answer my question, instead saying something unexpected.
ăThere was a young one, the last born of the Il tribe. Her name was Hilda.ă
ââŚâŚ.â
ăShe probably survived the longest among the tribe, since Leo was there.ă
âWhy are you telling me such a weird story now?â
ăWeird story?ă
Tairin chuckled and stared straight at me.
ăItâs not.ă
ââŚâŚ.â
ăBecause I suspect you are Hilda.ă
I froze at his firm voice.
âDonât you see?â
I gestured at myself with my hands.
âIâm human. If my neck is cut, I die. I canât remain in that form like you.â
I had actually died from my neck being cut. Of course, being alive again like this was strange too.
âStill a spirit? What nonsenseâŚâ
ăWhether you believe it or not, I consider you to be her.ă
Tairin pulled back from the body that had been so close to me and bowed his head. His sharp head carefully brushed my cheek.
From that gesture, I realized he desperately wished that I was Hilda, that spirit.
The hope stemming from me felt heavy.
ButâŚ
âIf I say no, he might cry.â
I couldnât bring myself to say it to him as he circled around me. Somehow, I felt a little sorry for him.
Thus began a strange cohabitation with Tairin, who claimed to be a spirit.
He followed me wherever I went.
He said he wasnât following me, but I had to believe that was a lie.
ăYou sit all day long.ă
âI have work. With the heavy rains, the Lord Lorenstâs estate suffered flooding, so thereâs a lot to handle.â
ăYou were born human, yet you live so boringly.ă
I glanced at him. Tairin, still sitting on my bed as if it were his own, licked his lips.
Iâd noticed before, but in his serpent form, the way he stares like that is actually kind of cute.
âLetâs just get to work.â
I lowered my eyes to the documents I had been looking at.
The report said that a merchant store invested in by the Lorenst family was flooded, and they needed to recalculate the investment. Numbers floated in my mind.
After a while, I realized it had become too quiet. I looked up.
Tairin had his head resting on his tail, staring out the window.
âWhat is he looking at? He wouldnât be fascinated by the sky all of a sudden.â
ăEgrain.ă
Suddenly, Tairin lifted his head.
I had been caught staring. I cleared my throat and responded.
âWhy?â
ăAbsorb my power.ă
âWhat?â
Tairin said it seriously, without sarcasm or joking.
ăAbsorb the power contained in the gem with intention.ă
âWhy all of a sudden?â
ăMeeting you, realizing you are Hilda⌠you canât imagine how relieved I am.ă
ââŚâŚ.â
ăIf you absorb the power of all the spirits scattered across this land, we wonât even need to lift a hand. The ungrateful kingdoms will be wiped out.ă
Hearing Tairin say âwiped outâ was chillingly inhuman.
ăTo do that, you must absorb all the power as soon as possible. Hurry, before anyone notices your ability and tries to harm you. Fortunately, your guardian seems strong, but you must still be careful. Humans are cunning and sly.ă
âMy guardian?â
ăThe human you call the prince.ă
âHe wouldnât protect me like a royal guard.â
Tairin glared at me, slightly annoyed.
âWhy?â
ăJust do as I say.ă
âIs it really okay?â
ăNothing about this is a problem.ă
I shrugged at his confident answer.
âThe High PriestâŚâ
Tairinâs smooth tail twitched.
âIf I absorb you, he wonât be able to see the High Priest Urenas, right?â
ăâŚâŚ.ă
âAnd he might even be looking for you now.â
Tairin, who had been silent for a moment, scoffed. His tongue flicked sharply in and out.
ăHe canât see me.ă
âCanât?â
ăOnly spirits of the same kind can see a soul-chain spirit.ă
ââŚâŚ.â
ăBesides, heâs lived enough. He says he waits for Marta to take him away, so dying sooner doesnât matter. What a fool.ă
âHe seems kind-hearted.â
ăIf youâre so worried about him, give the shell gem to him. Do as you wish. I can clearly picture him stomping around, panicking over losing the necklace.ă
Tairinâs intensity softened, and I secretly smiled.
I watched him grumble in a strange mood.
âSpirits seem to like humans.â
Even the High Priest was one of the humans Tairin hated so much.
Though he said it didnât matter if they died, his concern was obvious, yet he probably didnât notice.
âYou asked to destroy all humansâŚâ
His affection for the High Priest versus his hatred for humanity was contradictory.
âTairin blames humans for their karma, but the kingdoms donât know what happened in the past. Is it right that they bear the consequences of their ancestorsâ sins?â
Jenny, Aiden, Kay, and Chui flashed through my mind.
Not all humans are bad.
Bang!
âEgrain!â
The piercing voice made my ears ache.
Just the frivolous sound of the door opening told me who it was.
âAris-gun.â
My heart sank.
Not all humans are bad.
But some humans are wicked beyond measure.
As expected, Aris glared at me in a terrible state. It wasnât surprising.
Even if she had been absent-minded recently, she would come for me once she regained her senses.
I turned my head with a gentle smile.
âOh my, miss. What brings you here?â
Aris clenched her teeth, perhaps even angrier at my calm greeting.
âDonât you know why I came?â
âI donât know what you mean. But, miss, shouldnât you take better care of yourself? Was the food unsuitable? I specially sent it to you.â
Her face turned pale at my words.
âWhat did you do to the food?â
I almost laughed.
âWhat do you mean, âdidâ anything?â
Her eyes were full of suspicion, ridiculously so.
âWhat did I even do to you?â
Everything that happened to her was the result of her own actions.
âYou still donât feel well. Go back to your room and rest.â
âI wonât go until you reveal what you did to me.â
âDid I do anything to you?â
âYes! You did it! To me⌠thatâŚ!â
âThatâŚ?â
I repeated the word she spat out, tilting my head. Aris couldnât bring herself to finish her sentence and just hissed in frustration.
I secretly smiled.
âOf course she canât say. Itâs a secret that her power disappeared.â
She must have been startled by her own state. The power she had since birth had vanished completely.
Trembling with fear, she suspected me, and as soon as doubt arose, she ran over in a fury. Seeing her disheveled appearance, the scene was clear in my mind.
Aris shook her head.
âEverything has been strange since you became princess. If Iâm like this, she shouldnât be like that.â
âMiss, are you feeling unwell?â
She glared at me.
âIâm genuinely worried about you.â
Seeing her appear unhinged felt somewhat unsettling.
How could someone so weak in spirit even try to pin the treason on me?
âAh, thatâs why she did it. Because sheâs weak.â
Unable to bear the fact that she associated with the empireâs spies.
Watching her glare at me like she wanted to kill me, I smiled even more.
I forcibly suppressed the violent urge to grab her hair, make her kneel, and strike her neck like what I went through.
It wasnât the right time yet.
ââŚYouâre worried about me?â
âOf course. We are family, miss.â
Foolish girl.
I muttered to myself at her face, half-doubting, half-concerned.
Being excessively foolish is almost pitiful.
But my thoughts shattered completely with Arisâ next words.
âThen Iâll give up the princess title.â
ââŚWhat?â