Mariabelle flushed, putting on an apologetic expression.
âIâve gone too far⊠Your Majesty, please forgive me.â
She dipped her head lightlyâso lightly that it barely qualified as an apology.
âHow astonishing,â the queen said coolly. âHas Lord Wellston not even taught his own daughter basic decorum?â
âThatâs not true! Father is a most generous and kind man,â Mariabelle protested at once.
âBy the way, Mariabelleâhow many languages do you speak?â
The queenâs sudden question made Mariabelle glance toward Alicia, as though seeking help.
But Alicia had not been granted permission to speak. She could not answer.
âI am currently studying the language of a neighboring country at the academy. Of course, I also interact with exchange students. We are cultivating friendships,â Mariabelle replied confidently.
The queen looked at her with faint disappointment.
âI had hoped you might spur Alicia on, but it seems I was mistaken.â
Mariabelle blinked in confusion.
âW-what do you mean? Did I say something wrong? Sister, why are you silent? Why wonât you help me?â
Alicia looked quietly at the queen. The queen shook her head.
âThatâs cruel, Sister. Why are you ignoring me? Iâll report this to Father and Mother,â Mariabelle said, on the verge of tears.
Joshua, meanwhile, remained silent.
âAlicia, you may speak now,â the queen said.
âYes, Your Majesty.â
Mariabelle stared at Alicia, startled.
âMariabelle, the palace has its own etiquette,â Alicia said calmly.
âThatâs awful, Sister. Then why didnât you teach me?â
Mariabelleâs large eyes shimmered with tears, but Alicia did not waver.
âIs that not what your tutors and the academy are for?â
âIâm not good at studying. Just like youâre bad at socializing and canât make friends.â
She sounded petulant, like a child. Alicia found herself wondering whether Mariabelle was emotionally younger than her years.
âThat may be so. Everyone has strengths and weaknesses.â
âThen you should have helped me. Why were you being mean?â
âI had no intention of being mean.â
âFather and Mother not loving you isnât my fault,â Mariabelle said, clutching her handkerchief, her voice trembling to invite sympathy.
âThat is true. It is not your fault.â
âThen you were jealous and took it out on me, werenât you?â
Alicia tilted her head slightly.
âJealousy⊠I wonder. I have felt envy at times. But strangely enough, I have never wished to become you.â
That part puzzled Alicia herself. Mariabelle was bright and sociable, yet she had never wanted to be her.
So when accused of envy, it felt wrong.
(I want to be accepted as who I am.)
At that instant, a sharp sound cracked through the air, and heat flared across Aliciaâs cheek.
She realized Mariabelle had slapped her.