Chapter 40
Thoughts on Changing Jobs
âSo, you turned him down?â
âYeah.â
Pinea tossed down the gossip magazine sheâd been reading. It was so worn and crumpled it looked like sheâd read it a hundred times. We were having lunch together for the first time in agesâjust the three of us, thanks to Nicolaâs suggestion. Naturally, the conversation turned to the recent job offer from the Imperial Palace.
âHe wanted you to work for him, didnât he? I already hate going to work every morning. Why would I want to work for some guy Iâve only met a few times?â
âBut still, itâs the Imperial Palace. I heard the hiring exams there are brutal. Heâs basically offering to pull strings for you.â
âThatâs one of the reasons I donât want to go. I can already imagine all the hazing and petty politics Iâd have to endure the moment I walk in.â
âWell, yeahâŚâ
Pinea shuddered as if the thought alone gave her chills.
âJust thinking about those lofty palace officials trying to deal with you makes me feel sorry for them.â
âWhat? Thatâs ridiculous. What did I ever do?â
âRemember when you were at the Opel branch? That senior who messed with you? You literally risked getting written up for skipping work just to get back at him. The look on your face back then was terrifying.â
âMy face?â
Pinea made an awkward imitation of my supposed expression.
âYouâve got that lookâthe one where youâre scheming something big. You had the same expression when you went to report that supervisor, whatâs-his-name, Batorn or whatever.â
âWow, you sure pay attention. You were just as satisfied as I was, donât pretend otherwise.â
While we were bickering, Nicola spoke up with a wistful tone.
âI still think itâd be amazing if Coco became a royal official. I just feel like youâre meant for something bigger.â
âNicola, youâre too much sometimesâŚâ
Looking at my ever-optimistic friend, I suddenly felt how jaded Iâd become. But surprisingly, Pinea agreed with her.
âI think so too. I donât know how great those palace people are, but honestly, I donât think youâd be outshone there. Everything youâve accomplished so far hasnât exactly been easy, has it?â
I couldnât tell them that my current skill set came from the soul of a thirty-something overworked Korean office worker living inside this body.
âI already turned it down. Itâs over.â
âIf you change your mind, you could still tell them. Itâs not an opportunity that comes around often.â
âYeah! You might even find something you really want to do there!â
Listening to the two of them, I felt an unwanted thought creeping inâmaybe I should reconsider the Finance Ministerâs offer.
The casual chat came back to haunt me like a boomerang. I couldnât focus on work, so I ended up spacing out on a bench in the garden, watching the scenery.
Is there even a reason I should become a royal official?
Just because theyâre offering a good salaryâdoes that mean I should go?
After all, Iâd already gotten rid of that schemer Gichu and was working peacefully at the Marquisâs estate. Lady Chiara liked me, the servants were kind, and even the Marquis treated me warmly. If I just stayed put, worked steadily, earned bonuses here and there, and left once Rioâs treatment was doneâIâd be fine.
Then why am I hesitating?
That was the funny part. If I at least understood why I was conflicted, maybe the unease would go away.
âCoco!â
That cheerful, innocent voiceâŚ
Aidan was running toward me from a short distance away.
For some reason, heâd started calling me by my nickname. When I told him only close friends used it, he said he wanted to be close with me, so heâd use it too. Eventually, he even warned me that if I didnât call him by his name, heâd just keep calling me âCoco.â I let it slideâif anyone saw me calling the young master by name, Iâd lose my head.
Iâll forgive him because heâs cute.
His long lavender hair and bright green eyes made him look like something out of a fairy tale.
Was I always this weak to pretty faces?
Even with the Duke of Ariadneâs godlike looks, Iâd managed to stay calmâbut maybe that was because the Duke had this dignified air, while Aidan felt more like an adorable little brother.
Since he was here, I decided to ask.
âYoung Master.â
âYeah, Coco?â
âHow did you end up joining the Magic Tower?â
Aidan tapped his chin thoughtfully, eyes turning upward.
âWhen I was five, they measured my mana and found I had the same capacity as a high-ranking mage. So, I went.â
âDid you want to go?â
He shook his head.
âOriginally, I was supposed to commute between the Tower and home like school. But magic was so much fun that I just stayed there. The more I practiced, the faster I got better. Next thing I knew, the Tower Master called me his successor.â
Ah. The usual genius trajectory.
