Chapter 118 â Medicine on Time
âHow exactly am I supposed to repay her?â
It hadnât sounded like a joke. He and Cecilia were far too distant for that.
Still, a debt was a debt.
Tiern looked down at the handkerchief.
The white cloth, embroidered with a yellow seal, still carried faint brownish stains.
âItâs fine that the mark remains.â
Better that than losing it forever.
The handkerchiefâand the trust that came with itâwere both things he didnât want to lose again.
He carefully tucked the Grand Duchessâs precious gift into his pocket and began to walk away.
Knock, knock.
It was one of those rare, peaceful evenings with no official schedule.
I was lazily rolling around on the bed when a knock cameâfrom the terrace.
âNo wayâŚâ
I went to the window and pulled the curtain openâ
and was met with a view of a broad, muscled chest pressed against the glass.
When I looked up, I saw Loicâs face, slightly flushed.
The sharp lines of his eyes softened the moment he saw me.
His dark hair was damp, still drippingâhe clearly hadnât even dried it after washing.
âI told him not to climb over the terrace!â
I frowned deliberately.
But when he lowered his eyes like a scolded puppy, looking both guilty and pitifulâ
well, how could I not open the door?
ââŚâ
In the end, I slid open the terrace door.
Loic didnât even pretend to ask permission this time.
He just slipped inside.
âHonestly! What if youâd fallen?!â
âIâm a Sword Master. I donât make such mistakes.â
He said it with ridiculous confidence.
âDoes he think being a Sword Master means he can do anything?â
âDo Sword Masters not know how to use stairs?â
I crossed my arms. Loic lowered his gaze, pretending to reflect.
âBut there are still maids moving around at this hourâŚâ
âThen just call for me.â
âHow could I ask you to come at night?â
I gave him a sharp look, and he muttered softly,
âBesides⌠I thought if I waited too long, you might already be asleep, so I came quicklyâŚâ
His shy, restless gaze made it hard to stay angry.
Droplets were still falling from his hair, landing on his shirtâ
and the fabric clung to his skin, outlining his firm chest.
âGood grief.â
My cheeks burned.
âYou shouldâve at least dried your hair. Youâll catch a cold.â
âSword Masters donât catchââ
He stopped mid-sentence when our eyes met.
I sighed and pulled him by the hand toward a chair.
âSit.â
I went to the bathroom and came back with a towel.
He reached out to take it, but I immediately threw the towel over his head and started rubbing his hair dry.
Loic sat still, obediently folding his hands together.
âI can do it myselfâŚâ
âSword Masters should be quiet.â
I pressed the towel firmly against his damp neck and hair.
Loicâs shoulders twitched.
âDid the envoy leave safely?â I asked.
It was their final night in Blenheim before returning south.
There had been a farewell dinner, but I hadnât attended, citing that I hadnât fully recovered yet.
âYes. Everything went smoothly. Though they were disappointed you couldnât join.â
âMaybe I shouldâve gone after all.â
âNo need. I handled it fine.â
Even as he spoke confidently, his shoulders trembled slightly.
Then he caught my wrist and gently pulled me to sit beside him.
âItâs not dry yet.â
âYour arms must be tired.â
âIâm not made of paper,â I thought. Drying his hair wouldnât tire me out.
âStill, I should finishââ
âItâs fine.â
For some reason, Loic kept holding my wrist and wouldnât let go.
âLoic?â
âItâs just⌠when you touch my neck like thatâŚâ
Only then did I notice that his long neck had turned red.
âItâs⌠hard to hold back.â
âHis neck is that sensitive?â
Feeling flustered, I quickly put down the towel.
Ahem.
I needed to change the subject.
âBy the way, what happened to the head maid?â
âSir Hedrick is questioning her.â
Loic pressed his thigh with his fist, hesitating before adding,
âSheâs still insisting she acted alone⌠but weâll soon get her to admit that Lady Meisel ordered it.â
His voice hardened slightly, maybe thinking I was feeling pity for Marzella.
