~Chapter 86~
 I Must Have Been Hated
âA sly bastard?â
Annette, who had been too distracted by Cardinâs skillful hands to think straight, perked her ears back up.
âClick. During the subjugation, you were clinging to our princess the whole time, and now youâve even chased her all the way here.â
âClinging to me?â
She tilted her head.
She was sure Zeon and Luke had come to visit, but she couldnât figure out who he was talking about.
To get more clues, Annette studied Cardin closely.
The eyes that were usually curved in a smile were now coldly stiff, and a faint irritation flickered in the blue of his gaze.
âI think this is the first time Iâve seen that look.â
He felt like a stranger, and Annette blinked her big round eyes, forgetting to even wonder who exactly he was so worked up about.
âItâs a relief that Her Highness didnât run into the royal knights,â Samuel sighed in relief and asked.
âShall we reconnect the communication crystal to His Majesty the Emperor?â
âForget it.â
Cardin waved his hand irritably.
âThey sent those men to the Grand Ducal Castle as if they were a gift. What good words do you think Iâd hear? Itâs better not to say anything at all.â
âBut earlier you complained enough to make it sound like you were resentfulâŚâ
Muttering under his breath, Samuel nonetheless braved Cardinâs sharp glare.
âYou knew Hayworth would send someone anyway, Your Highness. And how could Their Majesties the Emperor and Empress have possibly known that the very person would be carrying the item they requested?â
ââŚâŚâ
Cardin didnât like his defense, but still fell silent.
He knew well enough that the Emperor and Empress had requested the sword called Lubellino from Hayworth out of goodwill toward Annette.
âBut itâs also true they didnât have to send them all the way here.â
They couldâve just summoned him directly to the capital.
Sending Zeon and Luke to the Grand Ducal Castle despite knowing Annetteâs condition was most likely a prank to see Cardin flustered and cornered.
ăThat knight, Zeon Millard, was it? He seemed to make a fine impression. You said he was once the princessâs companion?ă
Remembering the Emperorâs words, which were clearly meant to provoke Cardin, Samuel could only close his mouth.
Silence fell over the study. Annette, the only one still listening, tilted her head.
Apparently, Zeon and Luke had brought some gift from the Emperor and Empress, but from the conversation alone, she couldnât tell what it was. She rolled her eyes round and round in thoughtâ
âGrrooowwllâŚâ
ââŚâŚ!â
A sound slipped from Annetteâs throat, completely against her will.
Frozen in shock, she stayed rigid as Cardin tapped her little nose and chuckled.
âAre you feeling good?â
ââŚâŚâ
A crushing wave of humiliation swept over her.
âThis is why I never revealed who I really am!â
If Cardin found out she could turn into a cat, she could already imagine the disaster that would follow.
She had already been seen as a child onceâthere was no way she could let herself be seen as a speechless animal tooâŚ
âHmm? I said, are you happy?â
Cardin lightly tapped the kittenâs bottom as if teasing her.
âMeoww! (No, Iâm not!)â
Annette spun around to face him, horrified.
For some reason, he looked pleased, grinning warmly as if proud of her, and kept patting her hindquarters.
Even though she had become a cat, her feelings were still the sameâAnnette turned pale.
âK-keeping this a secret really was the right choice, wasnât it?â
At least if he knew this kitten was her, he wouldnât dare behave so rudely!
Conflicted and flustered, Annette swiped her little paws frantically, but Cardin only thought she was playing. To him, it was like amusing himself with a cute little kitten.
âYour Highness, how will you be taking dinner?â Samuel, after checking the clock, asked carefully.
Cardin pretended nonchalant as he admired the soft, pink paw pads of the cat.
After a pauseâ
âI should go down. I have to discuss whether to accept Hayworthâs request with the princess.â
The unexpected answer made Samuelâs eyes widen.
Considering that Cardin had bolted the moment the fifth-floor room was mentioned earlier, his willingness to dine with Annette now was no small act of courage.
âTruly? I was certain you would avoid it again.â
âQuiet. And didnât you once say thisââ
Cardin leaned back smugly in his chair.
Annette, finally freed from his touch, retreated just enough not to fall off the desk and looked up at him.
