Chapter 23. Iâll Take Responsibility, Noona
Kill her.
It felt as though the lingering spirit of his already-dead master was screaming those words at him.
Gibnen loosened a couple of buttons at his collar, which had been fastened neatly all the way up to his throat.
That proposal his master had repeatedly warned him aboutâlooking at it now, this really was the right moment.
Should I kill her?
Gibnen stared at Lailly, who was lost in thought, and pondered.
From the very beginning, his master had left him with two choices: take responsibility for Raistonâs daughter, or kill Raistonâs daughter.
Which one to choose was entirely up to Gibnen. His master had only presented the options, never forcing him to pick one over the other.
To be honest, the original plan had simply been to bring her here first. He hadnât thought much beyond that.
If he were going to kill her, he would keep her close, disguise it as an accident, and eliminate her as quietly as possible. If he were to keep her alive by his side, that wasnât bad eitherâas long as she didnât become tiresome.
She was the child of the Archmage Raiston. The fact alone that she was the Archmageâs blood made her an impeccable candidate for the position of lady of the Rianster family.
Treating her kindly, investing time and effort into seducing herâit was all for future convenience.
It would be troublesome if she tried to run away on her own. If she willingly fell in love, and came to regard the predatorâs den as her own sanctuary, nothing could be easier.
âWhat are you thinking about?â
The innocent lamb, unaware of anything, asked him with a guileless face. What was he thinking about? Then he should answer, shouldnât he? That he was debating whether to kill her or not.
If he were to say that out loud, what kind of expression would she make? Noâwhat kind of expression would he be wearing as he looked at her dying body?
Gibnen let out a quiet snort of laughter as he looked at Lailly.
âSomething dangerous.â
ââŚ?â
âIâm quite the bad disciple. My master entrusted the future of this place to me without knowing that.â
Along with a bomb that could explode at any moment.
ââŚ?â
He wouldnât mind killing her, but he didnât particularly feel like doing it right now.
If I kill her now, itâll only cause a stir. Maybe I should go through with the marriage first and postpone it.
A relationship that had begun for the sake of convenience. Not lovers, not friendsâthis strange bond. They didnât date, but they promised marriage. They didnât whisper words of love, but they shared their bodies.
This woman, who seemed so ordinary, was actually quite interesting to Gibnen. A relationship he had never seen or heard of beforeâfar more entertaining than he had expected.
And besidesâ
ăRaiston overlooked one thing.ă
Master, you also overlooked one thing.
ăThat my vessel is small.ă
And that your discipleâs vessel is far too large.
Just what kind of power does she have for my master to react so violently? Iâd like to see it for myself⌠And if the âtheyâ my master spoke of are the ones who killed him, then perhaps I can find clues about them through this woman.
Unlike his master, who valued safety and stability, Gibnen relished the thrill that danger and risk brought.
Why, knowing that, had his master entrusted this woman to him?
Moreover, Lailly Eadalin currently had value as a piece on the board.
His master had warned him not to hand Lailly over to âthem.â Which meant that the very people who killed his master would surely approach her. If he could capture the enemies who killed his master⌠then there was more than enough reason to keep her close.
âA date between men, huh. How thrilling.â
Gibnen laced his fingers tightly with Laillyâs hand, as if he had no intention of ever letting go.
âLetâs go take a look outside now.â
Amazing.
The mage tower wasnât just a single building.
âThis whole place is Horizon?â
âYeah.â
Mage Tower Horizon was far larger than she had imagined.
A dense cluster of buildings that could easily be called a town. A private library, an academy, a hospital, a gymnasium, an arena, a theater, research institutes, carriage parking areasâthere was nothing it lacked.
It was practically a small city. On top of that, there was even a dedicated district where magical tools were sold and tested.
Now she understood why his spending habits were so outrageous. Anyone who owned a mage tower like this was bound to have more money than they could ever useâenough to live in luxury until old age and still not run out.
âItâs pretty big, so itâll be hard to see everything in a single day.â
âHow many people work here?â
âAbout three hundred in the mage tower alone. If you count the academy, hospital, and library, probably a lot more. Iâve never counted them all.â
âWow.â
Everyone was freely moving about Horizon, wearing robes emblazoned with its emblem.
They looked remarkably free, comfortable, as if they were wearing clothes tailored perfectly to them.
What caught Laillyâs attention most of all were the women.
Thereâs not a single person wearing a dress.
The women looked free and confident. All of them had cast aside the traditional dresses of this place and wore comfortable trousers just like the men.
There were a few women in dresses, but even those were modified into simple designs that were easy to put on and take offânothing like the restrictive, traditional dresses typically imposed on women.
An environment where no one cared about othersâ gazes, where people roamed freely in clothing of their own choosingâit was a huge shock to Lailly.
It was nothing like the world she had known.
In her world, women were always expected to be modest. Proper posture, proper behavior, raised with the sole purpose of marrying into a good familyâthat was normal. That was the environment Lailly had grown up in.
A woman receiving an education wasnât about becoming a capable member of society or developing her own abilities. It was merely a means of increasing her âvalueâ so she could marry into a better family, become the wife of a successful man. A well-trimmed flower, a pretty flower. Her only role was to make a man shine.
