Chapter 12
âMaybe I didnât get enough sleep. I must be hearing nonsense.â
So⊠was this just my imagination?
For a moment I wondered if I had misheard. My sister had always cared about me deeply and protected me. Thinking of that, the person in front of me felt like a stranger just wearing my sisterâs face.
Thatâs how confused I was.
But of course, my sister had no idea what I was thinking and calmly continued.
âActually⊠I heard something from someone I know.â
About what?
The more slowly she spoke, the more my heart kept bouncing between heaven and hell.
âYou know I have a lot of friends, right? One of them told me something.â
She added that it was one of her childhood friends from the academy.
âFather and I always told you that you donât have to get married or even get engaged. But⊠a real relationship is different from something forced.â
Ahh. So basically, her friend had been whispering strange ideas to her.
âWe realized⊠maybe we were stopping you from ever meeting a good man.â
No⊠thatâs not really true.
âI wasnât even interested in romance before I met Etienne anyway.â
It was my choice not to date anyone. Who wouldâve guessed it would turn into a misunderstanding like this?
âSo when I was showing off the jewelry you gave me, my friends gave me some advice.â
So this paper must be the result.
My eyes dropped back to the sheet in my hands.
There were notes about family background, education, and other details written under several menâs photographs.
I swallowed nervously and looked back at my sister.
âIt may be a bit late⊠but what about meeting one of these men? Theyâre all good people. You might like one.â
She looked completely serious â like she genuinely wanted to support my love life.
Meanwhile, my eyes kept getting stabbed by the pictures.
âTheir qualifications arenât bad⊠but honestly, no thanks.â
Maybe my sister would approve of them.
But by my standards? Every single one failed.
âIâm sorry, sister. But I refuse.â
I really was grateful.
But this was something I had to cut off cleanly.
And as expected, my sister blinked in confusion at how quickly I turned it down.
âIf I donât give a convincing reason, sheâll just keep trying to introduce more men.â
I could already see the future.
So I began gently.
âI know you chose them carefully for my sake. And I really appreciate that.â
Start soft.
âBut sister â even if everyone else thinks theyâre perfect, if I donât like them, thatâs the end of it.â
I wasnât going to waste my time dating someone I didnât even like.
âI see. So they just donât appeal to you.â
She looked a bit sad.
âIf you tell me what you do want, I can search more carefully next time.â
Oh no.
âSo we need something stronger.â
Time to make it crystal clear.
I took a breath.
âListen, sister. The reason I donât like them⊠is something you canât fix no matter how hard you try.â
She paused, then asked gently:
âThen tell me â what kind of person do you imagine?â
I answered immediately.
âI like handsome men.â
The room went silent.
âNot just normal handsome. I mean⊠the kind of man even the goddess Agnes would compliment.â
That was simply the truth.
Just like a crow loves shiny things, I loved beautiful things.
âEver since I met him, no one else compares.â
Etienne was exactly the type of man the goddess herself would bless.
So after meeting him, how could these photos compete?
They all looked plain. Like rocks on the side of the road.
ââŠSo looks are important to you.â
My sister didnât argue.
âShe canât really say looks donât matter⊠her fiancĂ© is handsome too.â
Even though heâd lost an eye, his beauty remained.
So she couldnât exactly preach otherwise.
âAnd also â I want someone who can handle me.â
I continued.
âSomeone whoâll adjust to me, not try to control me. But none of these men feel like that.â
I didnât want someone whoâd try to shape me to their liking.
âSo honestly⊠this list is useless.â
My sister sighed like sheâd accepted defeat.
âYouâre right. In that case, itâs better to meet someone naturally.â
Like she had done â turning a childhood friend into a lover.
âAnd since youâve lived happily without romance until now, Iâll stop looking. Letâs leave it at advice only.â
A clean surrender.
âYouâre not going to ask for any other reason?â
âNo need. You already gave the biggest ones.â
She gathered the papers.
âIâll get rid of these. Forget we ever talked about it.â
Then she added softly:
âAnd since I dragged you here for nothing, I should at least give you a present.â
A present?
I opened my mouth to say it wasnât necessary â
But she continued.
âI was going to give it to you on your birthday this year, but Iâll give it early.â
âAnd of course Iâll get you something even better on your actual birthday,â she added.
Curiosity bloomed.
What could it be?
While she went to fetch it, I decided I definitely wanted it now.
She returned and handed me a long, neatly wrapped box tied with a purple ribbon â the same shade as my eyes.
I untied it and opened the lid.
ââŠA drawing?â
It looked like something a child had colored on white paper. Underneath were two messages â one neat, one messy.
âThis is a picture I drew before you were born.â
Suddenly the drawing looked completely different.
âSo she was talented even as a child. Of course â sheâs my sister.â
Well⊠most kids draw like this anyway.
Still â now I loved it.
âWhen Mother found out she was likely having a girl, I drew this and wrote a message. She wrote one too. We planned to give it to you someday.â
So the messy writing was hers.
And the neat script⊠belonged to the mother I had never met.
âWould you like to read it here? Or in your room?â
She looked at me kindly.
âIâll read it in my room.â
It felt like a treasure meant only for me.
So I wanted to read it alone.
âThat makes sense.â
She stood and came over to hug me warmly.
âIâm so glad youâre my sister, Nini.â
Her embrace was so warm.
âIâm glad youâre my sister too.â
And I meant it completely.
***
When I returned to my room, holding the precious paper tightlyâ
âMiss!â
Selly rushed over before I could even call for her.
Her expression wasnât worried.
Actually⊠she looked excited.
And then she said:
âWe just received word from the people in the mineââ

