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Her body felt heavy, like cotton soaked in water. Vivianne slowly blinked, taking in her surroundings, and soon realized she was lying in bed.
When she heard footsteps approaching, she tried to focus on the voice above her head. Her motherās voice came first, sounding as though she were speaking to Vivianne herself.
āYour father saw Count Colt off properly. He agreed that if both families can come to an understanding, heāll approve the annulment. Apparently, he said you have a good eye for menāand that your way with words was anything but ordinary.ā
Vivianne devoted all her strength to steadying her ragged breathing. Her mother continued.
āStill, I donāt know how this āmutual agreementā will come about. He was very thorough. He said he wanted to see your face once before leaving, so I told him youād fallen asleep while waitingāafter returning from your walk and while the menās conversation dragged on.ā
At those words, Vivianne forced her stiff eyelids to blink. In her hazy memory, the day the agent left resurfaced faintly.
That day, when she discovered the agentās identification in the inner pocket of his coat and ran for the stairs, she had already been too late. The only trace she found afterward was a single photographāone that captured the image of a dead agent.
She didnāt want to lose anyone else. She didnāt want to be late again. So Vivianne pushed herself upright. Through her blurred vision, she saw her motherāand someone beside her. After blinking several times, she finally realized the person next to her was Ludvig.
Beyond them, the background of the room came into focus. Her room was welcoming her back once more.
When Vivianneās gaze returned to her mother, her mother spoke again.
āOf course, the Count did express his wish to take you with him. But when I asked him to respect the proper procedures, he readily agreed and withdrew.ā
Vivianne realized that the arrogant countāwho never listened to anyoneāhad remembered and honored the words she herself had spoken. Her mother continued.
āHe asked me to tell you he would return, and I said I would. Iām not trying to imprison you. If that man comes to see you, Iāll allow it. That is, of course, if youāre willing to cooperate for now.ā
āā¦How am I supposed to believe that, Mother?ā
āI know I canāt keep you confined for life. This time, at least, Iām certain of that. If you canāt trust me, then trust the promise Count Colt left behindāor trust your own determination to escape this place again, as many times as it takes.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āIāll leave the two of you to talk.ā
Vivianne watched her mother turn away once more.
Her gaze shifted back to Ludvig. Sitting on the bed, he spoke to her.
āMergoĀville. Itās been a long time since we talked like this. Did you enjoy your travels?ā
As he spoke, he brushed Vivianneās cheek with his hand.
āEven when you betray me, youāre still beautiful.ā
When Vivianne avoided his touch, Ludvig let out a small, amused scoff and continued.
āBut do you think the one who betrayed you still looks splendid in your eyes?ā
She didnāt even want to respond. Vivianne turned her body away.
āLeave.ā
āHave you ever thought about it? Every time youāre in danger, the same man appearsāsaving you in the exact same way. I found that fact rather amusing. So this time, I wanted to test it again. To see if heād come to save you once more. To see if heād come to keep you alive.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āSo I thoughtāwhy not try it this way?ā
Ludvig grabbed her shoulder and turned her forcibly toward him.
āDonāt touch me. Iād rather go flatter the lord of the underworld than be held by someone like you.ā
At that, Ludvig looked down and laughed.
āMergoĀville.ā
He called her name softly, then went on.
āHave you ever once tried to guess who the true master of this countryās underworld really is?ā
āItās Don Becalone.ā
Vivianne snapped back, her eyes flaring. Anyone in the Empire knew that much. She couldnāt bring herself to accept what Ludvig was implying. Amused, he continued.
āYou think someone holed up in his own mansion moves the world? Think harder, MergoĀville. Thatās not enough.ā
āItās not Edmund. I saw it with my own eyesāhim showing my father the letter I wrote. I stayed by his side for days. I couldnāt have been mistaken.ā
āWell. If you truly want to conceal the truth, you have to be willing to cut away even your own flesh. Donāt you think? So letās start here. What if your Count Colt was that agent? What if the man who took you to the Salenner Hotel and shared a meal with youāwas your savior?ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āDidnāt you notice anything while you were together?ā
She wanted to deny itābut she couldnāt help recalling what sheād seen. The handwriting, identical to the agentās. And the thoughts that had crossed her mind in the countās estate.
His gentle, coaxing voice continued.
āAnd what if that agent was the very same person as the lord of the underworld?ā
āā¦ā¦!ā
āOf course, this is only a guess. It might be a foolish one. But wouldnāt it be worth testing?ā
At Ludvigās words, Vivianneās heart began pounding violently. Because of the thought sheād had that very morning.
The countās voice when he spoke Meccalenthian sounded familiarāalmost identical to the underworld boss Iād heard at the Mirabolta Street pharmacy.
Over the course of a year, the count might have perfected the refined Imperial accent of a nobleābut his Meccalenthian accent could have remained unchanged.
And then there was the matter of how heād obtained the annulment papers. When she retraced the process carefully, the oddities were easy to spot. He claimed to be a businessman, yet heād never explained what kind of business he ran, nor was there any public record of it. Then how did he possess such immense wealth? And why had he suddenly begun dealing with the underworld?
Unless it hadnāt been sudden at all.
Still, none of this was enough to make her speculation a certainty.
It was nothing more than an absurd hypothesis.
āEven if that were true, I have no intention of cooperating.ā
Vivianne gathered her thoughts and snapped back at Ludvig. His voice followed.