Theyâre amazing.
The women here had all earned their places themselves.
They had forced their way through Horizonâs overwhelming competition rate with nothing but their own skill and ability, and it showed in their confidence. Surrounded by people who were independent and proactive, Lailly felt her mind go blank.
What have I even been doing with my life until now?
Voices echoed in her head.
âDonât act stupid.â
âDo nothing. Just do as youâre told.â
âHoney, shouldnât we at least educate her a little?â
âTsk. Itâs like pouring water into a bottomless jar. Whatâs the point? No matter how much you teach her, who would take that child? Just send her off to some decent family.â
âIf you want to get married, behave yourself. Donât rebel. Face your reality. An immodest woman will never be loved by her husband. To think you donât even know something so basicâtsk.â
She had thought it was only natural that she wasnât allowed to do anything.
She believed the best thing she could do was obey quietly. She had merely begged for affection, knowing she could never truly become family, yet still following their orders in the hope of being loved. Those years now felt unbearably empty.
âThis is the library where we keep magical texts.â
A library with tens of thousands of books.
âThis is the hospital. Not ordinary doctors, but researchers and professors who study magical medicine work here.â
A hospital where mages capable of healing magic worked as doctors, professors, and researchers.
âThis is the sample development center. We test magical tool prototypes here. The building next door is for design, and the one after that handles distribution.â
The tour continued, one place after another.
What should she do? The more she saw of the mage tower, the more she watched people working diligently in their own places, the more a restless yearning stirred inside her.
Theyâre amazing. I want to be like that too.
They couldnât tour every buildingâit was far too vast and diverse. After visiting several places, Lailly quickly ran out of stamina.
Just then, a park came into view. The benches, used as a resting area for the people here, were packed with those taking a break.
âShall we rest for a bit?â
âYeah.â
Would there even be a place to sit? It was a foolish worry.
Every time he strolled forward, the people who noticed him turned pale and hurriedly vacated their seats.
âWhy do some people run away when they see you?â
âItâs a natural reaction.â
ââŚ?â
âNo one welcomes a lunatic boss.â
Ahâso he was someone too burdensome to face directly. His reputation wasnât exactly good eitherâŚ
Lailly nodded in understanding. Thinking back to how overwhelming he had been when she first met him, she could sympathize. And since these people worked here, it must be even more intimidating.
Those who fled didnât even look back. They didnât whisper or gossip about the situation either.
It was clearly a striking sightâthe master of the mage tower walking side by side with an unknown womanâyet they treated her as if she didnât exist and ran off in a panic. It was oddly fascinating.
âSit.â
In an instant, it became spacious. There wasnât just one empty benchâthere were several. Lailly sat down.
âI thought this wouldnât be very fun.â
ââŚâŚâ
âBut it looks like youâre enjoying it quite a bit.â
At Gibnenâs words, Lailly nodded.
âI came thinking it wouldnât be fun, but itâs more interesting than I expected. To be honest⌠itâs kind of shocking.â
âWhat is?â
âEverything. Itâs so different from the world I lived in⌠This place is so dazzling.â
What would life be like for the people here?
I want to live a dazzling life like that too.
âHey⌠the mages here must make a lot of money, right?â
âIt depends on how you look at it, but at least I think we offer the bestĺž é in the industry.â
In reality, Horizonâs turnover rate was extremely low. The nickname âiron rice bowlâ didnât come from nowhere.
ââŚThatâs amazing. Everyone here came on their own merits.â
At Laillyâs murmured words, Gibnen stared at her and asked,
âWhat about me?â
âHuh?â
âI came to this position on my own merit too.â
âYou? You donât even need to ask⌠whatâs there to say? Itâd just make my mouth sore.â
âEven if it does, say it.â
âSay what?â
âThat Iâm amazing.â
What was thisâthis uncharacteristic childishness?
Lailly blinked, then burst into laughter.
âYouâre amazing. Really. I thought so from the very first moment I saw you.â
Only then did he smile, satisfied.
âSo, where should we go next?â
âThe academy. What do they do there?â
âItâs where we gather promising seedlings and educate them. All graduates from the magic department automatically join Horizonâassuming there are no special issues.â
ââŚIs it hard to get in?â
âThe competition is fierce. We donât accept many.â
âI want to see it.â
Instead of answering, Gibnen held out his hand. When she placed hers in it, he naturally interlaced their fingers.
âIf your legs get tired, we can use teleportation.â
âNo, letâs walk. It feels nice, like a stroll.â
Pleased with her answer, he led her forward.
âThatâs the model answer. I was waiting for you to say that.â
The academy students reacted quite differently from the people in the park.
Whisper, whisper. They exchanged hushed words among themselves, their curiosity-filled gazes fixed on one spot.
A tall, handsome young man and a rather pretty woman wandering through the academy buildings side by sideâit wasnât a common sight.
Most of them, or at least a significant number, recognized Gibnen. Especially those who looked like older professors, or long-time students who had that âveteranâ air about them.
They looked as if their eyes might pop out in shock. Those who didnât recognize him tended to have youthful facesâclearly students who hadnât been at the academy for long.
