Chapter6
Talk on the Bed (2)
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In Shia-yunās story, the word āShikitariā came up many times. It seems that the people of this country all live by observing these Shikitariātraditional customs handed down from their ancestral spirits.
Among those customs, thereās one that says:
āA pure maiden must offer her body to the Marebito (the otherworldly visitor), and receive his seed.ā
The timingāyeah, thatās all I could think about. Seriously, what kind of erotic game scenario is that? The āsettingā sounds exactly like oneābut I just canāt bring myself to feel that way right now.
Of course, as a healthy high school boy, itās not like I have no interest in that kind of thing. When Iām hanging out with the guys, those kinds of conversations come up all the time. Iāve thought Iād like to experience it someday. Actually, noāI definitely want to. But⦠not now.
Right now, I canāt stop thinking about Rika.
I was scared enough that weād grow apart when we went to different universities, and now weāve become even more distant than that. And yet, a part of me is relieved that we did. Even though Iām the one who confessed because I didnāt want things to changeāand made them changeāIām relieved, and that makes me feel pathetic.
Everything just feels empty. My mind doesnāt seem to work right. Itās not exactly that things feel unrealāitās just⦠I guess Iām still too shocked from being rejected. I canāt even figure out how to take in Shia-yunās story, or whatās happening in this castle where I was summoned, or that āShikitariā thing.
āWhen you say ānextāā¦ā
As I opened my mouth, Shia-yun tensed up. She was probably trying to treat me with respect, but it actually made it harder to talk.
āNext⦠would it be okay if you listened to my story?ā
At my words, Shia-yun nodded slightly. When I first met her, she seemed like a refined, elegant older woman, but now she looked more like a shy girl.
āFirst of all, itās kind of hard to talk like thisācould you put your clothes back on?ā
When I said that, Shia-yun bowed her head slightly and replied, āMy apologiesā¦ā then began to put on the black dress she had dropped by the bed. Seeing her from behind again, her waist was unbelievably slender, her figure graceful and perfectly balanced.
As my attention drifted to her feminine curves, Rikaās face popped into my mindā¦
Ah, yeah. Iām probably going to be like this for a while. The more I think about it, the more I want to see her againāeven though I donāt have the courage to face her. God, what is this feeling?
After she finished dressing, Shia-yun hesitated for a moment, then climbed back onto the bed and sat facing me in a proper seiza posture.
Right⦠we couldāve just talked after getting off the bed, huh. But honestly, I donāt even have the energy to move right now.
I mean, Iām about to tell a beautiful woman I just metābarely an hour after getting dumped by my childhood friendāthat I canāt possibly do the whole āoffspringā thing right now, even though the castle is surrounded by monsters and thereās nowhere to run. To make her understand, Iāll have to explain things in detailā¦
I really canāt think about any other girl but Rika right now.
To Shia-yun, whoās looking at me with a serious expression despite the crisis of the castle, the country, and even our lives, my story might seem trivialābut to me, itās something painfully real.
Taking a deep breath, I began telling her the story of me and Rika.






