Chapter : 32. Someone Who Knows Me Well
2023.09.01
For Elise, the regression was both an opportunity and a stroke of luck. A tremendous one, at that.
But the world tends to be relatively fair.
âThough it has been a bit harsh on me.â
So there was a possibility of side effects from the regression.
âI should have been more careful. Paid more attention to my body.â
Especially before important events like the New Yearâs gathering.
Karanâs day had been ruined because of her.
The guilt in her heart grew endlessly.
âHe must have been looking forward to it.â
She recalled the sparkle in his eyes when she suggested going to the festival together.
Eyes that shone as purely as pebbles wet from the sea.
The thought that those eyes might be clouded with disappointment crushed Eliseâs chest with guilt.
âIâm sorry.â
âItâs fine.â
Elise widened her eyes in surprise. That wasnât the response she had expected.
She lifted her head from Karanâs chest.
His chest rose and fell evenly. His eyes were closed.
Had he answered half-asleep?
Elise leaned her forehead back onto his chest obediently.
The cool warmth of his body made her feel good.
âHe stayed close to cool me down.â
She realized one more thing.
âYou must have been uncomfortable. I feel even worse.â
âI said itâs fine.â
Elise sat up abruptly. Karanâs heavy arm slid off smoothly.
âYouâre awake, right?â
His eyes were still closed, but the corner of his mouth twitched slightly.
Elise wanted to see his eyes. She wanted to face him properly and apologize.
âYour Highness, now that youâre awake, please open your eyes.â
Karan wanted to stay tangled in bed with Elise a little longer, but he obediently opened his eyes. It was unavoidableâhe moved as she asked.
Karan slowly shifted his body. Each movement made his finely-chiseled muscles ripple.
To Elise, who had no muscles herself, it was a marvelous sight.
âIf you want to touch, you may.â
Had she been staring too intently? Startled by Karanâs words, Elise turned her head.
Even though her fever had completely subsided, her cheeks bloomed with a cherry-blossom blush.
âThatâs not it.â
She thought she had briefly heard him say, âWhat a shame,â but that must have been a misunderstanding.
Feeling embarrassed, Elise brushed her neck and offered him the blanket.
âShall I cover you?â
Karan asked. Elise nodded. She wanted to see more but felt she shouldnât.
Again, Karan obediently wrapped himself in the blanket as she instructed.
âYour Highness, Iâm sorry for being late.â
Elise cleared her throat and bowed toward Karan.
âJust words?â
Elise blinked rapidly. She expected him to say it was fine.
Of course, it wasnât fine, but even if he said it was, she had planned to continue apologizingâyet he reacted differently.
âAh⌠is there something you want?â
âIn Titrith, it is said that the hand of one who seeks mercy must be heavy.â
âIs there a reason for that?â
âThat⌠we will find out in time.â
Karan couldnât bring himself to explain that, in the game, a hand must be extended empty when wearing a mask. So he quickly changed the subject.
âIf youâre really sorry, EliseâŚâ
Her hand, sticking out from under the blanket, was suddenly grabbed by Karan.
âPlease.â
Before she could ask âPlease what?â Karan leaned in closer.
Elise shivered under the impetuous touch that skimmed her dry lips.
Unconsciously, she let out a faint moan.
Karanâs eyes darkened as he watched her. He leaned further toward her.
âI want to accept your apology. Will you allow it?â
Even though there was space behind her, Elise didnât budge an inch.
That was permission. Karanâs eyes curved as he smiled.
Elise couldnât take her eyes off his face.
His face bloomed like a fully-opened flower, exuding a seemingly sweet fragrance.
A hand slipped out from the folds of the blanket.
Karan gently brushed Eliseâs trembling eyelashes.
The touch hinted at what was to come, and Elise closed her eyes.
Even with her eyes shut, his movements were vivid to her.
Karan wrapped his hands around the back of her head and pulled her waist closer.
Her frail body was shielded by his bare chest.
âIâll accept it gratefully.â
His husky voice near her lips made her head ring.
Her chin lifted slightly along with his breath.
Karanâs lips touched her jaw. When Elise trembled, he soothed her by brushing the back of her head with his fingers.
The electric heat shot from the back of her head down her spine, pooling near her tailbone.
Karan licked her lower lip. Elise parted her lips slightly and moaned.
Through that opening, greedy Karan invadedâdeeply, very deeply.
On the third day of the banquet,
Elise awoke in Karanâs bedroom.
Karan, having given only a neat kiss before stepping back, didnât let her leave even late at night.
