Chapter 13
Countess Valliman (2)
Exactly one hour later, Lily stood before the drawing room door.
Truthfully, she wouldâve preferred to come even later, but that wouldâve made it too obvious she was stalling on purpose. Coming nowâjust late enough to be noticed, but not to be accusedâfelt like the perfect balance.
Knock, knockâ
No sooner had she knocked than the door opened. It was Samantha.
âCome in, dear.â
Her voice was polite, but her eyes were a stormâanger and irritation mixed into one sharp glare.
If the Countess hadnât been inside, Lily was certain Samantha wouldâve grabbed her by the hair already.
That only proved how much she had suffered at the hands of Countess Valliman. Far from offended, Lily found it oddly satisfying. She smiled sweetly and apologized.
âForgive me for being late, Mother.â
âOh, nonsense. I quite enjoyed spending a little extra time with the Countess. Such delightful company, truly. Heehee.â
The forced smile trembled on Samanthaâs lips. Even her laugh sounded brittle.
âNow, nowâcome in, dear.â
Practically pushed through the doorway, Lily stopped short when she saw the woman seated on the sofa.
A woman with vivid red hair.
That was Countess Valliman.
Lily had seen her only once beforeâat the wedding receptionâbut she remembered her face perfectly.
How could she not? The woman had spent her wedding night in Lilyâs husbandâs bed.
ââŚItâs been a while, Countess.â
Lily made no effort to hide her dislike, but the Countess only smiled brightly, as if oblivious.
âIndeed. I think the last time was your wedding reception⌠Why havenât I seen you at any social gatherings since then?â
Lily stayed silent.
It was trueâsheâd avoided most social events after that night. Partly because of the betrayal of so-called friends, but mostly because of Frederickâs affairs.
Thanks to him, sheâd been branded with all sorts of vile nicknamesâ
âA wife lower than a mistress,â âa parasite clinging to her husband,â and worse.
She had no desire to attend events where people whispered behind her back.
And now, hearing that question from one of the culprits behind those rumorsâLily almost laughed from disbelief.
âOh, our daughter-in-law is a bit shy,â Samantha interjected quickly. âShe doesnât really enjoy those sorts of gatherings. But next time, Iâll take her myselfâplease send the invitations to me.â
âThat wonât be necessary,â said the Countess smoothly.
Samanthaâs smile faltered.
âThe lady herself doesnât wish to attend, so I canât force her. When she feels ready, she can contact me directly. The circles I attend are quite refinedâonly those with proper qualifications may enter, you understand.â
Even though her son had married into the Benjamin family, Samanthaâs status remained that of a commoner.
Frederick had entered the family as a son-in-law, not as an heir who could elevate his kin.
The Countess had aimed precisely for that sore spot, and Samanthaâs face stiffened. Her tightly pressed lips trembled with restrained anger.
âY-yes, of course. I understand perfectly. Well then, Iâll leave you two to talk.â
Unable to retaliate, Samantha all but fled the room.
Lily clenched her hands to keep from doing the same.
The atmosphere was suffocating. While Lily stood awkwardly, the Countess radiated effortless composure.
âDonât just stand there. Sit,â the Countess said, lifting her coffee cup.
Anyone walking by would think this was the Valliman mansion, not the Benjamin estate.
Lily held back a dry laugh. âIâm fine standing.â
She had no desire to sit across from her husbandâs lover and make small talk.
âI heard you wanted to see me,â Lily continued coldly. âPlease get to the point.â
âMy, so cold,â the Countess said lightly. âI havenât even finished my coffee, and you want to send me away already?â
âYouâve been drinking it for over two hours, Countess. If it takes that long to finish, perhaps youâd be more comfortable continuing at your own home.â
âI waited two hours for you, yet you canât spare even a few minutes?â
Lilyâs lips tightened. Why wonât she just say what she came for?
At this point, curiosity outweighed irritation. With a small sigh, she sat down opposite the Countess.
âWell then. What is it you wanted to say?â
âIsnât it fascinating?â
ââŚWhat is?â
âYou and I,â said the Countess, resting her chin on one hand, eyes gleaming with amusement.
âWeâre such an unlikely pair, yet here we areâsitting together, talking like old friends.â
Who forced me to sit, exactly? Lily thought dryly.
And thenââAn unlikely pairâ? The phrasing pricked her nerves.
âDonât misunderstand,â the Countess said quickly, seeing Lilyâs expression. âI only meant that weâre alike, you and Iâboth used and discarded by Lord Benjamin.â
Lily froze.
She had suspected as much, but hearing it aloudâhearing it phrased that wayâfilled her with disgust.
âYou have a rather unpleasant way of speaking, Countess.â
âOh dear, do I? I only meant we share a similar misfortune. Still, if it offended you, I apologize.â
It was an empty apology, clearly meant to provoke. Lily stood.
âIf thatâs all, Iâll be going.â
âWait.â
The Countess set a book down on the table.
The title was familiarâLily had translated it herself six months ago.
âYouâre the translator of this novel, arenât you?â
ââŚYou already know that. Why ask?â
âAh, just wanted to confirm. Donât mind me.â
Then donât say it, Lily thought irritably.
She glanced at the book again. The original had been written in Gartan, the language of the Kingdom of Hertaâa nation famed for its love of art and literature. Lily still remembered how much sheâd enjoyed that project.
But now, even that pleasant memory felt tainted just by seeing the Countess touch it.
âWas there something wrong with my translation?â she asked flatly.
âOn the contrary! It was excellent. In fact, Iâd like your help.â
âMy help?â
What could this woman possibly need from her?
The Countess smiled. âYou know our family deals in the iron trade, yes?â
âOf course.â
How could she forget? That was why Frederick had chosen the Countess over her that nightâto secure business with the Valliman family.
âWeâre planning to expand into the Herta Kingdom, but itâs difficult to find anyone fluent in Gartan. So, would you be willing to help us?â
âI decline.â
The answer was immediate. Working for her husbandâs mistress was unthinkable.
The Countess only chuckled. âEven if I pay you one gold per document?â
ââŚ!â
Lilyâs eyes widened.
She currently earned ten shillings per translated page. One gold was ten times that amount.
There had to be a catch.
As if reading her mind, the Countess said smoothly, âItâs nothing shady. Youâd simply translate documentsâletters from Herta into our language, and ours into Gartan. The volume might be heavy at first, but nothing beyond what you handled in that novel.â
It was⌠tempting.
More pay for the same work.
And she did need moneyâespecially for her motherâs hospital bills. Depending on Frederick for everything made her feel sick.
âIf you donât want to live your whole life leeching off Lord Benjamin,â said the Countess softly, âyou should consider this. A career with the Valliman family would open many doors for you later.â
Lily said nothing.
Every word made senseâbut still, she couldnât accept it.
Her pride, battered though it was, refused to bend.
âIâll pass.â
If she lost even that last shred of dignity, she knew sheâd fall apart completely.
âWell then, thatâs unfortunate.â
The Countess didnât look disappointed at all. She rose gracefully, smoothing her skirts.
âI wonât insist. I donât like to seem desperate. But youâll accept my offer soon enough.â
With that, she turned toward the door, leaving Lily staring at her retreating figureâanger and unease twisting together in her chest.