Chapter 10
That night, I collapsed into sleep.
At Minaâs loud call, not only the servants but also Father and Mother came rushing from the manor to meet me. So late at nightâwhere had they been? I was nearly buried under a flood of questions and worries, but with one firm word from MotherââShe must be tiredââI was released for the night.
âW-well, Father still thinks itâs too early for Natalie to marry! No, Father thinks she should remain single foreverââ
âYes yes, dear⌠letâs go.â
That was one little scene, and before bed I asked Mina to take care of the tear-dew herb and the soiled cloak. The pendant the prince had given me, I placed carefully in a drawer so it wouldnât break.
âUnderstood!â
From the sparkle in her eyes, I could tell she was suppressing an almost painful desire to ask questions. But exhaustion won over, and I sank into the fluffy bed.
When I woke again, it hadnât all been just a dream. The day I awoke after death had truly moved forward. The pendant was still in the drawer, and Mina reported with great emphasis:
âI cleaned âsomeoneâsâ clothes perfectly for you!â
âR-really⌠thank you.â
âYes! When Milady suddenly wanted to go out, I thought it was strange, but itâs fine! Mina is cheering for you!â
âA-ahahaâŚâ
âI thought if I told Master, it would be terrible, so I cleverly disguised the matter!â
Mina truly was a capable maid. She not only did what she was asked, but often anticipated what I needed. Though⌠I wished she would hide her curiosity betterâabout the drawer, about the cloak.
(Well⌠Mina seems happy enough, so maybe itâs fine.)
Natalie, unwilling to explain, decided she would resolve this someday when her headache lessened.
To Father, I explained I was late because âkind knights escorted me home.â If I said anything about bandits, that overprotective man would lose controlâI knew it.
ââŚW-well, Iâm grateful for their kindness, but⌠surely some of them had wicked eyes for Natalie! I should have gouged their eyes out!â
âGood grief⌠Natalie is already eighteen. Sheâs bound to fall in love once or twiceâŚâ
âOnce or twice!? NoooâFather canât bear itââ
Mother let out a long sigh. I considered correcting the misunderstanding, but⌠it wasnât entirely wrong. Like that deputy commander with his wicked gaze. If I said too much, it would only stir up more snakes from the bushes. So instead I smiled at Fatherâs wailing and let it pass.
The next morning, the Petigrew household spent until noon in heated debate over the âNatalie incident.â
âTear-dew grass is easy to recognizeâit has white blossoms. Please make sure this field guide is handed to the gathering party.â
âYes, understood.â
âThank you for always taking on these tasks. And⌠do you remember what to do after itâs harvested?â
âOf course! Iâll deliver it to the doctor living out in the remote region marked on the map, right?â
That afternoon, after the fuss settled, Natalie planned the herb gathering with Mina. Father had been reluctant to let her go until the sun nearly set. The process was simple:
The Petigrew mountain workers would collect the tear-dew grass, fill a basket, then meet Mina. Mina, acting in Natalieâs place, would deliver it to Franz.
âStill, itâs rare for tear-dew grass to be needed.â
âYes⌠but itâs important for Motherâs medicine. Iâm counting on you.â
âYes!â
They exchanged bright smiles. Now, all that was left was to await the medicine. Glancing at the calendar, Natalie noticed the royal ball was drawing nearânext month. She had attended that same ball before her death. This time, perhaps it would look different.
Life in the Petigrew household brought Natalie peace of mind. After marriage, she had done all the cleaning and laundry herself, and remembered the frantic exhaustion.
But by working, she had come to know the weight of those chores, and to appreciate the value of the servants. For giving her the chance to truly say thank you, perhaps she owed that household some gratitude after all.
âWell then⌠how about this?â
âExcellent, Milady! Your turns and steps are perfect!â
Now that she had time for herself, she hired a tutor and resumed practicing for the ball. Nobles from her own country as well as high-ranking guests from abroad would attend. She remembered Prince Edward would be there, and Duke Julius too. To avoid standing out badly, she needed to review everything.
She had never thought herself impolite, but she hated the thought of being seen as âa woman who only clings to men.â Remembering her stepmotherâs words, she turned anger into fuel and studied dance and etiquette with renewed spirit.
The pendant and cloak remained stored away in the Petigrew home. Without another ball or diplomatic trip, she could not return them. She wished she could do so soon, but kept it tucked away in her mind.
âToday, we have cake made with oranges. The chef put in his utmost effort!â
âOh⌠I look forward to it.â
âHeh! I already tasted it myself!â
It was a peaceful afternoon. Nothing troubling had happened. They had already harvested tear-dew grass, and Mina even volunteered:
âIâll deliver it myselfâeven if it means missing the ball!â
Encouraging her to enjoy the rare chance for good food and maybe a romance at the ball, Natalie was met with:
âThatâs a completely different matter!â
Understanding Minaâs maidenâs heart was perhaps the hardest task of all.
And so, with less than a week left before the ball, Natalie enjoyed a leisurely tea time on the terrace.
âAh! Weâve run out of teaâIâll fetch more!â
âThank you. When you come back, why donât you sit with me and have cake too?â
âEh? Truly? Thank you, Milady!â
Mina hurried happily to the kitchen. She really did love cake. Yes, today seemed like it would remain peacefulâŚ
âMiladyyyy!â
(âŚPerhaps not.)
âWhat is it, Mina? Youâre back so quickly.â
âAh! I havenât brewed the tea yetâmore importantly! Masterâ! The dressesâ!â
âWhat? Did Father make me a dress?â
âNo⌠itâs faster if you see. Letâs go to the entrance!â
âReally?â
Forgetting even the empty teapot, Mina guided Natalie to the front hall. There, they found Father trembling, Mother looking on with regret⌠andâ
Two dresses, richly decorated, displayed on mannequins. Each of a different color.
âMy, my⌠who could Natalie have captured, I wonder? Two unknown dresses, arriving without senderâs name.â
Mother laughed with amusement. But while she enjoyed herself, Natalie, staring at the troublesome gifts, felt the urge to run away from reality.