āEven if heās the man who tried to kill you?ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āYouād choose to die loving a man like that?ā
At those words, Vivianne recalled the photograph sheād seen at the Metropolitan Policeāand the many photos sheād glimpsed in the car driven by the branch chief, Harvey Cane Cole. Her hands truly did tremble when she thought of them.
But it was impossible.
This man had always said strange things.
She knew thatāand yet her hands, resting on her lap, were shaking.
What if what he was saying was true?
What if the sense of dĆ©jĆ vu sheād felt around Edmund hadnāt been a mistake?
If that were the caseā
Ludvig continued.
āPoor Vivianne MergoĀville. You must have been so pitifulāthatās why he let you live.ā
At those words, the voice sheād heard at the countās estate overlapped in her mind.
āPathetic, isnāt it?ā
āNo.ā
āThen⦠pitiful?ā
āYes.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āUtterly wretched. Miserable.ā
āI thought I wouldnāt live like this.ā
āAnd yet?ā
āWhen I look back, my entire life was a lie.ā
A single tear dropped onto her hands.
No matter the moment, before him, Vivianne had always been the most precious and dignified of nobles. When he was an agent. When sheād struggled, branding herself as a strategist of the underworld to protect him. And even when they reunited, the last time, with him appearing as the prime ministerās son.
Without a doubt.
One tear, then another, fell onto the back of her hand.
The physical pain sheād endured when Edmund took her bodyāshe could endure that.
She had wanted him. She had wanted to know him more.
But now, in front of this man, Vivianne had to brace herself not to collapse.
Ludvigās voice pressed on mercilessly.
āOr is it because if I take you, I also take your secrets?ā
No.
āAt least one of the rumors the press loves to spread will turn out to be true now.ā
No.
āA whore.ā
Stop.
āA whore who sold both her body and her mind to the underworld.ā
Vivianne trembled as she swallowed the surge rising in her chest. Ludvig lifted her chin, forcing her to meet his eyes.
āIāve given women my body beforeābut never my heart. Unlike you.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āDid you use protection?ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āI never once found you anything but beautiful.ā
His fingers brushed away her tears.
āWhen you arrived early at the Salenner Hotel and waited for me. When you ran into my arms at the Metropolitan Police. When, on the day I gave you the ring, you stood at the Salenner Hotel, straightening my tie and proposing conditionsāsaying we should do better from now on.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āIāve been waiting ever since. Waiting for you to come back to me, and to keep your wordā¦ā
He took her hand and pressed it against his cheek.
Her tear-soaked hand tangled damply with his large one. Though her hand trembled, Vivianne remained frozenāneither resisting nor losing consciousness.
When he finally let go, Ludvig pulled out the annulment documents.
He tore them cleanly in two and tossed them onto the floor. The now-worthless paper fluttered down.
When one piece landed on his shoe, Ludvig kicked it aside without hesitation.
He continued.
āDid you know? The underworld bossāno, the Countāasked for the annulment in exchange for my release.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āThey claimed there was proof that I killed one of my mistressās followers. But, MergoĀville, thatās not true. You know I didnāt do it. That was the work of your countāthe cold-blooded man without a drop of pity.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āNow then, call the Metropolitan Police and beg them to spare you. Iāll call the Duke of Senowickās estateāwhom I contacted earlierāand tell them you arrived home safely. And to the duchess, who suspects something between you and Count Colt, Iāll say I confirmed there was nothing of the sortāand that you and I are leaving on a trip immediately. So, what do you think will happen?ā
Vivianne didnāt answer, even though she knew.
So Ludvig kindly supplied the answer himself.
āIf Count Colt is truly nothing more than a count, heāll never appear at the Metropolitan Police. After all, itās not the prime ministerās son who colluded with the chief commissionerāitās the underworld. Isnāt that right?ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āBut if the Count is, as I suspect, the lord of the underworld.ā
Ludvig snapped his fingers in front of her face.
āThen His Excellency the Countātoo pitiful to endure itāwill appear and save you.ā
Vivianne lifted her head defiantly and stared at him.
āNo man would abandon his disguise just to save one pitiful woman.ā
She was almost certain of that.
If Ludvig was right, the count was already a man whoād tried to kill her. And here was a beast who could erase her easily. Why would he ever appear at the police?
Her next words were nearly firm with conviction.
āEspecially not someone as thorough as the lord of the underworld.ā
Yet even so, Ludvig showed no sign of backing down.
āWell. Weāll just have to wait and see.ā
He snickered.
āEven knowing everything with that clever head of his, he might still show up to save you.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āWhether I share this amusing little truth with the Metropolitan Police depends entirely on how you behave. So? What will it be?ā
Vivianne sat there for a long time. Ludvig watched her with the relaxed posture of a predator savoring eternity, as though he were perfectly content to wait.
It was instincts like thisāand an extraordinary intellectāthat had carried him from the depths to this very peak.
And even now, that hadnāt changed.
But Vivianne did not yield.
āIāll remain your fiancĆ©e. Iāll walk into the Metropolitan Police on my own.ā
Ludvig lifted his chin arrogantly, staring down at her. Vivianne continued.
āBut leave the Count alone. This whole thing is because of me, isnāt it?ā
Her voice trembled slightly at the end. She was doing what sheād always doneāprotecting the Countāyet this time, it felt strangely different.
āYouāre clever.ā
Ludvigās voice was cold.