The flood of attention would have been uncomfortable for most, but the man who had lived his entire life in the spotlight continued giving introductions as if he were used to it.
âThis classroom is for Division One lectures. They mainly teach humanities unrelated to magicâphilosophy, logic, history, archaeology, geography, that sort of thing.â
âI see. So you donât only study magic?â
âHorizon values people with broad knowledge. If you devote yourself to just one field, your perspective becomes narrow.â
Here, they taught a wide range of subjects.
Not only humanities, but also science, engineering, agriculture, and medicine. Students could choose courses freely at their discretion. They even offered sports and arts, making it an ideal environment to build knowledge in many directions.
The more she toured the academy, the more thoughts filled Laillyâs mind.
The academy was deeply appealing to her. A place of learning where you could study and master anything. Seeing the studentsâeach of them bright, intelligent, and even sophisticatedâshe felt a longing that had been sleeping deep inside her stir awake.
And Gibnen clearly saw the sparkle in Laillyâs eyes.
âDo you want to learn?â
âHuh?â
âYouâve got the look of someone burning with academic desire.â
âUm⌠to be honest, I am a bit envious. Iâve never really learned anything properly. Iâve never experienced academy life either. When I was young, I lived in the mountains⌠and after my father died, I stayed inside the Eadalin estate.â
The only education sheâd received was a brief etiquette lesson from Lady Beiricsid before coming here.
âThen learn.â
ââŚMe?â
âWhy not? If you want, I can arrange the admission process for you.â
âHere? But everyone here is so knowledgeable and amazing. I donât qualify to enroll here.â
At her words, Gibnen narrowed his eyes slightly.
âYouâre one of those people too, noona.â
ââŚThat canât be.â
âThe Horizon Academy entrance examâespecially for the magic department rather than the general departmentâis very simple and fair. Take the exam. Youâll see.â
ââŚâŚâ
âPerfect timing. While you study here, you can also receive mage supervision.â
Lailly shook her head.
âI wouldnât even make it past the threshold. Iâve never had a proper education. I donât know anything, and Iâm not smart.â
This wasnât low self-esteem talking.
It was a cold, realistic assessment.
As the daughter of a mountain warden, Lailly had never studied when she lived in the mountains. All she did was read a few nameless books they had at home. After being registered under her uncleâs household and living with him, she received no basic education at all.
She never attended an academy like everyone else. She didnât know what they studied. She learned about the world only through conversations between the maids and servants.
For someone like her to receive education at the empireâs top higher-learning institutionâit made no sense.
She wouldnât even reach the threshold.
âThereâs no way youâre not smart.â
ââŚâŚâ
âIntelligence is hereditary. Especially for magesâitâs even more strongly influenced by bloodline. Thatâs why mage families obsess over lineage. Are you really unaware that youâre the daughter of an archmage?â
ââŚI still canât believe my father was an archmage from Horizon.â
âIf Raiston was that level of archmage, thereâs no way he left you without passing anything on.â
âHe didnât leave me anything.â
âAre you sure?â
âIâm sure.â
âWell, you never know.â
ââŚWhat do you mean?â
Gibnen shrugged.
âHe was a man who thoroughly prepared even to entrust his daughter to my master in advance. I canât believe someone that meticulous wouldnât have prepared for the day youâd be left alone in this world.â
âMy father didnât teach me anything.â
âHe doesnât necessarily have to teach you directly.â
Lailly couldnât understand what he meant. Regardless, Gibnen seemed to have already decided that she would attend the academy.
âIâll prepare the admission documents. Itâs the beginning of the year and before the semester starts, so the timing is perfect. The application period for the mage-track exam is already over, but if we apply through the recommendation track, scheduling the exam wonât be a problem.â
âI canât do it.â
âTry first, then say that.â
ââŚâŚâ
âYou havenât even tried. How can you be so sure you canât?â
âI know myself well.â
âAre you going to live your entire life giving up before you even try?â
At his sharp words, Lailly fell silent, staring at him.
âEnjoy things when you can. Do things when you can. Live while you canâso you donât regret it later.â
ââŚâŚâ
âYou really donât know yourself at all, noona.â
Recalling his masterâs will, Gibnen smiled brightly.
âAnd Iâve got a strong contrarian streak.â
ââŚ?â
âIâm terrible at following instructions.â
Keeping alive someone who was supposed to be killedâand that wasnât even the end of itâŚ
âIâm curious what would happen if you could freely wield magic. Wouldnât it be possible for you to become an archmage who surpasses Raiston?â
He was deliberately nurturing the seed of disaster.
Of course, my master might burst out of his coffin in a rage.
But so what? He was curious.
And if nothing else, Gibnen was weak to curiosity.
âGo here. To this academy.â
ââŚâŚâ
âI told you to think about what you want to do.â
ââŚâŚâ
âIf thereâs something you want, Iâm more than willing to support itâwhatever it is.â
A madman with more money than sense was doing something insane.
He had just restarted the timer on a ticking time bomb that had briefly stopped.
âIâll take responsibility, noona.â
I want to take responsibility for this woman.