âYou donât need to sympathize with her. Sheâs wronged you twice now.â
âI wasnât pitying her,â I thought, but didnât say it aloud.
âThatâs why you didnât tell me, right?â
While I was unconscious, the knights had interrogated all the maids.
Bennet had confessed that I had already suspected Marzella.
Loic must have thought I was trying to protect her.
âBut honestly, that wasnât it at all.â
Marzellaâs position as head maid was everything sheâd built.
And maybeâjust maybeâIâd wanted to destroy that. A very ugly impulse.
âWhat kind of punishment will she get?â
âShe might be exiled beyond the mountain range like the last criminals, or stripped of her property and forced into labor here at the estate.â
He added quietly, âWhatever you wish, Iâll do it.â
I paused.
âLet her choose, if possible.â
After all, Meisel had been the one who ordered her.
Marzella, as the subordinate, hadnât really had a choice.
âNot that she seemed particularly remorsefulâŚâ
Loic hesitated, then nodded reluctantly.
A cool breeze brushed my neck. The curtains were open.
Though it was summer, nights in the north were chilly, so I usually kept them closed.
Outside, the sky had already turned dark.
âYou must be tired. Go and rest.â I said casually.
Loic blinked, startled.
âY-you mean⌠leave?â
âOf course.â
What elseâwas he planning to sleep here?
âButâŚâ
He fiddled with his hands nervously.
âYou havenât kissed me yet.â
âW-what?!â
My face burned all the way down to my neck.
âThat came out of nowhere!â
Weâd just been talking about punishment and exileâand now this?
âItâs late. Maybe we shouldââ
âThis concerns your health,â he said seriously. âItâs practically medical treatment.â
He looked deadly earnest, which only made it worse.
âYou canât skip your doses.â
âBut weâve been doing it quite often alreadyâŚâ
My cheeks burned hotter as I fanned myself with my hand.
âDo you⌠not like it?â he asked quietly, sounding wounded.
âNo!â
I waved my hands frantically.
âItâs not that.â
âIf it makes you uncomfortableââ
âI-itâs fine!â
His eyes widened slightly.
âToo fineâthatâs the problem!â
Every time he kissed me, it felt impossible to stop.
âHow can someone who supposedly never touched a woman before kiss so well?â
And his lipsâsoft, warm, addictive.
If we started, weâd lose track of time.
âI mean, itâs fine, really,â I stammered.
âItâs just like taking medicine, right? Nothing uncomfortable about that.â
âWaitâthat sounds completely wrong.â
I groaned internally, but Loicâs lips slowly curved upward.
âGood. Iâm glad.â
His eyes glimmered playfully as he leaned closer.
âBecause itâs important to take your medicine three times a day without skipping.â
He pressed a soft kiss to the bridge of my nose.
ââŚThatâs it?â
âThatâs not a kiss! Thatâs a teaser!â
Loic bit his lip, then whispered near my ear,
âNo. That was just the start.â
Then his hot lips captured mine.
His large hand slid through my hair, gentle yet firm.
I trembled, clutching at his collar.
âTonightâs medicine is very sweetâŚâ
Heat wrapped around me, deep and intoxicating.
But before things went too farâagainâI pressed against his chest and broke away.
Panting, Loic stared at me, his gaze heavy with longing.
âItâs too late.â
âBut itâs still nightââ
He glanced at the window, realized how dark it was, and sighed.
âFine.â
âGo to bed.â
I gave him a gentle push toward the door, but he hesitatedâturning instead toward the terrace.
âWhere are you going?â
âBack to my room.â
I groaned.
âYouâre not seriously going to climb over again?! Do you know how far your room is?â
âIt is quite far,â he admitted, thoughtful.
âExactly. Soââ
Before I could finish, he said firmly,
âThen Iâll just move my room closer.â
His face was full of conviction.
I could only stare at him in disbelief.