He argued that her fever could spike again at any time.
After some thought, Elise decided to stay by his side.
Her parents wouldnât care either way, so there was no one to object.
âMaybe theyâd be glad they canât see me.â
Elise chuckled softly.
She did, however, feel guilty about skipping the second day of the banquet.
So last night, she wrote a letter to Dvoa.
She wanted to spread the reason why she and Karan hadnât attended so no false rumors would circulate.
âItâs not a rumorâitâs the truth.â
She reported Karanâs devoted care while she had collapsed.
If Dvoa published the article, it would improve Karanâs image.
Even though Pedroka was leaving soon, maintaining a good image for Titrith and Karan was important.
âEven His Majesty Langzi couldnât ignore favorable public opinion.â
Managing oneâs image was important in many ways.
Karan didnât seem to care at all, of course.
âHeâs just a pure person.â
Elise asked Hartwin to deliver the letter, then fell asleep as if collapsingâher fever had returned.
Karan stayed by her side all night. Every time she opened her eyes, he spoke to her gently.
Even in childhood, she had never received such devoted care while sick.
Despite her fever, Elise felt grateful and decided she must give him a great gift.
Perhaps thanks to his meticulous care, Elise felt completely recovered.
âLetâs do what we couldnât yesterday.â
Elise proposed after finishing breakfast. Karan flinched.
âWhat we couldnât do yesterdayâŚâ
âThe festival tour.â
âAhâŚâ
A fleeting expression of regret crossed his face, but it vanished quickly. Karan smiled brightly.
âVery well. Letâs prepare the carriage. Where shall we start?â
âWharton Manor. We should go home first so I can change clothes.â
It would be difficult to wear the sweat-drenched dress again.
Also, it wouldnât make sense for her to wear some indoor dress Karan might have gotten from somewhere.
It was a matter of his dignity.
âIt wonât take long. I contacted Regina last night. Weâll be back soon.â
Elise acted like she was ready to leave immediately. Honestly, she was eager.
At that moment, Karan grabbed her wrist and gently pulled her.
Elise had no choice but to sit back down.
âNo need. The clothes are already ready.â
Karan gave a meaningful smile and rang a bell.
The doors swung open, and a row of dresses on hangers flooded in.
Red, blue, yellow, green, purpleâEliseâs eyes widened at the variety of colors.
âYour Highness, what is all this?â
âDresses, arenât they?â
Elise gaped at Karanâs nonchalant reply.
She didnât even need to ask whose they were; she knew they were hers.
She was the only one in the room who could wear these extravagant dresses.
âHow much would all this cost? I donât think Titrithâs finances are that strong, and the royal budget must be even smallerâŚâ
Elise calculated silently and was shocked.
âDid he just spend the entire annual royal budget?â
Elise turned sharply to Karan. He met her gaze and calmly said,
âElise, what are you doing? Pick one.â
The room had Karanâs servants, a person who seemed to be a designer, and Hartwin, Karanâs right-hand man.
Refusing his gift here would be difficult. Reluctantly, Elise stood up.
âThank you, Karan. Iâll wear them well.â
Elise scanned the dresses and picked only one. She did the same for the shoes.
She knew what colors and designs suited her best.
A skirt that wasnât too puffy, a design that revealed a slim waist and straight collarbones, and vivid primary colors.
In the past, she had used Iris as a standard of beauty and tried to emulate her.
So she used to wear dresses adorned with countless ribbons that didnât suit her.
And the colors were all pastel.
Chase usually gave her only those kinds of gifts too.
âCome to think of it, Chase really did show he liked Iris. I was oblivious.â
Elise chuckled and scanned the dresses.
Not a single pastel-colored dress was among the ones Karanâs servant brought.
It was as if someone who truly knew what suited Elise had chosen them.
âThe designer has excellent taste. The design, the colors.â
Naturally, Elise complimented the designer standing next to the rack. The designer stepped forward and said,
âAll of these dresses were chosen by His Highness Karan. If you like them, then the credit is his.â
What were the odds that hastily prepared dresses would all suit her perfectly?
âAlmost zero.â
That meant Karan had considered what colors and designs suited her long before.
Thinking that, Eliseâs eyes softened.
More than the expensive dresses, she appreciated the time he had spent thinking about her.
So she couldnât bring herself to tell him to take all of them; she just fidgeted with the dresses.
She couldnât ignore his effort. And if she accepted them all, it would cost a lotâŚ
Elise toyed with the dress she liked most, deep in thought.