âWhat do you mean, Your Highness?â
âYou said yourself the princess isnât really a childâhow much could she possibly enjoy playing with a stuffed toy? And even if she liked dolls, you claimed she wouldnât actually press its belly.â
âEh?â
Samuel blinked in confusion at the sudden topic.
Only Annette guessed where this was going, and she ducked her head.
Cardin tilted his chin proudly and smirked.
âDo you know why the princess went to the annex? Because she was worried the magic stone in the doll would wear out too fast, so she went to check on it.â
That was how inseparable she was from the dollâhow much she listened to his voice. His expression was one of arrogance.
âSo your advice on romance is worthless.â
âUgh⌠Is that true?â
Samuel bit his lip in dismay. That had been his carefully considered advice to regain Cardinâs trust!
But unable to give up, he insisted,
âStill, using a doll to confessâno matter how I think about it, itâs not a good choice!â
âMeow? (Confess?)â
Annetteâs head snapped up.
At the same time, her eyes met Cardinâs, who had been glancing down.
He casually scratched her cheeks as he said,
âWhatâs so bad about it? If the princess keeps listening to my voice, doesnât that mean sheâs⌠at least not against me?â
He wanted to say it meant she had feelings for him too, but when it came to Annette, he never felt confident enough, so he spoke more cautiously.
Samuel understood his wish to confirm the princessâs feelings, but still objected.
âA proper confession should be made face to faceââ
âHa. Who doesnât know that?â
Cardin gave a short laugh.
âOf course the confession will be done properly.â
âEh? Then the dollâŚâ
âThatâs just like a surprise gift.â
(Though in truth, he also intended to gauge her feelings by how often she pressed the dollâs belly.)
âAh, come to think of itâŚâ
He recalled leaving without checking how many times sheâd pressed it because Larisa had been there.
âSurely she hasnât pressed it close to a hundred times alreadyâŚ?â
For a moment, cautious hope flickered in him, but he shook his head bitterly.
âNo, thatâs impossible. Itâs only been a few days since I gave it to her.â
Especially since the princess had been angry and hadnât even come out of her roomâwhy would she have wanted to hear his voice so often?
Feeling crestfallen, Cardin began to worry that maybe Annetteâs fondness for the doll had just been Larisaâs exaggeration.
Meanwhile, Annette was growing equally serious.
âA confession⌠through a doll?â
What on earth did that mean?
She didnât fully understand, but soon thought positively.
âAt least he really does plan to confess!â
She had worried he might never say anything.
Whether it was confessing his feelings, or explaining how he had once disguised himself as a mercenary to meet her, or even some secret from their very first encounterâwhatever it was, the fact that Cardin wanted to bare his heart sincerely thrilled her.
âOnce I return to normal, I need to check that doll right away.â
Since she didnât know when he might confess, she resolved firmly to be prepared.
For the first time, she felt a little satisfaction about being turned into a cat.
But only for a moment.
âThen Iâll be informed right away when the princess comes down to the dining room,â Samuel said.
Annetteâs eyes went round.
There was no way she could appear in the dining room in her current state!
Cardin had finally mustered the courage to have dinner with her, and now this unfortunate timingâŚ
Annette burned with frustration while Cardin, oblivious, gently stroked the soft fur on her head as if brushing back her bangs.
âIâll show you your master soon. Be good, okay?â he whispered.
âMeooww⌠(No, you canâtâŚ)â
Not long after, the atmosphere in the study grew heavy.
Naturally, this was because Cardinâs plan to dine with Annette had been foiled.
ăHer Ladyshipâs personal maid, Larisa, has sent word from the dining room. The lady will be taking a quiet meal in her chambers tonight.ă
Hearing this report, Annette breathed a sigh of reliefâyet her heart felt complicated.
She was glad Larisa had managed to make an excuse for her, no doubt fretting anxiously. But she also felt a pang seeing Cardinâs visible disappointment after hearing the servantâs words.
For his sake, Annette let him keep touching her without protest.
Then, after staring blankly for a while, Cardin muttered in a gloomy voice:
âAs expected⌠running away earlier must have made the princess hate me.â