âSo if the Tower Master had said, âBecome my successor! Work for the Tower!ââwould you have gone?â
âHmm. Iâve never thought about it that way.â He frowned deeply, as if picturing it for real. âI wouldnât work for the Tower, but Iâd still go. Because magic is too fun. And thereâs no better place to learn. If I can do a few good things for the Tower along the way, thatâs fine too.â
âI see.â
So, not quite the same as my situation. Aidan knew exactly what he wanted.
âAre you worried about something?â
âNo.â
âCareer troubles?â
Heâd been perceptive ever since the whole Melony incident.
Fineânothing to lose by talking.
âThings are good right now. Peaceful, even. But I got a new offer. Itâs not really better than this, so I donât know why Iâm even considering it.â
Aidan suddenly burst out laughing.
âCoco, I thought you were smartâbut youâre kind of dumb, huh?â
âWhat?â
My brain glitched at the insult.
âYouâre thinking about it because it interests you. Enough to risk this peaceful life of yours.â
ââŚ!â
âThis peace must feel boring to you, right? Youâre not the type to stay in one place for long.â
âAm I⌠not?â
Maybe all those job changes in my old world werenât just survivalâthey were my nature. The thought left me oddly unsettled.
Then, out of nowhere, Aidan reached out and ruffled my hair.
âNow you actually look like youâre younger than me. If you ever leave, make sure to say goodbye!â
For once, he looked almost⌠mature.
I always thought I preferred stability, but maybe he was right. Still dazed, I went back to the officeâwhere Butler Fenel was waiting.
âYoung Lady Chiara wishes to see you.â
At my superiorâs summons, I quickly gathered myself and went to her room.
Knock, knock.
âItâs Cornelia.â
âCome in.â
When I opened the door, Lady Chiara was already seated at the table, tea and sweets prepared. Usually, she only asked for tea after we began workingâso this setup was unusual.
âSit down and have some tea.â
âYes, my lady.â
The atmosphere felt different, but I quietly sipped, waiting for her to speak.
âThe Finance Minister came to see me.â
âPfft!â
I nearly choked and spewed tea before I could stop myself.
Chiara frowned slightly, then took a handkerchief from a maid to wipe away the droplets. She handed me another one.
âIâIâm sorry! Thank you.â
It was the first time Iâd ever lost composure like that in front of her. I swore there was amusement in her eyes.
âNo need to panic. I didnât call you to scold you.â
âIâve already refused his offer, my lady. Please donât worry.â
âHe doesnât seem to have given up. He asked me how he might persuade you.â
Unbelievable. He went to my boss?
My blood pressure spiked.
âSo, why did you refuse? Was it because of me?â
I froze. Because yesâthe main reason Iâd stayed at the Marquisâs estate was her.
Chiara took a calm sip of her tea, then continued.
âDid you think I wouldnât let you go?â
I shook my head.
âIâve only been your aide for less than a year, and Iâm satisfied with my current work.â
âReally?â
She paused, then said softly,
âI actually wish youâd accepted.â
ââŚWhat?â
I was stunned. That was the last thing I expected to hear.
âMy lady?â
Her usually composed voice grew slightly faster, almost flustered.
âTo be honest, I donât want you to go either! Iâd love for you to stay as my aide forever!â
âThen whyâŚâ
âBecause I donât want you to only live as my aide.â
â…!â
âYou have a rare talent, Cornelia. Iâm sure of it. No matter how brilliant those palace officials think they are, youâd outdo them all. Remember the brand launch? They failed miserably, but you made it a success overnight. I want you to become a royal officialânot just to serve, but to claim your own wealth and honor as a noble. I want to meet you as an equal, as a friendânot as my subordinate.â
âLady ChiaraâŚâ
I hadnât known she thought that way.
Who gets this attached to an aide in less than a year?
Before I knew it, tears welled up. She leaned forward and gently brushed my cheek with her thumb.
âIf you go and decide itâs not for you, come back. Iâll take you in anytime.â
A boss who could send her aide off so beautifullyâthere was no one like her.
It felt like a lock inside me finally clicked open.
The next day, a message arrived from the Finance Minister.
I love this so much.